Friday, September 03, 2004

i cant believe it!

salam alaik all. hmm..
i cant believe i did it again.
n seriously i felt very sinful...
padamu tuhan ku pohon...
ampunilah dosa yg telah ku lakukan...

wassalam..

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

at yan's place..

salam alaik peeps. weeeeeee!
i din realise tt i blogged empty for my last entry.
anyhoo i miss him. and yeah at last i got to meet him again.
yeah again. haha

i swear to god i will not go to pasir ris beach alone again!
swear!
its seriously very unsecured lor.

even in broad day lite also anything can happen.
luckily yan arrieved on time.
n as usual la this pakcik will berleter.
he reminded me millions of time not to go to tt kind of place again. alone.
i jus nodded ma head.
every single traffic lite he remind me tt.
b,its irritating aite.

hmm..
hes goin bac to harvard this sat or sun. insya allah.
if theres no another delay..
im gonna miss u b..




Sunday, August 29, 2004

Thursday, August 26, 2004

haiz..

hmm din go to skool jus now. i sprained my ankle again. yeah n yan brought me to clinic. tml goin to sentosa..hmm

i seriously dunnoe wat to blog as so many qn running inside my mind...

i bought chicken soup teenage soul 2 already. ibu bought for me...

yeah..

Monday, August 23, 2004

wit bella

salam alaik. now feeling so kan chiong. later im gonna have my oral. haiz. this friday goin to sentosa. yipppeeee. and i miss my mummy idah so much. n i miss dylan. i miss faiz comel. i miss fazil gong. hmm hu else..

i guess tts it..

Saturday, August 21, 2004

wit my sis-Ainul Aura

salamz all. hmm m now wit my sis. i pitied her so much as she jus broke off wit her bf-Hairil. small lil things n they din settle it properly. final decision n they decide to broke off. wat rubbish. but i guess she broke off wit him for good. he is being nasty towards my sis. i mean my sis is so straight. wat hairil said,she wud follow. but now all those have already ended.

met azmy the other time to pass the titian minda tix. hmm he is so different now. so the mat. so the ah beng. he din look like how he used to be wit me. very smart. no more the mat mat n ah beng look. my frens said he sombong. he din salam any of my frens. but i guess im supposed to be blame. im the one hu din introduce him to them. (ohh huda u start to side him already). bell really dun want me to meet him after wat he did to me. she tot we gonna patch up. absolutely no way aite bell! eeeeeeeee. no cannot cannot. i mean if i can accept him back,my parents relatives n frens wudnt allow. after wat he have done..HALLO?! WAKE UP!

yeah so dun worry aite peepz. i wont. hehe u ppl are simply paranoia. but hahaha i loike! anyway,after the tix thing went straight home. met nizam. had dinner at BK. study together. he taught me speed time graph. i really hate tt sub. after he explained to me everything then i remember. the way he taught me was funny n interesting. need a tutor? find him at 9-RELAX-AR. then accompanied him play x-box. never knew tt x-box was actually very fun. head straight home coz im so shag. watched cheaper by the dozen wit taboo. watched it once at the cinema wit azmy. arr cite lama.

to tt someone. sorry i rejected u. i m seriously not ready to have another relationship. i really hope we cud be like how we used to be. dun try to ignore me coz i noe u cant. please. i did mention one day when i have enuff courage to face the real thing of relationship i will take ur words into consideration. but as for now i want to concentrate for my o level. i dun want to repeat the same old mistake like i did last year. i noe it really sores ur heart but seeing u trying to ignore me,u sores my heart even more. if u really do care for me,u wont mind waiting. i will show u a sign.


Thursday, August 19, 2004

cybercafe@tampiness

salamz all. anyway im really nervous rite now coz im waiting for azmy. to pass the titian minda tix. hes goin wit the adek angkat hu is also my adek angkat. farah is the name. hmm he is supposed to be here by now. my mates all kinda piss off as im meeting him. fir especially was so pissed when i told him tt im meeting him after skool. as for aizad,hes excited as he cant wait to see how azmy look like in real person. haiz. its been a long time already, the feelings tt imhaving rite now is the exact feelings when i had the first time meetin him. haiz. kenapa la kanchiong sangat ni ya allah...huda sabar huda. its only azmy. ohh tuhan. n the main reason u ppl meet up is just to pass the tix to him.n tts all.. haiz..astaughfirullah..

well nx week me n bell plan to go to sentosa. picnic after being so stress up in studies for the pass few mths. n we're having prelims in 4 weeks time. i really want a lil break before continuing. hmm..