Now, I miss Opah and Aki so much.
On Saturday, when I reached Sengkang, i was welcomed by Opah. I can see the huge smile on her face when she saw me at the doorstep. Before that, I called and asked if they had their dinner. If not, I can get some food. It was only 9, but almost all the stalls are turning the trays over and started wiping. There were 3 fast food, Mac, KFC and Long John. Knowing that Opah never like Mac, and KFC is not being very friendly towards Aki due to 'no-more-original-teeth' left, i decided to go with LJS.

We had dinner and watching ManjaLara at the same time. Opah told me how much she miss me and wish that I can stay longer. We chatted and chatted, even when I'm on the bad, half dead coz of the busy schedule during the day, she continued telling me stories and series of incidents. Opah finally stoped talking when she heard me snoring..

"Kakak ni, aku bobual ngan dia, da berdengkur plak dia.."

The nx morning, woke up for Subuh. As usual, Aki won't continue to sleep, he will go for his morning walk, his standard morning routine which is to do laundry and then, he will go NTUC. bought stuffs for me to cook and breakfast. I woke up at 8.30 because Opah had her breakfast in the room, and the smell of the curry that woke me up. She had prata and she was complaining how 'liat' the prata is. So I cooked for lunch, we had our lunch and watched movies together, later after maghrib, I head home. With Sayang accompanied me home. I was cleaning the kitchen, Aki asked me,

"Minggu depan Kakak datang lagi k.."
"Insya Allah Aki.."

Frankly, that was the only time la then I get to be treated like a Princess. Pyjamas will be ready on the bed, towel will be ready infront of the washroom. I will sleep on the bed with Opah while Aki will sleep on the floor at the living room. Although I felt bad, Aki will make sure I sleep with Opah. It was fun to hang around with Opah and Aki after quite some time. I should do this often. Maybe during the school holidays, I wanna come over again. Anyways, I miss my Muhd Khairi so much. Sorrie coZ i broke ur fragile heart. I was dealing things emotionally. I promise, this won't happen again.

Stressful week it is! I totally hate it. Coz, u will be rushed till u can hardly breathe. For all I know, I can't be complaining about this I'll still have to do it no matter what. Things have to be at my fingertips. SNAP! SNAP! Things must be ready once they are on the request list. Tiring to the maha maksima. And I so can't wait for next week. To get things done and over with. And I have wedding to attend to at the end of this month. One by one, acquaintances and friends are getting married. I can't wait when it's mine. Soon k people. *wink at tek*

I'll be going to the Zoo nx week! Mesti fun! I can never get sick and tired of going to the Zoo esp with my little darlings! I'll be bringing the little babies too. It's gonna be a whole lot of fun. And during the school holiday, im the co-ordinator fr a camp. Super gerek as on the last day of the camp, we're gonna have water fun at Jurong Swimming Complex! Gerek keppeeeer!!? Anyways, I'll be dropping by Sengkang this Saturday right after tuition. To say hi to my sayang Opah and Aki. She has been asking Cik when I'm gonna come. 2 days Azura slept over, almost every hour, she asked if I'm coming. Now, fikiran what to buy for her when I visit her. Buah-buah she tak heran. And I dun feel good if I were to visit her empty-handed. My sayang tekdee has been really busy this entire week. He's having the mock camp. almost everyday, he'll reached home past 10pm. Just so u noe sayang, I miss u alot.

Niways, back to serious business. I have COUNTLESS things to do. May Allah bless ME..

And u too, loyalties.

I think today is my Monday blue eventhough I know clearly that today is Tuesday. I was scolded for the most rarest thing ever. And I know I gave a very logic excuse but still, due to some unforeseen circumstances, due to some emotional breakdowns, my excuses wasnt made into consideration. Secondly, I was rushed to settle things like there's no tomorrow. Everything due by tonight. It sucks big time I tell you. It seems that, now, I have to do it at her own pace and there's no such thing as "all the time in the world kinda thing" anymore. Thirdly, I have to deal with people who deosnt know how to smile or appreciate all the beautiful things that can be found right under the nose. Ridiculous!

If only Killing is not a crime, I would have that BAZOOOKA in my hand and anytime I'll make the brains scattered on the ground.

*fierce kan aku?!

it's been awhile. since i last update my blog here. i'm not being lazy or anything, but i just have too little time to sit and blog. even my blogshop is halfway done. i need lesbo's aidah to help me with the setup and all. for the past few weeks, it was madness. with the audit and assesments going on, let's just put that aside and let bygone be bygone. i dun wanna talk about it on this beautiful Sunday. i am still mad bout that one and only SD card being corrupted. ive yet to get for myself a hard-disk (or hard drive some ppl might call it ) and now i have to think of getting that SD. 2GB is not enuff. i should get the bigger memory. i'm wondering if there's anymore IT Fair going on soon. i went to Courts to browse around for the hard-disk, it's quite expensive eh? and i went to Evergreen ( that computer shop ) and they only have Imation, and it cost a lil bit cheaper than those that i saw at Courts. any recommendations anyone? i need help.

currently im working on the script for The Story of Noah. for kids fiesta. i hate it when it comes to script writing and directing. finsing suitable music for the above sketch is also a killer. i dunnoe what song that is suitable to it. and furthermore, im confuse whether to insert a lil bit of Islamic context to it or absolutely no relations to Prophet Nuh. it was highlighted that to mention God instead of Allah and i consulted someone who is an expert with this confusion thingy, she said, it is advisable not to have any kid to be either Noah or Prophet Nuh. now, im stuck.

baffled. confounded. and all sorts of words that are synonym to 'stuck'

hamba berasa amat murka. SD Memory Card milik hamba dan kekanda Khairi sudah musnah! Tidak tahu mana silapnya. Hati hamba hancur dek dimamah asid. Gambar hamba menaiki Jetski di Pantai Desaru segalanya musnah tanpa sebarang peninggalan...

*starts to sing..*

Patahlah ha~~ti..Patahlah hati~~..

Dearest Muhd Khairi Bin Muhd Nor,

You are the love of my life. My life has been extremely perfect since the day you appeared. Thank you for being there for me all this while. Without you, I felt so insecure before. I need you to lead the way and guide me to the right path.

I still remember, the first time, when you looked at me in the eye and told me that you love me. I told myself, "Yes. He's the one." And I still do hope, till now, that you will always be the one for me. We went through many ups and downs together. All the hardships and countless arguments, painful memories that we shared and gone through shoulder to shoulder be it mentally, emotionally or even financially, still, we survived.

Just so you know, I still do have butterflies in my stomach each time you run your finger down from my veil to my sleeve. Your soft touch never fails to melt my heart and your voice will always make me feel so secure.

Thank you for being patient towards my emotional crisis. I appreciate it alot and theres no other words for me to describe this gratitude that I have for you. Please do remember, that I am loving you with all my heart and soul. No one can take you away from me, except Him.

"Uhibbuka Daa'iman"