crampy n cranky me..

salamz ya'll. i got this terrible stomach cramp. i kept on burping i dunnoe wats the reason. anyhoos im at work rite now. werking on the theme board. no idea for the enrichment corner. me n fee have been cracking our brains since juz now. the enrichment thing must be manipulative..

meeting adek farah. after tt meeting min n syawal together wit ayid. goin to esplanade later wit them. min n ayid mentioned tt theres indie gig. today im in a good mood. in wearing this new dark blue kurta tt my mom bought for me the other week. n this is the only day tt i can wear jeans n snickers. so yeah. this is me.

im drop dead hungry. had oreo n marsmellow cereals but then im still hungry. hear my stomach growls like hungry cat.

im so down.
wit mamat..
i din mean to hurt him..ytd nite.
but i was jus too tired.
din realise tt i actually have hurt him by telling nth goin on..
when actually im not feeling well.
i dun wan him to worry much for me.." nanak terlalu risau pasal ayang la.."
but still i dun wanna hear.." tapi abang have the rite to noe ayang sakit atau sihat.."
i noe he have the rite..
im down..
seriously down.

i called his home juz now. his adek answered the fone. he left oready. not for werk. but for dk. comp is nearing. haiz..

im such a paranoia..

salamz.

once again re-birth..

salamz. once again im back after much of stress n pressures.
skools starts n works uploading... been utterly in a mind freak control.
have to face n overcome a few circumstances..
dumbfounded.

niway,theres many upcoming events tt need to be updated n keep in track.
been indecisive lately. over some small little matters. pessimistic.
tidal heat wave jus hit me. hmm.. i need energy.
to stand upright..
for my own truth..
for my own rights..

well truth hurts.. tts juz life have to go.
on n on..

salamz..

salamz..

salam alaik all. hey ya. feel like updating ma bloggie. well been such a long time oready since i last update thins thing. i went online often but seldom update stuffs. apparently went online to do sth which is rather much important.

skool closing soon. so ya noe so many stuffs tt need to compile together n bind. been tiring this few days. bell was warded n i wasnt told. pity her so bad. her mum is really being so unreasonable. but i dunnoe la. i felt sinful for toking like tt bout her mom but seriously..i was being angry towards everything bell told me..pity ma besfren

the peeps goin home soon. so im leaving too at the same time la. got loads of stuffs to settle wit.

chow chin chow...

salamz..

back from blogstipation..

salamz. hey ya. mmisch all ma bunchies.

anyhoo,ive received my o level result. n yeah im cool wit it. passed my art. tot of leaving iman n go to nafa or sumtink but then mdm dun allow me to. well apparently im signing up for quranic theme at iIUM. some islamic university at wisma indah. insya allah. not ready actually to take cpt or dpt as yet. wanna change my direction to sth different which ive been longing to do.

today was another hectic day. well never a "never" hectic in iMAN maa. today was maths craft. n ca. so its chaotic to the max la. but i loike. i lurve ma kids. ive realise tt al azhar 3 kids are much creative compared to the 1 n 2. n ive realise the kids tt ive always have the mind set tt they're brilliant are'nt really were. they were more visualising n verbalising. but overall al azhar is jus fine to me..

im waiting for my bro actually. we're gonna catch a movie later. most prolly watching hitch or hide n seek. but i'll let him choose. bought for my sis a silver engrave ring over at the bits n pieces. she seems to like it though. tml after meeting im goin shopping. wanna but a jubah n some tudung, the sarung tangan, black stockings n this black covered shoes. noni n the rest kept on calling me 4U2C. alah u noe the group which sang fiona. yeah. irritating though. but nah. i dun mind at all. coz im oways confused in my sense of dressing. kebaya top,black pants n converse slack shoes. confuse to the max!

shoots. gtg. the peeps are dissappearing soon. they're goin to JB. asked me to tag along. but nah..i can go there wit ma parents in fact. i wanna go along house n sleep over. need the comp to finish up ma lesson plan. when due? hah tml!

salamz. adios.