wats up wit sayang?

salamz. ouh today seriously so shag. did a major clean up for al-azhar. jus for the SLC (student led conference) cum MPS (meet the parent session) cum Open House. so a major makeover for it. brought along my bro for help. it wud be a murder suicide for me to do it all alone. so all the corner set up n the project work all put up. been done n over wit it. so left wit guess book, front cover page for the idea web and writing the remarks for AL-AZHAR 2.

n one more thing tt have been bugging me eversince last few days was tt my abag sayang. hes like behaving totally ignoring me. for 3 nites in a row no msg n no call from him. kinda piss off too. supposingly we meet today. but haiz..

sayang was on Berita Harian ytd. he n his DK mates. the moment i look at the pictures,i can spot him as his smile was really captivating. *ahakz* gosh i miz him. so much.

salamz..

the ups and down of life..

salamz all. felt relief after ive installed the microsoft office. it at least lessen my burden when it comes to do lesson plan or things tt associated wit my werk. installed my printer once again but i guess the ink have dry out after so long of not werking.

i miz my abang. congrats to him n his mate. he got 2nd for his dk comp tt was held last sunday. he nearly looses his voice. sounded so squeky. and i was told on tt nite itself, tt was his last performance. he wanna get out from the dk scene. and concentrate on sth else. i have no comments as tt is up to him to decide what he wants for himself in future. he knows best. first was Andika followed by abang sayang's group Dendang Mutiara or Dentiara and the third place was the Kelana Purba. unbelievable? well believe it..

and guess wat, typical malay midset,kelana cant accept the fact tt they lose to dentiara n andika. *kekekz*

enuff of the arts scene. i was kinda have a miz understanding wit abang. well i guess he still doesnt noe tt if i were to miz someone so much,i tend to keep quiet. n be very quiet. tts wat exactly happen ytd nite conversation. n when he ask y i reacted so differently,i kept on sayin nothing. tts when he got furious n upset he juz hung up the fone on me. i did apologise to him this morning. n now we're cool.
insya allah meeting him this sat. but not so sure as im werking n maybe, juz maybe i mite have meetings. wit the heads. regarding bout the kidzfiesta 2005.

ma lesbo was MIA today. n shes in deep trouble. tts wat Mdm nor said. chill babe. where were u anyway? if u din reject the calls,ur life now wont b at stake. geez,i sound like as though her life is at the tip of the sword. nah kiddin babe. mdm was jus curious. u suddenly MIA w/o tellin her tt ure not cuming. miz ya yid..

got to go. tmr is the lesson observation n i got so many things to prepare. outz mamas..

salamz..

shag shag shag...

juz came back. went out slacking with ma 2 mates. the unseperables. at first biq came along but went off halfway,send the mama to somewhere. so the anak tercontoh. tanx for the treat aite.. selalu2 la klua ngan kami ye..

from harbout front we headed to city hall; esplanade. and its always been incomplete goin out without the digi rite. so we took loads of pictures. i loike!
take countless of photos. pose all our hearts out. so cute. like me.

from esplanade to marina. had dinner at long john silver. left tt place as soon as we finish eating as there is this one group of mamak so noisy. so inconsiderate. sounded so pasar. then walk to city hall n head home. yid drop off at amk leaving me n fee.. reached admiralty took 912 n went on seperate ways.

very shag ya noe. walk here. walk there. saw diff kind of ppl. bump into kak lyd. saw lots of cookie. ohh bump into ilmy too. din noe tt hes a b-boy. hmmph..interesting.

waitin impatiently for the photos to be transferred by fee. will upload the nice2 pic at frenster. feel free looking at it aite. miz ma abang sayang. so bz wit werk n dk. comp is nearing. so he is soooo bz.

im shag. gonna be dead. soon

Intimate Friend

Hold me close,
Keep me near.
Can you take away my frightening?
Can you take away my fear?

Will you look differently at me?
Will I look differently at you?
Will our relationship change,
With the addition something new?

I hope i can have the wisdom
To make the right decison.
I don't want our friendship
To end in a division..

I never really hope for us to be together.
I just want our frienship,
T o last forever..
And ever.

im tired..

salamz. i am so shag now. im so sorry peeps for takin such a long period of time to update my blog. been very bz lately. and im so so shag. theres so many unfinished business. but still i have to get done n over with by hook or by crook.

went thru a few skins for my blog. many caught my attention but still i juz have no mood to actually change n modify it. i guess i have to fonda time to actually sit n do sth which im longing to do.

ive a plan. nx pay im gonna get myself an mp3. die die must buy. so when go pahang, at least im not bored to death thru the journey. if i cant buy it due to some possible reason,i mite get for myself a new discman,or worse still, at least a new earphone..

im half dead..

salamz..

im snooping..

salamz. im snooping. at the director's room. hah! caught ya! im at work now. dropping by to look out on some stuffs n also look out on ma mates. miss them so.

so i brought along some stuffs for learning studio. all the aromatheraphy burning scent stuff. its for visual learning aite. n so brought all tt along. first thing i came in the centre i saw kak lyd n kak fauziah. hehe. miss them so. but i din tell them la. then went to the office n saw kak roz n my sis. also miz them. then went up to my dear class. miss my class so much. miss the cosiness. hehe then i saw mar n kak hannes. hehe as soon as i stepped in al azhar fee n ayid from the director's room. hahaa miss ma feecoyid membaz..hehe

then now im cold. very cold. kesian he waited for me in the rain. aite. gtg.

salamz..

blogstipation..

salamz. yupz. now i gt to find the time to actually update ma blog. after such a long time..

ah-huh. im sick. everyone said my voice sounded very bapok. suffered from flu n asthma. results from carrying Thaqif a lot. hes seriously heavy n need lots of strength to carry him. he sufferrng from cerebral palsy. but i still do love him. so much.

been very tired. went out during session 3. brought them to supermarket. bought some soyabean. oreo. sweets. n marsmellow.

i miss my abang. ohh yeah tmr im gonna have a very tite schedule. im gonna have miting at 5 over at tamp. yeah. kidz fiesta meeting 2005. im excited.

i got to go now. so many unfinished business. yeah. lots of them...

salamz..