Sunday, August 29, 2004

Thursday, August 26, 2004

haiz..

hmm din go to skool jus now. i sprained my ankle again. yeah n yan brought me to clinic. tml goin to sentosa..hmm

i seriously dunnoe wat to blog as so many qn running inside my mind...

i bought chicken soup teenage soul 2 already. ibu bought for me...

yeah..

Monday, August 23, 2004

wit bella

salam alaik. now feeling so kan chiong. later im gonna have my oral. haiz. this friday goin to sentosa. yipppeeee. and i miss my mummy idah so much. n i miss dylan. i miss faiz comel. i miss fazil gong. hmm hu else..

i guess tts it..

Saturday, August 21, 2004

wit my sis-Ainul Aura

salamz all. hmm m now wit my sis. i pitied her so much as she jus broke off wit her bf-Hairil. small lil things n they din settle it properly. final decision n they decide to broke off. wat rubbish. but i guess she broke off wit him for good. he is being nasty towards my sis. i mean my sis is so straight. wat hairil said,she wud follow. but now all those have already ended.

met azmy the other time to pass the titian minda tix. hmm he is so different now. so the mat. so the ah beng. he din look like how he used to be wit me. very smart. no more the mat mat n ah beng look. my frens said he sombong. he din salam any of my frens. but i guess im supposed to be blame. im the one hu din introduce him to them. (ohh huda u start to side him already). bell really dun want me to meet him after wat he did to me. she tot we gonna patch up. absolutely no way aite bell! eeeeeeeee. no cannot cannot. i mean if i can accept him back,my parents relatives n frens wudnt allow. after wat he have done..HALLO?! WAKE UP!

yeah so dun worry aite peepz. i wont. hehe u ppl are simply paranoia. but hahaha i loike! anyway,after the tix thing went straight home. met nizam. had dinner at BK. study together. he taught me speed time graph. i really hate tt sub. after he explained to me everything then i remember. the way he taught me was funny n interesting. need a tutor? find him at 9-RELAX-AR. then accompanied him play x-box. never knew tt x-box was actually very fun. head straight home coz im so shag. watched cheaper by the dozen wit taboo. watched it once at the cinema wit azmy. arr cite lama.

to tt someone. sorry i rejected u. i m seriously not ready to have another relationship. i really hope we cud be like how we used to be. dun try to ignore me coz i noe u cant. please. i did mention one day when i have enuff courage to face the real thing of relationship i will take ur words into consideration. but as for now i want to concentrate for my o level. i dun want to repeat the same old mistake like i did last year. i noe it really sores ur heart but seeing u trying to ignore me,u sores my heart even more. if u really do care for me,u wont mind waiting. i will show u a sign.


Thursday, August 19, 2004

cybercafe@tampiness

salamz all. anyway im really nervous rite now coz im waiting for azmy. to pass the titian minda tix. hes goin wit the adek angkat hu is also my adek angkat. farah is the name. hmm he is supposed to be here by now. my mates all kinda piss off as im meeting him. fir especially was so pissed when i told him tt im meeting him after skool. as for aizad,hes excited as he cant wait to see how azmy look like in real person. haiz. its been a long time already, the feelings tt imhaving rite now is the exact feelings when i had the first time meetin him. haiz. kenapa la kanchiong sangat ni ya allah...huda sabar huda. its only azmy. ohh tuhan. n the main reason u ppl meet up is just to pass the tix to him.n tts all.. haiz..astaughfirullah..

well nx week me n bell plan to go to sentosa. picnic after being so stress up in studies for the pass few mths. n we're having prelims in 4 weeks time. i really want a lil break before continuing. hmm..

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

wat the hell?

salamz all. received a call from yan just now while im having my art. he was on his way to skool. his bike broke down. i mean i dun really care bout him anymore. jus couldnt be bothered wit him after wat had happened. anyway i was kinda shocked la when receive the call from him. he sounded so sad. he said he is bein hard up to his ex gf. at tt point of time i was like thinking wat the hell?! y u tell me all these shit sia? its true la we kinda have a plutonic relationship but then u only find me when ure having problem. when ure at harvard, wat happened when u found tt mexican malay girl? everyone tot tt u n me happy happy but actually hu is happy n hu is suffering? now when tt mexican malay girl isnt wit u n all u have is me..u come to me. wat the hell?

i had enuff of u iryan shah. lelaki semua sama ajer.

after art went to tamp wit bell. bell meeting zad later. im meeting my mom after this. later in the evening have a dinner wit azmie. he said he wanna tell me sth. i hope its better be good n no more nonsensical stuff. im jus not in a mood to be in a relationship or committed to tt particular someone. really wanna enjoy my life to the fullest. ohh hmm received a bouquet of flowers from nizam ytd when we meet up. went to had dinner ar 888. i tink i saw pai (dee's ex) but not sure bout it. then faizal called me. talked for awhile. then shidah msged me. asking me whether i fancy ruffedge or not? hell yeah man. n she gonna try to get the tix for me. syukran aite sis.

n this morning when i reach the skool,azhar approached me n asked me if im into debating. he offered me two tix to bahas 4pm singapore n brunei. of coz i wan it! now im thinking wit hu i wanna go.. maybe gonna ask syiffa to come along. azmie said he wanna come but not sure of his schedule. alah cik abang oi,kalau kena keje tu keje je la...

then ytd puan som said called me and asked me bout my condition. haiz she pleaded me to come back. im still thinking bout it..

wassalam..


Tuesday, August 17, 2004

cybercafe@tampiness

salamz all. its been a long time since i update my profile. gees im kinda relief now when i can update my blog again. my ohter mates was like asking if my blog is still alive or wat. its really irritating as my computer is still wit the tcib. i did called IO Veron. but she said it will not be so soon. till when i have to wait seh. i guess "sabar separuh dari iman" is wat i must say.

hmm din go to skool today as i have my own self study wit bell at tamp. then decided to chill at the cybercafe.i admit i miss doin all these computer stuffs. updating profile. singafriends. friendster. CHATTING! yeah dammit. rite now i dunnoe hu is hu. so many umfamiliar emails in my accounts.

anyway,last sunday i went to the hiphop fest. gereks to the max. located jus beside the woodlands mrt. hmm everyone was there. da force,da breakforce crew,z-style n many more la. theres street dancing n battle n freestyle rapping. met my ex nizam. din noe he got himself into hiphop scene. a skimmer n a b-boy at the same time. he look so hot. every eyes was on him seh (the girls i mean!) he look so hot when he perspiring like a piq! wahahaa!! exchange numbers n chatted wif him for a while ytd. met joe,malik,elfi n moon. they din go to the KL gig due to skool n stuff. elfi n moon is like forever n ever n ever. made frens wit rauzan'z mc mate (yeah the kid centrel kiddo);shahrul n da flow a.k.a muhd riyan. both pretty boy.

hmm wat else eh. it seems tt i have so many things to say but i dunnoe wat is it. ohh bout the sri warisan thing. immature reactions n behaviour of some bitchy gerls tt stop me from continuing doin performance at brunei. dammit. i got to hold the main character of puspawangi kesemuadewi. then this seri maya zawanah girl jealous of me,she pushes me off the stair case n there goes my dancing career. i sprained my ankle n a minor injuries on my elbow. takpe.. takpe.. perbuatan jahat akan dibalas dengan jahat. for the time being im not dancing. anymore i guess..