ahh brilliant idea. but it so not gonna work.

i literally do not know wat is the brilliant idea n y its not gonna work. heez. i overheard my neighbour's conversation la. so ya la y not i put it as my heading.

just now after work, met up wit my adek farah. its been a long time we din meet up wit each other, so we decided to meet up today. she brought along her cute boy next door friend, aidil. at last i got to meet him face to face coz usually i onie read his name in farah's blog n look at the pictures. ahh now i roughly noe how on earth they got to noe each other. coz before i asked which school he is from, i tot tt they are from the same school. but on the second tot, my adek farah is from an all gerls skool. so tt is not possible. got to find out tt hes from changkat changi. ahh sweetness the both of them.

receives sms from lesbo saying tt the netball practice resume this coming wednesday at bedok if im not mistaken. hmm when come to think bout it, on tt day, practically i have tt reading clinic camp, n it ends merely at 1.30 pm the latest. so to go or not to go. by then i bet i have to get everything ready for the trip. u noe wat trip im referring to aye. so ya. still thinkin bout it tho. n ouh ya i guess i wont be complainin boredom if i have boyfriend ya. coz i was lonely at home jz now. very very very lonely. no books to read. no fav music to listen to. no one to tok to. as its saturday, everyone seems to be like everywhere n not at home. so there i was goin online. surf different kind of websites. those restricited ones to. well its not tt i did on purpose tho. i was being extra curious to noe wats the content, so i took a peep. its less than a minute. nth to stare at also.

reached iman kinda early this morning. the keys wit my sis so we're the one who unlocked the gate n switch on everythin n anything. had out breakfast n i check my mail. after checking my mails i went to NAFA webby to check out the fees for Dip in Art (Teaching). damn the fees are freakingly expensive eh? but it cannot be compared to Dip in Multimedia la, my previous course, tts for sure a hole in everything seh. so i noted down a few info on a piece of rough paper. now im wondering to whom i shud discuss this matter wit. im not sure if my parents agree to this brilliant idea of mine. well. the art madness in me is overflowing tremendously. n occasionally ive been helping khai wit his projects n assignments, tt actually lead me of wanting to settle down at NAFA. but i aint sure yet. i need to discuss this matter respectively. so wait for the outcome ya. but not soooo soon la i guess.

hmm im feeling all hungry but jz not in the mood to cook. she jz got home n onie bought for herself sth from the old chang kee. leaving me all hungry here. well i wanna save up for tmr, coz im thinking of cooking tmr n on monday. more likely i wanna cook extra sth on monday. tmr wud be juz a light one. but we shall see la how. now wat am i suppose to do?

im drop dead bored la. pls help me.

okie okie. lets penned down my thoughts now..

salam alaiki to all loyalties. erm. today. specifically the 2nd of June is my bestie bell's birthday. shes twenty today. n i wished her ard seven plus jz now. no no. not because i forgot or sth like dat. but the real reason was i wanna make it as quiet as it is so i can have a very decent conversation wit her n wish her from the bottom of my heart. but too bad, when i called, the small baby picked up the fone. n said shes not home. n was told later tt she went out to meet yani. so there goes my sweet quiet wishes. i jz sms her instead.

okie i have this tot of turning myself into someone who is very sporty. jz recently i get myself involve wit cycling. went cycling wit Al. but eversince he had so many outstations, i have to go cycling alone then. but doin sports alone is not fun. i wanted to go to the gym, but im shy. i need someone to tag along so i dun feel awkward. then i have this brilliant idea. y not i play futsal. well not because jz now was the gol n gincu teledrama showed on teevee. but the tot of playing futsal has been roaming in my head for quite some time already. but jz the will to voice it out was not there yet. ya i did said i wanna play netball but its the holidays n lesbo aidah din update me anything yet bout the training. cant really depend on syabab tho, coz its like biscuit. now u see it, now u dun.

back to the futsal thingy, i started to have the rough idea bout playing it since my bro told me a few days ago tt he had futsal tournament. over at hougang sth sth. it was on news tho. so i tot its interesting tho. no sun. so no worries bout getting dark. u play ball in a court. very much alike wit street soccer. but wats the difference was tt the ball tt we're using for futsal is heavy n cannot bounce. so ya. tts the latest updates tt i received from my bro. am really interested to play futsal as for now. but one thing is i do miss playing basketball. really miss it like alot la. coz basketball is full of energy. compared to netball, more of the girly side, u cant run wit the ball, no hitting. tt sort of stuffs (thru my own knowledge bout tt sport la. pardon me if its not true aite!)

u noe im very the all-i-want kinda gerl ya noe. i want to do theatre stuffs. i wanna continue wit tarian n signing wit PA. i wanna get myself involve wit sports. i wanna lose weight. Ahhhh! tts it. let me tell u guys one thing. the main reason y i wanna get myself involve wit sports is because i need to lose like a lot of kilos. i cant depend on onie wit my lecithin-E tablets ya. i need to have physical activities too. lecithin-E is more of the emotionally n mentally prepared kinda thing. so ya. haiyah.

sometime. jz sometime. single is fun. n most of the time. majority, single is a boring. ya ya its true u get to do this n that without any restrictions (apart from parents ya.) but sometime u jus miss of having someone put restricitions to u on doin this n doin tt. well gerls will oways be girls but tts jz unavoidable lor. not say typical la but its predictable. most of them hold onto egoism. but still, u noe wat i mean. im not saying all. partly majority. mostly minority. get it? hmm ya.

enuff said. i actually am now controlling my tears. awwww. me being very sensitive. family leaving me n sis for holiday. trip to KL. me n sis have to stay at home coz well, apparently both of us are working the next day. n i have to attend to the reading clinic camp. so ya la. this is so unpleasent. its been quite some time already i went holiday wit them. n jz the other day my mom told me tt my dad wants to plan another holiday trip somehow or rather to tioman or some other relaxation spot (sbb anak die ni suka g holiday tmpt2 yg merelaxkan) n make sure every single one of us can come along. so i told them, its obvious they noe my working schedule already, so ya plan by looking at it. hehe.

jz now, meet up wit old bestie diana. miss her so much so tot of meeting her then since i cant get to meet bell n mimi n fren went all quiet. brought along aleesha coz i cant be leaving her at home n doin nth. altho my dad was at home. so i bought for her a very cute ear studs n a very cute hair band. we slacked at boat quay coffee bean. talked n share some stuffs. life's changing i shud say. shes settling down wit taufik. n i suddenly starts to wonder, when will it be my turn?

shall not discuss bout tt now. i have to end my entry for today coz its kinda lenghty now. i scared it might bore the loyalties.

nites loyalties. miss u slackers. happie bday bestie. miss u nadiyah suhaimi. missing all of my bunchies. miss u guys too lesbos. so.. till then. daaaaa!

its the jurong bird park entry.

salamz. olaz olaz olaz. i went to the jurong bird park for 2 straight days n im proudly going to say it now tt im goin again tmr. this time round wit the playgroups n the k2s. im gonna stick wit my pgs onie as handling tt bunch of k2 kiddos is a murder suicide.

the nursery din get to ride the monorail. coz on tt day it wasnt working. but it was a lucky day for the kindergarten 1 jz now as they got the chance to ride the monorail. but its jz tt the mother natures are jz not on their side. it rained heavily while we're watching the all star bird show. the parrot namely amigo was singing the rrrrrasa sayang song n it was raining heavily. n ohh ya me always being very comical when im in a very good mood, they said tt i made a very good resemblance of amigo. coz i sang tt rrrrasa sayang song thru amigo's version n i sounded alike. peh. took tt as a compliment tho. well i dun left wit any choice ey? heh.

altho they din get the chance to tour the whole of jurong bird park, but at least they get to ride the monorail n get to view all the birds above the sea level. it was a breath taking view from up there tho. the kids were bz pointing here n there. n im the onie one attending to 5 kiddos answering all their qns in which i end up not knowing how to answer them. but it was fun tho. the rapport was there eventho i never really actually taught them. they enjoyed very much when we stopped by the world of darkness before we returned to school. tts when they got to see the different types n species of owl. those large eyes. beautiful feathers. simply adore their huge round eyes. after the whole of penguin thingy n the owl visiting, we went to the entrance n wait for our bus to head to school. i love this part the most.

took the same bus wit fee n the rest of the kiddies. me n mai made an utterly fool of ourselves. as usual i sang tt rrrrrrasa sayang song. pass by fiq's HQ. talk talk bout nonsensical stuffs. mostly our conversation jz now was illogical lor. but the hot one was bout this amigo parrot n wat happen when it dies n i have to replace him. all tt crapness la. damn u mai. we laugh all the way from jurong to woodlands. some kiddies slept all the way. some join in the fun n laughter tt we the teachers were having. it was a great experience. before i board the bus i swallowed a paracetamol. extra one i wud say. so tts the outcome i tink.

after all the kids gone home, me too head home. kinda sad coz till today the pay is still not in yet. i dun mind tho if its late n it comes together wit the term bonus. but i dun like when its late n the term bonus is not there. im gonna turn myself into a very furious ugly monster. *waaaahhhhhhhhrggh* actually i wanted to sound rather brutal. but i tink me being the oh so gentle one. so ya the brutality is not there.

i was bloghopping jz now from hyrul anuar to haz's. u guys shud check out her blog. she used super dooper bombastic yet interesting language. u noe its not tt kinda straight forward kinda entry. u have to think as to wat she is concluding in her entry. simply brilliant. i shall link her up pretty soon. tt is provided if i have the mood to take a peep at my template.

i chatted wit sharizam jz now. he asked me hows life n all. such a mr nice guy. told him tt i went to jurong bird park for 3 miserable days. n guess wat? he offers to go wit me cos he told me for how many years hes been living in s'pore, he had never been to JBP. pity him rite. he asked the price of the tix and all. n we're goin together very soon. on one of these days. hehe he really made me chuckles all to myself. n im looking forward to it tho.

ahhh. its a lenghty entry for today. look at the time man. its wee in the morning. i better hit the bed soon as tmr is another big day to look forward to. so long n goodnite loyalties.

salamz.

tt is so not me..

salamz. my goodness. the previous entry was so not me. well. wats past is past. today im gonna blog on some quality stuffs in which worth sharing n reading it. n perhaps if u tot its kinda waste of time then dun bother to continue reading the next few stanzas. get.

since the last time my entry was more of the pending ones n venting my anger. today let me re-cap about wat i did last week. ouh ya. i went missing coz im so so bz n caught up wit SLC preparations n stuffs. skool closing ya noe. eh wait. i rmb ive blogged bout this already rite? ok. next..

ouh previously, before the SLC day for nursery, i dropped by my used-to hometown, hougang. or specifically i went to en-naeem mosque. i reached there n i miss the first rakaat for maghrib prayer. but i managed to join them. when im done i straight away head to the gen office. saw man n sharizam. n i was directed to a conference room. ya. i have a mini functions to attend to. in which they the brainy ones had given me a very unappropriate title. at first i dunnoe wats the occasion about but when man told me briefly bout wats goin to happen soon, i felt like smacking him wit my adidas bottle.

okie i was given this title. Syabab En-Naeem Head of Public Relations and Spokesperson. i was left in awe. not knowing wat was my responsibilities. i lied actually but ive known a bit of here n there bout wat i need to do. im more of the designs n posters n notices. n also the talkings when theres interviews (if any but i doubt so) and im also the one tt is responsible for answering any queries tt is related to syabab. everyone gave me a loud applause so i was left there dumbfounded n jz smiled. in my hand im still grabbing my bottle n felt like jz throwing it to osman. but since i noe on how to control my tantrums, i counted till ten n there, im all calmed once again. ouh n i got to find out from sharizam tt the main reason they chose me to be under tt department was tt, since im workin as an educator, i wud have very much experience when dealing wit all these speakings n attending queries. in which i will tell u guys more soon to prove it to u guys tt i am good in this..

so we had our dinner after tt. after tt we were given a chance to give a speech on wat i expect n wat they can expect from me. its onie a simple speech for me as i was having my dinner for goodness sake. ehehe. then i have to leave coz tmr is the SLC for nursery. i excused myself early n i din even help them to do the cleaning. i really cant. im rushing. n surprisingly sharizam was being super dooper nice n concerned. hes the one tt made me leave syabab room early. n he also constantly reminding abg firoz to make a fast game. i took 854 to yishun. all the way from hougang to yishun, sharizam accompanied me. he called n we chatted til i reached yishun interchange. then from there i took a cab home. reached safely at 11.30 pm. by then i was so so dead already. but still wit the help of bio c plus vitamin pills, im not so so dead yet. hehe

okie now SLC ive already said. lets jump to ytd event.

i have to leave my reading clinic kids early coz i have another functions to attend to. it was my graduation ceremony. n it was held at tepak sireh. tt was vividly my second time eating at tepak sireh. the first time i came was wit iryan. we had our dinner there. supposedly to be at samar but it was toooooo crowded, n we want it to be rather a special nite, we went to tepak sireh.

no no. this is not rite. we arent suppose to tok bout iryan... lets hit straight to patillas plz.

so i received my brown envelope together with the cert and also my official transcrip result. i have 5 modules in all. excluding my supervise practicum. n i tink i pass wit flying colours. well eventho theres one module in which im not satisfied wit the grades. i earned..

2 A+ for Module 2, The Beginning Learning Experiences and Module 5, Working With Parents. (see, tts y im the head of public relations for syabab!)

I gt 1 A for Module 4, Nutrition, Health And Safety of Young Children.

Module 1 Principles of Development i gt B. hehe.

and the most tt im not satisfied wit was my Creative Approaches to The Teaching of Drama, Music and Art, Module 3. I gt C for tt!! well its also partly my fault as i hand in my assignments pretty late. ahakz!

but overall im happy wit my results. n as for my Supervised Practicum, i PASS. so yeah congrats to me! im smiling wit glee now.

im a natural born chatter box (at times onie la). but sometimes i can be a natural born quiet n loner (this is always. frequent i must say)

u noe my uncle. the one tt have a twin studying at Washington. ya, he shifted from bendemeer to compassvale bow ytd. i like his house. very the british colonel concept. i love his master bedroom. he had a very vintage atmosphere in there. he got a whole stretch of one of his wall in his master bedroom covered wit a marroon vintage look-a-like wallpaper. added to it was their high class brown furnitures, tt is so so perfect. he had for himself n wifey a huge metal n a high matress bed. so so perfect lor. n his other room, paint it orange and turned it into his walk in wardrobe n also his mini computer corner. cool aye!

overall i like it so much la. no kids yet so ya la. his another room i dunnoe wat he n wifey gonna turn tt into. classically vintage lor for his master bedroom. i adore it so much.

okie okie. i have idea web to deal wit. tmr im goin to Jurong Brid park. 3 straight days. the birds gonna puke to death i tink upon seeing my face for the whole of tt 3 days. hehe.

so till here. daaaaa. dun do drugs ya.

im very angry wit HASNOR. ya him. damn irritating seh. n i dunnoe wats the reason he did tt to me. he cant be jealous wit wan n me coz nothing is goin on btwn us. we're jz friends. eventho we're close, but we're not goin beyond friendship. neither between me n mimi too.

damn pathetic hasnor.
but hasnor is cute.

n im gonna do lots n lots of shopping.

guess. adidas. puma. n lacoste.

weeee!

today's entry. below is the pending entry.

salamz salamz. olaz to all. sowie for hibernating n being all quiet for a number of days. busy to the max n im sure u noe wat i mean. coz skool closed already n iMAN have 3 days straight of SLC. n when it comes to SLC, they really squeeze out the ooze n energy from u inside out. my feet was aching like wat it tell u. coz jz now apparently was the nursery meet the parent cum SLC. so i made myself presentable jz now. put on new kebaya wit silky shiny scarf. put on make up n the most tragic one was i put on heels. tk bleh angs..!

so everything went perfectly a-ok. almost all my parents turn up. but wat really went hay-wired was the second session after our lunch break. i guess the pg parents do not have the idea on how to read the circular n their given time slot. they came 'lu-suka-mana-suka' kinda ting. it was super dooper crowded n packo to the max. wit my heels which is killing me inside out. i was like crying inside n feel like shoo-ing away all those parents. n remove my heels n sit down. n dun wanna stand anymore. but i cant anyway coz they kept on comin in.

n i love entertaining mr nor azam. hehe dayana's dad. hes so funny. n smells very nice.

okie okie. im so so dead now. my feet is aching so bad. n my bro need help wit his art design paper. so im left wit no choice but to help him.

so chow bebz.

okie okie i noe the pictures are all everywhere but i dun care. so long as i get to update bout the mothers day which ya ya i noe tt was a long time ago, im all satisfied with it. those are the pictures. it paints thousand words. those burgers n fries we siblings prepared together. my bro prepared the burgers. hes an expert in tt. the whole idea thingy was a last minute thang but alhamdulillah it went perfectly smoooooth a-ok. the most touching part was she actually cried. her nose went super dooper red when she tried to control her tears. we hugged her n kissed her hand. we cried too coz she told us tt she din expect this from us. coz none of us actually wish her mothers day. n she tot we totally forgot about it.

so ya there u go the pending entries.