tt smell..

salam alaik.

i was walkin towards 962 to go home. from civic center. went out wif faiz. my nose smelled sumting. ohh tuhan! its tt smell again. i turn ard looking for tt smell. n there it is. tt same guy was standing rite behind me. smiling at me. i smiled at him back. my heart goes thum-the-rum-the-rum..

i went to join the queue. he followed me from behind. n yeah tt smell. i felt like turning ard n gave him a big hug n took deep breath.. i lay my bump on the pole. i looked at him. he looked at me. he was about to say sumtink when i looked away. he got nearer to me n whisper to my ear, "remembered somone?" ohh my. i looked at him. i smiled n i looked down. "hi my name azmi..(not sure wif the y or i)" i guffaws. looked at him wif my mouth open. "nurul.." i said. shooked hand wif him. ohh my.

the bus came. board the bus. sat rite at the back of the bus. "where do u live?" he asked. jus beside the woodlands ring pri.." i answered back. "ouh..dekat la tu.." he said. i jus smiled. i cant stop myself from breathing tt scent deep deep deep down. ohh tuhan i miss this smell. "my smell..remind u of someone..?" he suddenly ask me.. ohh my i was so shy. i was blushing. " yeah. my ex-boyfren.." i smiled at him. n looked away..he just chuckle. the next stop was my stop. he took out his nokia hp 6600.."can i have ur no. ?" and this stupid me,so kanchiong..drop everything tt im holding on to..i said.."wat..?"

"no awak..boleh..?" took his hp. press my no. n gave him back. i was about to alight the bus when he said out loud, "i msg u aite.." i smiled..

n yeah he msg me..

n yeah another azmy or azmi..

listening to: karma (black eyed peas)

madrasah.. then to tamp..

salam alaik.
this chick dun even noe the name of my band. but they only like they all wanna hold hand. the name of my band by eminem feat d-12

woke up at 9. made breakfast. then cook lunch. had lunch b4 went out. then took bus 969 to go to bugis. met ilmy for a while. waited for faiz n nora outside banquet. plan to meet ilmy after my prac. but then they decide to study at tamp library. i was like okie. sms-ed ilmy n told him cancel bout our plan. damn my discman wif him n hes lazy to come to madrasah to pass my discman. so he brought home my discman wif the simple plan cd. while discussing this faiz comel changed his plan. he said study tml. i was like okie. good. i have to go tampiness alone.

then out in a blue moon,khairul sms-ed me. hehe i was so delighted. sms sms we plan to meet up. hehe then meet him. he look so so so hot now. wif his goatee n well dress. ohh i love him. he kept on hinting tt hes still waiting for me. im to shy to mention bout it. its a long story aite btwn me n him. he send me off at interchange n he went to meet his fren. ya tuhan. i miss him so much. he said he miss me too. (",)

reached home. mandi then solat. then finish up reading the silverfiiiish book. read a journal by azlan mohammad. its about this azlan guy went to gay club n got hooked a gay. good book. after tt went online n chatted wif ghazie. hes still waiting his NUS reply whether he qualified or not. wish u luck bro. then now updating my blog. accompanied by 'the name of the my band" sang by eminem feat d-12.

i miss my dylan. he din call me ytd. i hope he call me tonite. im worried sick for him. hes not feeling well. n he always forgot to take his jab. haiz ayang miss u abang. this tue hes goin back home australia. im gonna be drop dead miss him..

listening to: the name of my band (eminem feat d-12)

im ur sugar ure my honey..

salam alaik.
kau umpama merpati putih patah sayap nya diudara..merbahaya. seusia malam ku menanti mu. dihembus embun aku tersipu. berlari2 ku mencarimu. selembut salju musim berlalu. hatiku ku gundah tiada terhingga. akustatik by OAG.

i jus finish reading nana's blog. i was shock to death. astaughfirullah halazimm. istighfar panjang when i read. haiz. i cudnt imagine myself being someone hu used to craving love care concern n attention from him. jus one werd. unbelievable. i wonder why is he behaving like tt? i mean hes no more in his early teen age. hes already 19. well y must i care bout him anyway. hes a no one to me. heck care wif him.

before i went online,i was on the fone wif my dear dylan. im gonna miss him so much. ya noe y? hes not by my side. hes on KL. visit his aunt before he go back home on this tuesday. i plan to meet him before he go back home. im gonna miss him so bad. australia n singapore is not like woodlands n johor aite. he said hes comin back at the end of this mth. jus to meet me. im so touched.

well...miss him..

listening to: hey ya (outkast feat sean paul)

uh-huh..

salam alaik. im a miss black-is-elegant today. wore all black today. black jubah pant suit wif my black sling bag n black A3 size file. white selendang n white sandal. fazil wif his pink juke-box tee n pink file. nora blue shirt blue bag blue jeans n blue file. well something weird happened while i was quieing for 966..

i was sms-ing fir. then theres this sweet smelling scent caught my attention. hey i recognise this sweet smell. i looked ard. nah some apeks n nyonyas. look at the guy beside me. hmm well dressed. macho-looking man. the wind blew n there the smell past again. ohh tuhan~! the smell was from him. n i knew it. its the hugo boss parfume fragrance. i recognise tt smell as tt perfume is wat azmy used to buy. ohh tuhan. i cant stop myself from staring at him. each time the wind blew,i smell it. so fresh. n now i recalled about azmy. wat we use to do together. but too bad its all turned into memory..

macam maner la pagi ku boleh teringat fasal si die..

go to skool as usual. today was art. 2 out of 4 of my art pieces was choosen to be hang outside notice board. for break,went to have lunch at haig rd. stayed for awhile for malay. left at 12.45. went to tamp library. meet up wif shah first. then later meet up faiz. waited for fazil til 4.30. he din turn up..buih tul..

meet up syiffa n went home together. currently reading HER by laura zigman. second book written by her. the first book was dating big bird. good book. while waiting for the feeder service to head home,saw my bro. so went home wif him. home,mandi,solat then eat. then dylan called. n tok n tok. hang up maghrib. solat then ngaji then now updating my blog. cant wait for cinta bollywood.

listening to: the name of my band (eminem feat d-12)

listen to my heart..

salam alaik. today is jus like the other day. went to skool. went n have our break together then after skool went our seperate ways. went home wif nora n faiz. took the same bus wif faiz. talk talk then i dropped at eunos bus stop n took 966.

reach home went online for awhile. tok on the fone wif dylan. then study till like 9.30. watched the news then incredible tales. i totally forgot to msg dylan n now he is totally upset wif me. i dunnoe how to pujuk him. im jus too shag to pujuk him n not to be so upset bout everything. but it seems tt he is hard headed. im jus gonna see who will forgive who first. i guess im the one....

listening to: say it isnt so (gareth gates)

im sick

salam alaik. im sick so i din go to skool. my upper arms hurt really bad. din went for swimming such a long time. i swam 6 laps n this is wat i get. it really hurts n i cant move much. ytd was worse i tell ya. as soon as i got home,i gobbled down 2 tablets of muscle relax n 2 tablets of charcoal. yeah im having diarrhoea at the same time n its killin me goin to the toilet countless of time.

hate it when im having diarrhoea. u'll feel very comfortable. hmm overall the chalet is fun. along prepared loads loads of food. theres chicken,abah marinate it. yummy! then theres otak otak. theres fish fillet. theres sausage n fish ball. not forgetting satay n fruitty fruit fruit rojak. i came straight from madrasah aljunied,after my prac. came wif nora. she went home n took the shuttle bus service at 6 n drop by at bedok mrt station.

went swimming ytd. i swam 6 laps tts y my upper arm hurts pretty bad. now im takin a break coz i woke up real early jus now n study my phy. as soon as i finsih bloggin,i will continue wif my phy.

ohh my baby botak start to scrap the wall of my stomach already..hes craving for food already...help!

i miss dylan..hes condition is gettin better n better but still weak as usual..

listening to: khayalan (ruffedge feat ve)

too shag to blog..

salam alaik. hey hey hey. i was so shag yesterday nite to blog. i cudnt even sit still infront of my computer. i kept on fidgeting. had a great time goin out wif fir,fazil n nora.

we went to bras basah complex;city hall. went to knowledge book store n bought
science chem prac book. fazil was vey lucky as i found for him this chem textbook
which cost half the price tt i bought at popular. although its a second hand book but its still look brand new though. yeah n fazil bought it. thanks to me zil..

after we bought the books,went to art frends. bought some pencils n brushes. then went to popular to buy A3 size drawing block. fazil n nora bought A3 size file. i dun have to coz i already have one. bought at art frend 5 yrs ago. bought some pens. i only buy drawing blocks at popular. fir bought for himself a blue pocket file. fazil's art file is pink whereas nora's file is blue. funny aye.. hehehe

from the bras basah complex we walked all the way to suntec. find our prac phy book
at MPH,but its out of stock. before tt we slack n had our munchies at one of the benches near the 7-eleven at city link. we go on dutch. i n nora bought the biggest
big gulp. ice lemon tea. fazil bought top one butter bread. n fir the best..bought one tub of haagen dazs strawberry ice cream. we ate,chatted bout some stuffs. after the munchies,we went to MPH. then to FCUK to do some browsing n to Quiksilver. after tt,
almost everyone was so shag n fazil was like super dooper late. he was supposed to meet his fren at paya lebar at 4.30. when actually he is still at city hall at 4.45. (",)

after tt we went on our seperate ways. nora heading towards dhoby ghaut n taking the nel. fazil towards pasir ris n me n fir towards woodlands. we took de-tour so we head to marina instead. then inside the train fir n i exchange ring tones. reached woodlands ard 5.40. then from there i n fir go on seperate ways.

i reached home,bath n solat n rest. watched kal ho naa ho. fir lent it to me, tt movie
is so sad. i cried when i watched tt movie. haiz..dylan..i miss him so much..

and as for today. im not goin out. i have to finish up my assignments. have to finish it up before i went to chalet..

listening to: demi cinta suci (UNIC)