coz i got wat it takes to put it up on stage..

salamz. hey ya peeps.

anyway tt will be my new tag line. i dunnoe got it from ma bunchies. zai gave it to me n he said i must it whenever im up on stage. well ive decided n planned tt i dun wanna perform anymore. i dun wan.

skool juz now was chaotic. totally hectic. fed up to the max. im sure ma peeps noe tt i dun like to do werk rushing and last min stuffs. jus now was very rushing. n tiring. n urrgh! damn piss off. its phonic craft n wat blew me off was the craft arrived exactly this morning. not yet paste n everything. they said tt the tamp teacher aid will paste it for us but..words no strings attached. so i was very kanchiong as tcr fizah wasnt around,attending some courses.so i have to prepare all 6 sessions. lastly i gave up. i did onie for my class n a few for cambridge. then i pass it to ust maria n let her do it.

kinda shag actually. i miss late nysham. juz now mak called me. asked me how was i doin. n say she wanna meet me. so i tink this sun meeting her lor. heard tt this sat meeting is at tamp. or. mite even be at pasir ris. mendaq to the max.

ytd irfan from harvard called me. miss him so much. he said he's cuming home coz his sis kak tijah wanna get married. so most prolly i get to meet him.

ohh shoots. i need to start doin the idea web for nx week's theme. ma family. aite. simple. hmm..wat else huh?? waiting for fee..

tml..issue out the file..circular..pal..

zai,chill aite. dun freak out. boy q too..understand me aite. ma schedule hectic. n stop telling me to quit doin stuffs..kiki lala,im gonna mizz performin wit ya..chicka bella..gonna miss ya..n to the most favourite bunchies..haziq hakim da flow.. *wink**wink*

salamz..

{ps. ive oready fall in love wit this song. dun laff! its a malay song. dun laff la!! its a song from dinodi. duno wats the title.. muz buy the album!}

salamz..back from blogstipation

salamz all. im back from blogstipation. yeah been very bz wit my werk. its oready week 4 n its my week. so anything tts got to do wit the lesson plan its got to do wit me. anyhoo im damn shag now but the enthusiasm in me keeps me wanting to update my blog.

theres so many ups n down in my life lately. yupz. ive been much sensitive nowadays. i strongly disagree when ppl said tt im strong when actually im hardly to move on. yeah werks keep me bz but apart side of me it keeps me thinking n wondering bout the unwanted n unimportant stuffs. i hate it when i have to encounter this kind of feelings. i need super one hundred percent concentration in ma career.

toking bout career. i tink im gonna carry on wit ma plans. taking dip in preskool learning-teaching. n at the same time im taking dip in quranic themes. over at the iiUM. International Islamic University of Malaysia. insya-allah. whether i can cope or not its all tawakkal. been very excited bout tings happening ard me. well i have to, to actually move on n look on the bright side of life. been kinda upset though. ohh i hardly watched tv nowadays but ytd while marking the werksheets i watched Hanyut n i saw the unexpected sumone. seraphic. he can act.

well..

been bz wit werk but oso at the same time bz juggling my time wit ma social activities. ive a hectic n topsy turvy schedule. well u cant blame the moulder of nations aite. ahakz! its been quite sum time i went out wit him. bz wit matches. n the other him. bz wit goin overseas. n another him. bz wit skools. when im bored to death n free to the max they're the one who is packo wit stuffs. hmmph..more updates..*tinking..*

ohh n i was told i wasnt allowed to contact him anymore. grool. i mean wadever. well i dun wan to tink tt im actually still "terhegeh-hegeh" wit him but nah i dun mind. but deep down in ma heart.."OUCH" ohh n remember ma homies bell,well shes too out of ma life. well tts wat she wants. she said the besfren chemistry is fading. i dun tink its fading but shes the one hu actually have jus discovered the sumone new hu is never bz. now its no more fading but its jus disappearing.

ppl jus come n go. ive lost sumone hu is very close wit me. very. nysham. he passed away. accident. motorcycle at expressway. its saddening. yupz. love was jus about to re-incarnate. jus about. we plan it,he decide its. now im all alone. wit no one to tok to. only to him i can turn to. ya allah ya tuhan..

chow chin chow. gtg beb. im still at werk for crying out loud. im hungry. so hungry. n i need to head home now. im shag. i smell like rotten apple. i need a bath. im hungry. shag. ohh bye then..

take care..
salamz..

shh again!!

salamz. shh this time shh again. same ting. at the directors room. but cant blog long long as im doin the arrival for session tweo. so goin off soon. yeah im done wit my lp! actually im done then i have to ammend after mdm zu vet nw im jus waiting for it to approve by the heads. hope no more ammendmends to be made.

anyway im piss off wit some stupid tagger hu tagged at my blog. yo sickly peep.. thanks for taggin. im sure rite now ure happy after wat happen btwn me n azmy. n erm..hes still not urs anyway..so dun bother me anymore aite. ive got nothing more to do wit him. me n him are over. adios.

aite peeps. gtg. the skool buz is here..

salamz...

SHHH!!!

salamz. shh. im updating my blog secretly as now its still durinf the werking hours. today the whole day i din come to the class n have lessons wit the kids as mr omar is rushing for the week 3 lesson plan. so i was kinda kan chiong. now im done so i have to proceed wit the week 4 lesson plan. im in the director's room sitting all alone doin the lesson plan n curik2 update my blog when im stuck wit no ideas.

its a suicidal doin this lesson plan thingy. bein a teacher is never easy. have to prepare this n prepare that. nothing is ever ready. (well tts wat i tot last time). anyway i miss bloggin but wat to do as time doesnt permit us anyway. hmm oohh yeah i do actually blog a few days ago but the comp tt i was using was hanged when i was about to publish my blog. *pissed*

many tings happened lately. ohh yeah i sense sth funny. ya noe wat? rmb when s'pore idols was the hot topic? every single blog tt i went thru have taufik this taufik that mentioned in their blog. now the worlds has become topsy-turvy wit the killer waves tsunami n none of the blogs were toking or even mention bout it.. hmm funny ya..

anyway i oready dreamt bout the world is cuming to an end. i gt to see allah written on the sky. n of all the peeps i saw azmy being rejam by bara api. scary. he was like shouting n crying for help. saying he minta ampun n stuffs. but all tt was a dream la. i woke up in cold sweat n terus i solat. scary to the max. i msg-ed him n told him bout it n he jz said tanx. i reminded him to at least stop doin bad stuffs if not ready to repent. huh. n i was like tinking wat were u doin? well im juz so scared at tt point of time. then msg-ed my adek farah for awhile. kinda miss her..

well i cant really rmb wat i did for the past few weeks. i mean goin out n stuffs was normal la. met khaizan. zamri. today khaizan fetching me. after werk. ohh the kidz! love them. have a few favourites oready. but haiyah no la no favouratism one la...cannot one as u need to be even n fair wit everyone.. oh n i adores this kid from al azhar 1 asyraaf jasni n afif, al azhar 2 syed m danish sumtin sumtin n zarifah.. n from al azhar 3 md irfan hayekal.

love them all.
miss ma homies.
miss ma bunchies.

salamz..