misch ya..

salamz ma peepz. its 12.35 am n i cant get myself to bed. no im not suffering from amnesia. (iz this the correct term for it?) its juz tt ive been sleepin like a pig from 7.30pm to 11.00. yeah so had enuff of it i muz say..

today nth much happen in fact. planned to visit ma grandparebts but to no avail. they MIA. so hidup segan mati tak mau,i have jus to head home. gez im juz gonna go on tuesday. n i mean later. shah called me juz now. n said tt hes proud of me. n i was like ?!! y?! ahh..after much explanation,i got it now dude. eh mat,im juz bein myself. puthree bein puthree n not some other minahs. hahakz!

my family. enuff said. undergoin some mysteries n parties. hate it when this happened. tot its vanished from the chapters,but new episodes cuming up. the last chapter it ended while i was bz preparing for my 2nd attempt O level. n its repeating. again.

screw u guyz!! enuff said.

woots!!

salamz salamz. heya peeps! felt soooooo excited bout everything. ive been awarded for the best new age rapper~! way to go puthree...

got a new name for my stage performances. Puthree Puspawangi. ahakz~! got it from mawar berduri. the chaoticfrectic was hell of a good this time round. after too much hibernation,you guys have truly outgayed urself haha.

had so much when meet the homies. from freaky to da flow,awesome people with awesome music n full of the awesomeness..!

better get goin. cant really think rite now coz its chaotic rite now. the wedding under void deck music is killing me. its live band so cant be blame..

so chow chin chowz beb.
salamz..

bell's bday!!

salamz salamz. today is nora bella's 19th bday. called her at the struck of midnite. wished her. sayang was one the other line. wishing her too. im not the first one to wish her. azhar did. abg n i was late c0z we were so bz trying to call her at the same time but we cant get thru. so we gave up ended up i called her tru my home phone.

today im off. yeah. for 2 straight days i went to the zoo. brought the K1 K2 n the PG. u noe wat? i tot the the PG will merengek when they're tired or wat butit seems tt the pG is the most quietest one. no complain no nothing. they looked shag. but we juz pull them anyway.

kk.

how wud u actually felt if ur BOYFRIEND, the love of ur life, ur cupcake,ur sayang, invite you to his engagement feast. NO! not wit u but wit sumone else. the reason he invite u,he wants u to be by his side for times like this. coz the engagement is not wat he want, it was planned by his n her parents.

well sayang invited me to his engagement feast wit shariffah amira. an arab gerl. for the whole 1 hour conversation i cried. wanting to end the conversation juz like tt. not wanting to hear anything from him anymore. when i decided to hang up tts when he said..

"ayang. abg joke ajer la. its jus merely a joke. sori la sayang. i jz wanna see how u react. tak sangka u cried till this bad. there is no such person as shariffah amira. shes does not exxist. i made it all up. and to tink i engage to an arab gerl? u noe i nvr like arab gerl.. ayang,abg jz joking. saya cuma bergurau ajer la ngan awak.."

then after tt it went as per normal. then he came up wit another stupid joke. wehich i really cannot take it. tt i blew my top off. i shouted at him. n tok to him "aku" n "kau"

he felt bad. he was hurt when i shouted at him. he stopped everything. his mind went blank. he apologise for everything. i apologise coz i shouted at him n tok to him rudely. ended the conversation like normally we do.. sayang MaAbgPutraSyg.

sigh. had a huge crush on this abg farhan. the snake zoo keeper. shhhHH!

salamz..

Happy 19th Birthday NoraBella~! miss ya besfren..

congrats sayang~

salamz. phew. was so shocked when i received a msg from sayang. i read it almost 3 times to make sure my eyes wasnt playing tricks on me. this is wat he msg-ed me..

"Yeah yeah..kita menang. yeah yeah! ayg im so hapi.. with all the hardwork we won 3rd! won all the giants group.. hehe but now all the groups are not hapi bcoz we won.. my kids semuer innocent.. they juz did their best tts all.. haiz nape mesti org iri hati.. kaelah yang i da sampai rumah.. ayg mezti penatz"

seriously im so shocked deh upon readin his msg. but i kept cool. n the nx msg was..

"sori to have left u alone.. i was spending time wif my kids..n worrying bout them.."

i understand tt hes bein very caring n protective wit his kenca tirana but then,who am i to him seh? he said " abg sayang my boys.. i love them soo much.." he said LOVE tau. n i actually cant accept the reason he gave for ignoring me for 2 weeks,so i said " yeah u love the boys more than u love me.." then he said he give n shower his love fair n square..

n he called,the rest its none of ya business..
go n hit the bed now~

salamz..

iMAN Student-Led-Conference..

salamz. the iman slc juz now went amazingly smooth. well although we have to actually promt the kids to led their parents, i dun really mind anyway. they really did their very best. kudos to al-azhar.

tmr is another a tiring day. its the open house for 2 whole straight days. n i confirm it will be like a hell of a storm. serious talking.

im not in the mood to update anything at the moment.

outz. salamz..

demi cinta suci

pernah hati ku luka pedih kerana dicalari
cinta penuh duri
lemas aku dalam dilema
kata janji manis sungguh tak bermakna

mencarimu kasih bagai mencari mutiara putih
walau ke dasar lautan sanggup ku selami.
namun tak percaya apa yang telah aku terjumpa
kau sebutir pasir tak berharga

demi cinta yang suci
ku rela korban kan kepentingan diri
ohh demi sinar bahagia ku hamba kan diri padanya yang esa

baru kini kurasai nikmatnya cinta yang suci
tiada terbanding dengan cinta yang kau beri.
ranjau yang berduri akan aku tabah menempuhnya
menyubur iman di dalam jiwa..

demi cinta hakiki
ku sanggup redhai apa yang terjadi
apalah erti cinta suci
andai janji2 sering dimungkiri
apalah erti cinta murni
andai kata2 sering didustai..

Muhd Fahmi B Abd Aziz & Nurulhuda Hamidi
sedang mengharungi bahtera tragika..

salamz salamz..

salamz. been a very chaotic day. went to noni's engagement feast. together wit all the iman teachers. from amk mrt took taxi as we're very late so as to avoid clashing wit the guys side,we decided to take the cab. share cab wit mars,fee n shidah. the fares onie 4 dollars..

so when we reached there,guess wat? noni looked extremely goegeous. she wore this orangey peach kebaya pendek. with the selendang n all. she looks superb to the max. we ate. took lots of pics. dun worry yeah. will upload the pic soon.

work finishin soon. left wit kosakata n worbank. apart from tt,no more tt nd to be completed. the rest of the jobs n still pending are wit fee n mars.

goin off soon. been very pissed off wit sayang.
yeah tt guy.
Muhd Fahmi B Abdul Aziz.
no call.
no sms.
for straight 5 days..

watsup wit tt??

salamz..