the pending entry..

AIYAHHHH! the pic still took such a long time to upload.

will update bout it some other time la. no mood la update wit no pics.

u noe wat i mean.

daaaa.

its mother's day today.

i have things to tell bout wat happened on mothers day. but the pic din upload. haiz. nvm. i will one day.

i love u ibu.

okie okie im so so dead now. not dead as in im-dead-oh-oh kinda thing. but dead as in im-totally-dead-exhausted kinda thing. when actually i din do anything seh. laze ard. ammended my linkies at my bloggie there. supposedly me n mom go to tamp stadium. theres maulud. n i have to do duty wit man and frens. but i fell asleep. so ya woke up, nearly maghrib.

damn~

so nothing to do. wanna watch dvd but mom bz wit her tv3. the whole day she can sit n watch tv3. me n bro got damn fed up lor. one thing which is very clear was tt the screen is irritating. its not super clear but she still can sit n enjoy the drama. very dramatic. then jz now a long lost friend of mine from somewhere called me. n asked stupid thing. in which its obvious hes getting a stupid answers. wats wit these ppl nowadays eh..

went online n chat wit mimi. he accompanied me all these while. chatted till we have nothing to chat about. wondering where is wan at the moment. asked him n he said he shud be at home. so i told farah tt i actually like him. i dunnoe la. like so suddenly. but i dun dare to take the risk. both of us jz went thru a break up recently. his was a long term one. n the reason was fairly unacceptable la. mine eventho was a short one but it was rather meaningful when come to think of it. eventho two mths have passed, then onie now recently i started to miss his absence. i dun dare to ask anything to wan about his past. but for sure i noe he love her very much. n me being kay-po, i dropped by her profile at some common webbie, there in her photo albums, theres still lots of their pic taken together.

so, the conclusions? i told myself to make a limit to everything. to never put on high hope. coz we went thru the same thing JUST recently. tts the prob. i think i shall put a stop in between us. not beyond from friends. i very well hope so. then his besfren mimi, he was super dooper nice to me. i mean we get along very well. we chatted like as tho we knew each other a long time already. hes nice la. but lets jz put it this way, both are mr cisco-policeman. and they are the hell of a single dude kinda man. so ya..

n then u guys noe rite tt i re-forge my friendship once again wit aman. the u-noe-hu guy. ya but still it doesnt make any different. he is never back to himself like how we used to be before we went thru the huge skyrocket split. u noe wat i mean. pls dun make me repeat myself. i had enuff repeating myself n catering to all of ur needs.

haiyah. its a damn cold nite.. i like.

anyways i like this song by shazie - kenapa.

"kenapa harus ku bercinta, kenapa ku percaya?"

kenapa??

toodles babes.

eh wait, before i end my entry, let me tell u guys one thing. my eyes went all teary when i watched this advertisement. a fair n lovely advert. its a facial whitening advert la. very touching. but too bad it onie shows at TV3. hehe

au revoir~

ytd was wan's 23rd bday. so wat i did was i made the whole of my yale 1 kiddo to sing for him a bday song. he was touched. well, tt was wat he told me. n he claimed tt he cant stop smiling.

hehe. i'd do anything for u.. chey wah~!

now im super dooper bored. not anymore la actually. tot of blogging bt then, LAILA ISABELLA is on teevee already. so..

chow chin chow!

okie i felt super dooper sleepy but i dun wanna hit the bed rite now. wonder where all of them go to. reached home n not a single soul to be seen. damn. im lucky i had my dinner wit mai n fee. @bk.

i dunnoe wats up wit me. i went to browse his friendster profile. azmy. aiyah dunnoe la wats wrong wit me. dreamt bout him. read his previous letters tt he used to wrote to me. browse to all the things tt he bought for me. touched the tudung tt he bought for me. i read my horoscope from cleo mag this mth issue. i noe im not supposed to belive such thing, but theres no harm in trying rite?

it says tt i have to say bubbye to the past n open the gate to newcomers n prepare to get flood. wootz!

so i read easma's blog. this one another thing. i shan't mention this thing in here la. well onie for me n my lesbos noe. i wanna play safe.

i decided not to blog today about wat i wanna blog ytd.

did bloghopped jz now before deciding to update mine. was feeling all chirpy. i tink the reason was tt wan actually said hie to me. n knowing tt now i already have his contact number, i can sms him anytime i want. a few of my other morning, firman, kept me alive. hes one funny n oso one lazy guy. damn funny from head to toe la. but the weird thing was tt, he is still sad up till now bout him loosing his bestfriend. bike accident.

innalillah..

so ya she now have a blog. i tried not to link her up la but the temptation is too high. ive been telling, no no to myself but still i wanna link her. ohh pls help me. coz upon looking at her picture, it reminded me of the past. u noe wat i mean, all those sec sch bunchies. i mean, its obvious who i was dating n tt period point of time ya. its him lor. n this him happend to be her bestie. n she got all worked up n jealous n everything. typical malay gerl la. then my sis jz told me tt she saw him, azmy, specifically, at woodlands mrt. damn im so lucky for not bumping into him. he was all alone. at nite. woodlands. where was his gf eh?

i wonder..

fik looked very tan lor. no i mean dark la. super duper gelap sia. n we met to pass something, in which u noe wat i mean eh fee, n he was sweating like pig. i tot it was local tho, but then i was dissed from head to toe.

damn u fik.

i have so many stuffs pending n im like so dead to do anything. tmr is the mothers day celebration. n we have to complete the craft by tmr. n mr shah coming to the center tmr. n provided tt u guys noe i dun have any assistant as in no ustazah to assist me. all this while was mai n i really appreciate tt. but its jz me being me, who always dun wan to grab the oppurtunity to ask for her help in doin all those filing n rewarding. i must pluck up the courage la to ask her do this n that. or worse, this onie.

chey..

i have to stop blabber now before my fingers go all numb n stuck.

au revoir~

im feelin kinda dead, cold n buried. well i said kinda. jz came back from meeting moon, fik n marque. we had our dinner at vista pt banquet.

we talked. shared stories. laugh here n there. it was fun actually. coz we miss each other very much.

it was such an undescribable nite out.

misch ya guys.

esp moon.

hehe~!