salamz..back from blogstipation

salamz all. im back from blogstipation. yeah been very bz wit my werk. its oready week 4 n its my week. so anything tts got to do wit the lesson plan its got to do wit me. anyhoo im damn shag now but the enthusiasm in me keeps me wanting to update my blog.

theres so many ups n down in my life lately. yupz. ive been much sensitive nowadays. i strongly disagree when ppl said tt im strong when actually im hardly to move on. yeah werks keep me bz but apart side of me it keeps me thinking n wondering bout the unwanted n unimportant stuffs. i hate it when i have to encounter this kind of feelings. i need super one hundred percent concentration in ma career.

toking bout career. i tink im gonna carry on wit ma plans. taking dip in preskool learning-teaching. n at the same time im taking dip in quranic themes. over at the iiUM. International Islamic University of Malaysia. insya-allah. whether i can cope or not its all tawakkal. been very excited bout tings happening ard me. well i have to, to actually move on n look on the bright side of life. been kinda upset though. ohh i hardly watched tv nowadays but ytd while marking the werksheets i watched Hanyut n i saw the unexpected sumone. seraphic. he can act.

well..

been bz wit werk but oso at the same time bz juggling my time wit ma social activities. ive a hectic n topsy turvy schedule. well u cant blame the moulder of nations aite. ahakz! its been quite sum time i went out wit him. bz wit matches. n the other him. bz wit goin overseas. n another him. bz wit skools. when im bored to death n free to the max they're the one who is packo wit stuffs. hmmph..more updates..*tinking..*

ohh n i was told i wasnt allowed to contact him anymore. grool. i mean wadever. well i dun wan to tink tt im actually still "terhegeh-hegeh" wit him but nah i dun mind. but deep down in ma heart.."OUCH" ohh n remember ma homies bell,well shes too out of ma life. well tts wat she wants. she said the besfren chemistry is fading. i dun tink its fading but shes the one hu actually have jus discovered the sumone new hu is never bz. now its no more fading but its jus disappearing.

ppl jus come n go. ive lost sumone hu is very close wit me. very. nysham. he passed away. accident. motorcycle at expressway. its saddening. yupz. love was jus about to re-incarnate. jus about. we plan it,he decide its. now im all alone. wit no one to tok to. only to him i can turn to. ya allah ya tuhan..

chow chin chow. gtg beb. im still at werk for crying out loud. im hungry. so hungry. n i need to head home now. im shag. i smell like rotten apple. i need a bath. im hungry. shag. ohh bye then..

take care..
salamz..

shh again!!

salamz. shh this time shh again. same ting. at the directors room. but cant blog long long as im doin the arrival for session tweo. so goin off soon. yeah im done wit my lp! actually im done then i have to ammend after mdm zu vet nw im jus waiting for it to approve by the heads. hope no more ammendmends to be made.

anyway im piss off wit some stupid tagger hu tagged at my blog. yo sickly peep.. thanks for taggin. im sure rite now ure happy after wat happen btwn me n azmy. n erm..hes still not urs anyway..so dun bother me anymore aite. ive got nothing more to do wit him. me n him are over. adios.

aite peeps. gtg. the skool buz is here..

salamz...

SHHH!!!

salamz. shh. im updating my blog secretly as now its still durinf the werking hours. today the whole day i din come to the class n have lessons wit the kids as mr omar is rushing for the week 3 lesson plan. so i was kinda kan chiong. now im done so i have to proceed wit the week 4 lesson plan. im in the director's room sitting all alone doin the lesson plan n curik2 update my blog when im stuck wit no ideas.

its a suicidal doin this lesson plan thingy. bein a teacher is never easy. have to prepare this n prepare that. nothing is ever ready. (well tts wat i tot last time). anyway i miss bloggin but wat to do as time doesnt permit us anyway. hmm oohh yeah i do actually blog a few days ago but the comp tt i was using was hanged when i was about to publish my blog. *pissed*

many tings happened lately. ohh yeah i sense sth funny. ya noe wat? rmb when s'pore idols was the hot topic? every single blog tt i went thru have taufik this taufik that mentioned in their blog. now the worlds has become topsy-turvy wit the killer waves tsunami n none of the blogs were toking or even mention bout it.. hmm funny ya..

anyway i oready dreamt bout the world is cuming to an end. i gt to see allah written on the sky. n of all the peeps i saw azmy being rejam by bara api. scary. he was like shouting n crying for help. saying he minta ampun n stuffs. but all tt was a dream la. i woke up in cold sweat n terus i solat. scary to the max. i msg-ed him n told him bout it n he jz said tanx. i reminded him to at least stop doin bad stuffs if not ready to repent. huh. n i was like tinking wat were u doin? well im juz so scared at tt point of time. then msg-ed my adek farah for awhile. kinda miss her..

well i cant really rmb wat i did for the past few weeks. i mean goin out n stuffs was normal la. met khaizan. zamri. today khaizan fetching me. after werk. ohh the kidz! love them. have a few favourites oready. but haiyah no la no favouratism one la...cannot one as u need to be even n fair wit everyone.. oh n i adores this kid from al azhar 1 asyraaf jasni n afif, al azhar 2 syed m danish sumtin sumtin n zarifah.. n from al azhar 3 md irfan hayekal.

love them all.
miss ma homies.
miss ma bunchies.

salamz..

ya sera..sera..

salamz peeps. waa today im so shag man. guess gonna have sore throat soon. as i cough alot jus now. did some admin werk jus now n help kak sab n nez to do some calling calling. called the parents n asked if they had receive the letter bout the orientation from us..

"assalammualaikum..boleh saya bercakap dengan puan norsiah. hmm saya teacher nurul dari iman kindergarten. we would like to noe if u have received a letter regarding bout the ortientation day n date of ur child. hmm we looked forward for ur presence on tt day. insya allah. thank u.."

well..

have to actually accompany my adek to cybercafe. well she paid for it anyway so jus tag along. wit my sandals half dead. totally worn off. i have to actually drag my feet. preventing it from actually to worsen. i realised my sandals was like "sayur chap choy" when i came back from lunch. the thingy was like sticking out. walked round the whole house barefooted. hmm gonna get the sandals at heeren soon. mus get it. muahaha! +evil laugh+

nabil called me jus now while im werking. he asked me if im free this sat as he wants me to tag the bunchies go esplanade. have this pesta muda mudi thingy. this sat i cant confirmed yet as i mite be werking overtime. (faham2 ye teachers..) n theres this iman idol thingy ( hahaha! ) so i told him cannot janji. he said if confirmed hadi gonna fetched me. haiyah to go or not to go eh? abg adi getting married n sat confident ader gotong royong kinda thing. anyway if i were to go also i mite go wit rosa n the rest of the homies as she asked me first..

ytd at werk was totally like a soap opera. chaotic. surroundings seems hectic. htigs became topsy-turvy. the most "memorable" incident @iman. *fernitto*

salamz..

updates updates updates!

salamz. wassup wassup wassups! hmmm now at cyber cafe at causeway. decided to drop by after werk. today werk hmm not so rushing n tite la as kak sab was on leave n so is mdm n none of the directors cuming. so its kinda slacking la. i finished decorating my class. left only wit the bday chart. i cant cont doin it as the mahjong papers n paper crips have nt arrived yet. asked niz bout it n she said its cuming soon. so have to wait lor..

saturday..
saturday after werk follow all the peeps to jalan raya. decided to follow them as they travelling by mini bus so nt really tiring as it is la. hmm ended the jln at niz house ard 11.30. luckily her house near chong pang so duit cab pun tak rabak la. shared wit four other staffs. after reached home lincah2 mandi n siap2...weeee...

the sweet thing he did...
noni was kinda worried when she got to find out im goin out again after the jalan raya. haha yeah iryan nabil adi hadi putera planned to celebrate my belated bday at johor. (of all the places eh..) so janji iryan under void deck at 1 am. he fetched me wit car. the rest of the bunchies another car. supposed to be riding but i was so shag i told him to drive. here come the sweet thang tt he did to me...
he booked the whole of singgah selalu jus for me!! yeah n the food are not in the menu.. i was like speechless seh when i went out from the car the whole of singgah selalu was like so empty. kinda shocked la as sat usually its packo to the max. then he lead the way n to the centre of the restaurant..nabil hadi adi n putera sang me a bday song..sweet la pulak kan..hehe n on the table was this swensen ice cream cake! i was like.."yan..u shundbt have seh..eee sweet sehh korang semuaa..." n i smiled n i cried..hehe

i was touched to the max seh. then iryan pulled the chairs for me (even my ex-bf nvr did tt to me b4) n i sat beside him. then the bunchies sang for me this malay song which im not so sure wat song it was.. haiz..my heart melted seh. n iryan handed me a red box. inside it was a cute teddy wit a silver diamond bracelet. it was nice n chic la. the hadi n adi gave me chocolates,nabil gave me earrings from bits n pieces n putera gave me a bouquet of flowers n a teddy. i really din expect such ting to happen sehz. i was smiling all the way.. n arrgghh i shed my tears infront of them..

peeps..syukran jazilan aite. i appreciate it alot to the max. and anyway iryan sowie i rejected u as my heart were still shattered in million pieces n im not ready to have another relationhip. n i cant afford to sacrifice our frenship. hope u really understand.. insya allah one day when im ready..i will do like wat u mentioned to me on tt nite infront of the bunchies when im ready..if gods will..

sweet kan...?? hhehehe im on the cloud nine...

gemersik budaya..
the nx day went to esplanade. wit aidah skip azhar n ma siblings. this time wit the homies. skip was like "meet me la ..meet me...i miss u.." n same goes to azhar. watched gemersik budaya. love their performance. saw lots of long lost peeps.. n i hv a huge crush wit this guy. he had this long hair. haiz..if ask cikgu anuar confirm he kenal. ohh n hehe touching cikgu osman do recognise me...after like so many yrs. n gt this guy he danced zapin i guess who look exactly like azmy (yeah him...) i guess the kening la. i was like " eh siak ar..aidah..tt guy macam ex aku.."i love the performance la..its superb. nx week got pesta muda mudi. guess im goin..either fri or sat..insya allah..

another long entry..sowie to bother u peeps.. take care for now. n rmb..peace make love n not war..
-peace out-

salamz..

back from blogstipations..

salam salam salam peeps. hehe im back from after a long of blogstipations. well cant blame me anyway. been
very very busy n my schedule were so so tite..actually theres whole load of stuffs to update u peeps..here goes..

im singleeeeee...(sing to the tune of natasha beddingfield hits "single")
yeah believe it or not im back to single. well tts jus how the things goes. can say the same reason also la
as he have already someone new to spent time wit when im all alone doin nth but study study n study. he self-proclaim tt hes bored wit me. its like duh! we spent most of the time meeting under void deck studying n did nth but study. i remembered he said he want me to study first n enjoy together-gether later. buts its BLEAH..yeah he asked for a split on my last day of paper n a week b4 my bday..

the most saddening part was tt he din even wish me my bday. well i dun mind tho. never care bout him anymore. surprisingly i din cry when he asked for the split. in fact as soon as i hung up on him i continued my conversations wit sham. u see i jus cant shed my tears anymore for him. i felt so naive n stupid when decide to patched things up wit him. when i brought up the confession box topic,he said he hv abit hesitations in answering when it comes to patching things up. i was like ohh okie lor..ure always like tt..always playing round the bush. tt nite when he asked for it..he sounded so egoistic. n me? i sounded more sarcastic. i guess its enuff bout him. i told him i regretted bout everything even come to e point when we actually became a fren once upon a time..hmm i used to tink he is my besfwen..but nw..hmm..

i saw him wit his new gf..haiz..all i can say.. Astaughfirullah..smoga jodoh die kali ini dgn si dia tu berkekalan insya allah..ameen..

im werking....
yeah great news to the max. m werking rite now at al-iman kindergarten as a teacher. n i was assigned to al-azhar K1. m excited bout everything. the teachers n ustazahs are all super frenly. its amazing how i could actually bonded veeeery well wit ustazah aidah. ohh nt forgetting teacher noni n teacher eeza. my partner in crime for al-azhar is teacher eeza n ustazah marsylla. hmm really lookin forward to everything which is cumin up anytime sooner..well bersyukur pada tuhan as watim doin rite nw is wat ive been longing to do..thanks to ustazah juriah..syukran..

hari raya..
dis year din really celebrate it lor. coz bz wit exams..probs wit him..n nw werk. no time to actually even go kedai mamak to buy keropok..(liar liar pants on fire!!). *ahakz*
tml maybe yes maybe no followin the staffs to jln raya ard wdld area. kinda tired also. n aiyoh go to werk wear nice nice baju kurung..like funny like tt...(eh sia i sounded like apek nyonya sia...!) *ahakz*
*clears throat*
well i tink i miss someone..but hu eh..

bday..
uh-huh i turned 18 ytd. at the struck of midnite..fone calls n sms-es non stop flooded my fone. i was like whoah..chill la..hehekz! i wasnt at home at tt point of time. was outside on e way to meet my homies to celebrate my bday. aiyah all those moon la joe la..boy-t la..baby khai la..all those bunchies la..but i cant be there long as im werking the nx day ma.. so after met them had some cakes n drinks n the superb food..baby khai send me hm. his bike was superb la..scrambler dok.. its suits him la.. hes tall n all..reached hm at 3 n sleep till 7 n go werk lor.. n then i was welcomed by this frenly mate of mine ust aidah..she called me as i was late for werk. she wished me bday n the background i heard the rest of those crazy teachers sang for me bday song. so schweet.. toking bout schweet..azhar was sweet..okie la..sweet la..i dunnoe but to shy too mention..hehe..

i guess my entry is verrrrryyyy long oready.. so go peeps go do other stuffs fer nw...stop reading..go shoo shoo..

n well..
salamz..

2 down 2 more to go...

salamz..
before i go on n blabber bout my exam papers,let me say this..
I MISS U ALL SLACKERS!
last friday was like the EMOtional day. started to miss u peeps already.
bell,fir,azhar,jaz,shaiful,alim,ihsan,rafli,rafi,amar,amad...miss u peeps. i miss all those time we had.
now we're back to serious business.
wanna congrat amad for getting the best student in jbs award. not forgettin to bell who got the best o level
student award. to ayu for best in malay n for shaiful for best in eng n poa. n to me too coz i went home wit
2 awards. best in eng n art award. *hahaha* -chokes-
k im done wit this..

im left wit maths paper 2 n chem n art paper 1 2 n 5. hmm maths paper 1 was so easy but hey confirm
paper 2 gonna b a killer la. phy was jus fine. the thing tt i screwed up was i forgot some of the SI units. n
when the moment i hand up tt paper then i realise tt..ohhh now i remember wats the SI unit for work done.
PATHETIC.
i guess art gonna b fun. hehe cant wait for tt paper.
yessa after a few days of hard work,n sleepless nites.. today i got to wake up late. woohoo!
but then later m gonna catch a movie wit kukie. gonna watch princess diary 2.
ohh hmm my NI bro have jus released their second album.
SUPPORT THE LOCAL NASYID!
my aunt bought it already..hehe