Since Emilda from Screenbox said that we can't wear black, I decided to go with pink. Like OMG la kan! ME?! Decided to wear pink?! For an important photoshoot summore! haha. well. Frankly, that pink and blue lace was the most suitable baju for the shoots. Anyways, it is ibu's choice, and I trust her. So, ya la. First time tau feeling-feeling Model gitu.

And its gonna be at Bukit Gombak. Right after that, I'm freaking free, so, if sayang is willing to meet me before he goes for his meeting, then I will not be bored to death la kan. If not, I might want to drop by NIM to take some documents. There are a few docs that I have to get from Joyce for my EE Rusy. Soon after that, 10 minutes walk to Cecil St for my training.

My heart breaks into tiny pieces after knowing that Edward Cullen broke off with Bella Swan. But somehow I knew that they will get back together as, I read the reviews at Danny's blog, saying that they plan to get married and in the last book, Danny wrote in his reviews that Bella got pregnant. So, yang penting they will get back together somehow or rather in the middle of the story.

And to Rusydi, my primary school mate,
No eh. Its not that canned food, not that Abalone Newmoon canned food eh. U think i dunnoe what canned food issit eh? Apprently the posters are everywhere at busstands and my sayang ever attempt to buy for me THAT Newmoon! It is the Newmoon by Stephenie Meyers that I was referring to.

tsk. campak tin abalone NEWMOON tu kat awak baru tau~!

Wish me luck for tmr's photoshoot!

I shall put today's event in point form.

• Sayang tekdee got to interview a very famous director. She direct Muallaf, Sepet, Gubra, Talentime and those petronas advertisement that you see at TV3. YES! He interviewed Yasmin Ahmad. Super lucky kan my man??
• Sayang bought for me NEWMOON! WOOOHOOOOOOO! He got it at a very special rate from his friend at NTU. So now, I can spend time reading and starts to ignore the budak primary who likes to memekak every morning in the bus. They won't spoil my 'gerek' morning anymore.
• I received a call from Screenbox. And knowing that I am the top 5 in Muslimah Anggun, this Friday will be my photoshoot. Location was not told yet and the thing that is bugging me till now is, the shoots is from 3 to 5pm. So for those loyalties that knows my working hours, will surely understand how I feel and all. Knowing that I can't get time off easily. I asked Emilda from Screenbox what happen of I don't come for it, she said, "Eh cannot. You must come Dear. You're our top 5 Finalist. Must come."
• Apparently I sent the wrong DP (READ:Daily Planners) to my HT. And so I have to re-do it again. Just when I thought that my work is ALMOST done. So much for looking forward to the weekends.
• I am the I/C for themeboard and learning studio. Knowing that next week is the new theme, so, new theme means new display on boards and new activities at learning studio. So I have to say hello to tired and never ending touch-ups.
• I need to find a freaking black slacks or track pants for my training on this Friday!!! Please tell me that I can make it through this hardship that I will be facing soon.

*waddles like a duck in circle*

Slacking at home, is super gerek. My day turned much gerek when sayang came. He got off from his part-time work and straight dropped by my house. He finished up his article while I get his food ready. Actually, I made him buy bananas on his way to my home..

me: sayang, on ur way here later, buy bananas can?
him: where?
me: admiralty la.
him: shop and save?
me: yes. once u reach admiralty, kol nur k.

and we hung up. 45 minutes later..

him: yang, nak abg beli ape lagi?
me: pisang. and tepung adabi.
him: takde pun.
me: ada la. look at the tepung-tepung section.
him: abg mmg kat tepung. semua tepung ada, tp tepung untuk goreng pisang takde.
me: try gi kedai mamak la.
him: kat bawah blok?
me: yes..

15 minutes later..

him: yang, tepung adabi to goreng ayam je ade.
me: *agitated* tsk. tkkan la..tgk la btol2..
him: ahh ok ok yang. i found it. bye.

10 minutes later. he was sitting at the dining area, me at the kitchen. checking out on the things that he bought..

me: yaaaang~!
him: ape nur...
me: this banana tak bleh goreng.
him: abeh?
me: yang, this one pisang kopek. untuk orang makan macam tu je. tk bleh goreng.
him: mana abg tau. ada pisang ni aje..
me: then tkyah beli la macam tu. bleh bli kat kedai mamak kan?
him: kedai mamak tak jual..
me: ni tak bleh goreng..
him: asal tk bleh goreng?? what will happen..?
me: i dunnoe la. nx time, u see, if the banana is long, like this, this is not meant for pisang goreng, this is meant for makan macam ni je. if i want u to get a pisang untuk goreng, find the kontot-kontot one. k? faham sayang?
him: pisang kontot? panjang taknak la ni.. *winks*
me: tsk!

gatal tau dia. da buat salah..
niways sayang, thanks alot for helping me to buy the bananas.
no banana fritters but jemput2 pisang pun ok jgk.
i called my mom, who was at work what i can do with those bananas since i dun eat banana just like tt. i asked what happen if i were to fry it.
apparently if u try to fry it, it will some kind "meletup" or tt sorts of thing.
so, from pisang goreng, jadi la jemput2 pisang..

kita sayang awak tau, Arry.
tima kaseh la pasal pisang tu. susah2 je..hehe

slacking at home is uber fun or wat?! I am so in love with holidays. Well maybe it's because I should then call it, time for new fresh start for the year 2009. I started this year, with a very tiring one, and a lil bit unprepared. Reason being, the big boss wasnt around and I am just being panicky and sweaty palms as ever. Nonetheless, I managed to survive till now.

I was rotting at home and I wasnt complaining at all. It's all good and I had great time, waking up in the morning and make breakfast for everyone at home. Its a very nice feeling. But soon, this feelings will go away, as tomorrow, will be back to serious business. I figured out something, CNY doesnt seems like CNY. I dun get to see my neighbours, who apparently 70% are Chinese, put on their Cheong Sam and with two oranges in their hands. All I could see ytd was, arranging newspapers outside their home. the other one, windows all open but doors close tite. and another one, door nicely decorated but the families are watching teevee with super micro skirts and some sweaty tops.

so much for CNY celebration.

My house is much more livelier. With oranges in the basket, sounds from teevee are blasting out loud, laugh at some stupid jokes that Ayah made and browse through some old photos. We went out to JB for dinner, and the roads are being nice to us. No jams and whatnots.

This is just a random post. I should just stop here.

Perasaan rindu, sungguh mendalam. Namun, tidak pasti pula bagaimana untuk meluahkan.

As promised. See below.

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

Happy Chinese New Year to all. I celebrated CNY with my lovelies ytd. I will upload all the pics when I'm free. For now, I will only show you a few. To start off, these are my teachers. To see the full collection of pictures, I've uploaded it in my facebook. Go check it out.




We had our outing this year at IMM Secret Recipe. We had our dinner there. And right after this one, we're planning to have another outing. Tentatively, it's gonna be BBQ-ing. Really looking forward to it. I will upload the pictures with Smilebox.




Last but not least, I went to Marina Barrage with family and sayang. We went last Saturday, a week ago, right after my interview at Sriwana. We were totally f-up after we found out something is wrong with the camera. We're trying our very best to make ourselves very cheery despite being super angry seeing our camera was not OK.


Niways, a note to my sayang, We managed to go thru tt day, we will get to go through the rest of other days, Insya Allah together. With love, xoxo.

best keper km slides dabessssssssssssssss?!

and i bet, confirm there will be some editting or add ons that needs to be done.

just wait and see je la. pls tell me something new.

tmr CNY celebration.

totally looking forward to it. i guess.

i am totally looking forward for the weekends actually~!

till then, toodles.

have u ever tried, sitting at the back seat of a sport car?
hunchback from Jurong East to Woodlands?
It happened to me, and I don't like.

WG and I went out for a staff outing. We went to have dinner at IMM Secret Recipe.
So, knowing that I have tonnes of job waiting for me, Adik offered me a ride home since
Faizal is fetching her. And apparently Faizal is driving Toyoto Cooper (or was it Couper?) and so, I was told to sit at the back. being tall (and big!?), I had to hunchback. my long legs were wide apart, slouch and bend my neck downwards and cushioned my head with my palm each time they are going on the hump.

Satu penderaan. Satu penganiayaan.
Tsk.

I had to walk like some miss preggy after I went out from the car.

Soon, all these brown tudung ladies, will be bleeding busy with KCS. its that yearly seminars, and up to date, this is the 3rd time I will be one of the speakers. or was it the 4th time? I cant remember. I lost count, for all I know, I am so looking forward for the seminar.


Back in school today, my 3 year old kid never fail to make me laugh. They are speaking in those foreign language in which I myself totally have no idea what they are blabbering out. And there is this very tiny 3 year old kid, that I am super scared to hold or carry her as I'm worried I will crush or something. She came into the class without crying. And she gave a big hug with a kiss on my cheek. And she left for me lots of mucus. Very disgusting I know.


and so that explains well as to why my hingus belum kering-kering lagi k!

I went for the interview, and now, I am officially part of them. I am 'officially' a Sriwana Dancer. And I am in the cloud 9!

Sayang came to meet me and have dinner just now. I told him that I still can't believe it that now I'm one of them. You know, I almost turned back once I reached TAPAC. I was there, on the 3rd floor, just a few steps away from the entrance. But my sayang was there, to give me encouragement, all the words to make me walk ahead and ask for the form. I finally took 1 long deep breath and proceed.

It all went good. Smoothly. Knowing that I had experienced before, it was a smooth one and I had to dance. Very impromptu. They made me dance Inang (in which I almost forgot how to dance Inang) and then the Ronggeng (this one no problem, my favourite) and the most all time favourite, Zapin. So, i ace all the dance and thats how I got myself in.

Training will be every Friday, 7.30 pm to 9.30pm. And I'm getting the T-shirt soon at the end of the month when I come for the first training. Thanks to Ibu, for the Doa, so that I can be one of them. Thanks to everyone, for those who did.

I went for a jog with my brother. Accompanying me was various Surah recitation from various Imam. Indeed, I felt stronger and much more motivated rather than the usual tracks that have been accompanying me all this while..

Somehow, I've a mission to complete ya noe. And I really hope I can achieve it.
I am going to Sriwana's interview tomorrow. I really hope I can be in their team this year. I'm so done with PA.

not gonna say much. Im a in the top 5 for the above competition. there will be photoshoots and stuffs. will update u more on that. just now i had dinner with sayang. and i love it. when it comes to counting money to buy ice-cream, that was the most memorable thing that can ever happen.


sayang, thanks for the dinner. always practice our standard routines k. dinner at 888, walk back home accompanied with an ice-cream. te quero~

first thing first, let me say a huge THANK YOU to my lovely Lesbo Aidah. thanks love for the lovely layout. very clean and simple. i love it. this shall last quite some time till im bored with it. i owe u one.

back to school.
i always like the feeling of returning to school after MCs. the warm welcome from the children.
i will always hide from then first, try not to show my face yet, till the very end of the assembly. and TAAADAA!
lots of pointing fingers, the hoo haas and the smiles can be seen on their face..
then interrogations will begin..
and i had great time explaining to them as to why i wasn't around and all.

i felt much appreaciated when im with my little lovelies.
Abdul Raziq commented just now while i was busy downloading the slides from the cd,
"Teacher Nurul, you look pretty in purple.."

now everybody, say together..
"awwwwwww...."

you know, the good thing of getting sick is that, you get to rest and rest till ur butt hurts. you can sleep all the time in the world and sleep like nobody business. and lastly, you won't think about food coz u wont feel hungry at all! i dunnoe if u see it a good or bad way, but i dun care. when im sick, it made me stop munching all the way~~


but the bad thing is tat, you will need to constantly remind yourself to take the medicine on time. furthermore, your sayang was once a medic when he was serving the nation, never ever try to fool him about taking the medicine on time with the right amount. and, never try to drink straight the cough syrup from the bottle. the medic jus knew it! i dunnoe how he managed to find out, but dun ever try doing it. i did it, and i was caught by him.


another good thing of fallin sick, expect cheng teng from sayang. yes. for the past 1 year, never was once he failed to bring me a lukewarm cheng teng when he comes to visit me. be it high fever, asthma, thyroid or even flu, sayang's presence and the cheng teng will never fail to make me smile. (",) thank you sayang tekdee. that was very thoughtful of u.


niways, i'll be back to school tmr.

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglees in a silly place


It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go


The rain is fallin' on my window pane
But we are hidin' in a safer place
Under the covers stayin' safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore


It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go


What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way?
I just, mmm


It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go


I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows
'Cause you make me smile


Baby just take your time now
Holdin' me tight


Wherever, wherever, where ever you go
Wherever, wherever, where ever you go

Anybody have any idea where is Sans Bookshop?
I seriously want Newmoon and Eclispe in my hand.
Some kind soul suggested to go buy online.

Tsk.

And Ry still go the cheek to ask me,
"Is tat really a famous book?" when i told him that even Borders sold out.
coz he suggested to go to Borders.

Like Duh! la kan.

ola loyalties.

right. after 5 days of school reopens, its all good ya noe. my France for AY2009, was a-ok. same goes to the Holland AY2009. no doubt, on the first day, it was madness. lots of crying, pulling, running, scraping~! these babies came to school with long fingernails and my faces was scratched by one of them cos i tried to console her. tsk.

nevermind, my almond cream from bodyshop will heal it.

niways, i have an interview with Sriwana. at TAPAC. its either on the 17th or on the 24th. i can choose. its at Cecil St. another interview is with Perkumpulan Seni. I dunnoe if i should come down for this. Its at Dover.

im going to continue with my slides. what?
you tot im done with it?

HEH! FAT HOPE LORRRRRRR!

i took this from an online portal. tell me, what is your opinion on this?

On a foreign shore, just You & ME…

NOWthat we are engaged, darling can we go on a holiday? It’ll be fun, considering that it will take a while for us to naik pelamin and all that, and life IS short so why not we seize the dayNOW , and have fun holidaying! Lots of teenagers and couples are doing it and anyway, it’s not like we’ll be doing anything maksiat, it’s just well, holiday fun! Like you said, niat must be correct…

Lagipun, we ARE engaged, and not some half-baked hormone-raging teenagers who will break off at the end of the week or month. At the end of the day, you’ll still be mine and I will be yours ape so I doubt we’ll be that suay enough to get tangkap basah (OK. If you’re THAT worried, maybe we can skip Malaysia . Australia ’s fun too, I swear, the rides are just thrill giler! I mean rollercoaster rides, what were you thinking?!)

And if you or your parents are still in doubt that we’ll end up doing something maksiat during the trip, hey, kalau we both nak buat such things, we don’t have to wait for the holiday trip in the first placekan ! Have some respect for our relationship – we’ve been together for super duper long anyway. I’m sure MY parents realised that and TRUSTED me enough so that’s why they have no problem with me wanting to go on a trip with you. So it’s just plain ol’ fun to be on a trip together.

Trust me – it’ll be fun, like a pre-honeymoon present for our pertunangan! Besides, people say going on holidays and trips will only make our relationship strongerkankankan ? Anyway, we do need to recce for our real honeymoon so why not now? It’ll be so romantic, to be on a foreign shore, watching a huge beautiful sunset, just us two, before our big day! So darling, do consider yah, I can’t wait!

Muacks!

Yours 4 ever

Liz
(if you do say no, we might have to consider our relationship as I DO NOT want to be stuck with a ‘stuck in the mud’ frumpy husband-to-be!)

yesterday, after one whole day, welcoming new students, and briefing my teachers, sayang fetched me from werk, and we went to have dinner at Admiralty's McD.

we talked and discuss about the UM matters. again.
and i am truly bless for having him around, right by my side.
he came out with alternatives and other suggestions. because, after much thought,
going to UM, after im done at Nanyang, is like a not-gonna-happen kinda of thing.

but syg apparently, came out with better suggestions. he said,
"If theres a will, there's always a way. It can be done."
and so, i agreed to what he concluded ytd.
again. *smiles*

after tt heavy meal, we decided to walk home and pass through the park. we sat down on one of those concrete benches and talked again. We talked about our past, our present, and our future. i then realised that we should do this often. communicate. its ok to communicate, then at least, i noe what he can expect from me, and what i can expect from him.

sayang, i totally love yesterday.

While people blog about the last entry for year 2008, i decided to blog about the FIRST entry for year 2009. I am trying so hard not to recall, but then, im still gonna do it. to look back at 2008, and see if its a good year for me.

Good ones.

1. attend courses at NIM-Nanyang Institute of Management
2. a Senior Teacher at Iman.
3. Best Teacher 2008
4. offer for Assistant Head Teacher

in fact, the list shall goes on and on and on. to cut short, the most best thing ever is, having my sayang Tekdee, by my side. we went through the thick and thin together. i am happy that finally, his family can accept the fact that their eldest son has already a special someone in his life. having my mom who never stop giving me her words of wisdom just to see me smile and hold my head up high. im happy and blessed to have a perfect family.

i really hope this will last til my last breath.

Bad ones.

1. i lost a few friends. and i shall not elaborate more on it. its dead and buried.
2. i was diagnosed from suffering Thyroid.
3. due to that, I gain lots of weight, and I dun feel good about it.
4. the feelings of being left out, countless of times. but its all good now.

and i guess, it will just stop there. no use pondering over the past matters. let bygones be bygones. i shall get myself to envision so that i can have open mind and feel liberated. (well, once in a while at least.)

so what do i have for myself for the year 2009?

1. still continuing studying at NIM. 2 more years to go. Insya allah.
2. a great leader to the rest of my teachers at Woodgrove.
3. more slides to come...??? (hehe)
4. a BETTER and UNDERSTANDING darling to my Sayang Tekdee.
5. a BETTER Muslimah in the eye of my parents, siblings, relatives, friends. HIM.

i plan to further my studies. let me mark this day here. two years from now, i might be typing an entry about me, studying abroad. Insya allah. Where to u ask? University of Malaya.

Sayang, thank you for the conclusion that you made yesterday. I was touched and it really left me smiling wit glee. I never thought that you're that inspiring. What more can i ask from you, sayang? You're the perfect one for me, and no other man can win my heart. Only you and it shall be you, forever.

Please never stop helping me to be a better Muslimah. A better Educator. A better Daughter. A better Leader. A better Lover.

I would like to take this oppurtunity to apologise to all of you, loyalties, of any any of my entries, hurt you and made you feel like strangling my neck. The wrongdoing, comes from me, and The Perfect one, comes from HIM, Allah SWT.

May Allah bless me with better health.

That's about it. Happy New Year.