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wats tt sign suppose to mean anyway? i dunnoe. hehe. niways, salamz to all loyalties.

now then i have the free time like saying hello to all n update my bloggie. apologies ya coz ive been really really bz wit stuffs. u noe iMAN stuffs. the curriculum presentations la. the center visit la. then collectiong of crafts la. then now upcoming event is the open house thingy la. n it so happen tt im in the learning studio n theme board team la. so ya u noe wat i mean..

LA.

i dun mind some unknown readers or bloghopper came upon my blog. but let me tell u this clear. as wat was said by hafiz as'ari; this is my blog my way my mind my say, if u dun like it get out go away. ya. clearly n enuff said rite? stated rite up there in case u dun get it. well apparently i have stranger in my bloggie here n tagged tt i wrote fake entries. bloody hell. if all of my entries are fake, then wat are my frens for? are they fakers to? damn i must be drop dead stupid n idiotic then to have such frens who're like zombies.

then it says tt i im pathetic n in need of help desperately. i tink ure rite. currently im dealing n facing wit lots of unexpected stuffs n i do need help desperately. who r u to say such things to me? pathetic me? its none of ur business anyways. im deperately need help. u have any better idea on how to deal wit the stress tt im facing? if u dun have it, then keep ur comments to urself then. dun leave any discouraging or rude msg then. coz this is my PROPERTY. n its none of ur bloody stinking business~ me getting a life? ya ive been thinking bout this also. i need a life. coz ive been working like almost all the time. even my boifrens n gerlfrens n buddies said tt im working alot. like A LOT la kan. so yeah. thanks eh for being so observant.

get this thing straight, screw it in ur stinking narrow brain tt if u dun like it, leave it. if u dun like it, shut it. if u have anything against it, leave ur true name. so i noe n maybe, jz maybe, from there i can take ur words into consideration. anonymous or unidentified are truely immature. i onie entertain true self-declared kinda person. so nx time if u have anything against me, like my entries are fake la, i need help la. im seriously pathetic la n i literally need someone to wake me up la, do leave ur name (as stated in ur birth certificate) behind, so i noe who r u. okie?

*k dunded*

fik was truly disagree when i told him im goin to this sat gig wit "Ali" (not the real name as to hide the identity). he was completely against it. i mean not onie fik. but almost everyone. y? u peeps all have anything against him eh?

at least tell me lor. so i noe. he asked me out. he din actually force me. but he said, if i come wit him, everything will go pretty well as planned. n nth dirty or maluation gonna happen. fik said tt wat gonna happen will b like the most happiest thing gonna happen to me but not to him n the rest. so rite now, ive been wondering wat is this thing..

fik said he overheard the conversation n he dun like it. wat daaa~

marque, tlg aku marque.

WA SUA KENA TAGGED!

HAHA! ive been tagged by lesbo aidah. hmm i actually was taking a break from doin my taskcard. its torturous ( derive from the word torture ; so i hope u noe wat i mean. ) doin all this thing ya noe. u did it n suddenly they wan u to add on this la tt la. all those minor stuffs. haiyah. killing me. permanently damage ar my brain.

so ok la here is the tagging was all about..

3 schools I went to:
madrasah al-muttaqin, seranggon garden south school, mayflower secondary school

3 things in my handbag:
housekeys, purse, cell phone

3 things I do when I'm stressed:
drink mineral water, eat chocolate n istighfar..

3 places I go on a daily basis:
woodlands ring, woodgrove, woodlands ring

3 favourite fruits:
honeydew, apple, strawberry

3names I go by:
rul, yul, nur (actually i have like plenty of names tt ppl call me..)

3 of my favourite food:
my mom's chicken rice, my mom's chicken porridge n my mom's bubur lambuk!

3 things I'm wearing right now:
long pants, short blue blouse and specs (see wat happen when u dun go for regular eye check up after surgery..)

Who is in the house with me?
the usual except for my bro. hes sleeping over at opah's house.

Who am I thinking of right now?
plenty. i love thinking. apart from thinking bout iMAN stuffs. my adek farah. coz i jz read her blog n she mention Azmy. then suddenly i rmb yadali. then now its spreading like wat. all my crews n bunchies now is messin in my head. wad daa!

Who did I last talk to on the phone?
suhana sujak. she told me tt its pass twelve n its her birthday already. n she told me wat she wan for her bday prezzie. haiyah.

Who did I sit with during my 5th period in class?
i dun attend classes anymore. in the mean time la. at mfss used to be wit farah. tt siao ca bo gerl. then at JSB, wit bell 24/7. at NAFA, wit this cute guy named Aidil Sufiyan. so cute la he.

Who was the last person I uttered "LOVE" to?
noni sulastri.

Who do I wish I am right now?
a student. but too bad la im a teacher now.

Who gets on my nerves most in school?
principals n heads. n management. ooopsie!

Where is my phone?
phone as in house phone? rite beside me here. on my comp desk.

Where do I sleep?
in my room. duh!

Where is the place I took a ride to?
compass pt. met my aunt.

What was the last thing I ate?
yong tau foo n green tea

What colour shirt am I wearing?
its a blue BLOUSE.

What is the closest item to me that is blue?
ERR the blouse tt im wearing rite now..?!

What do I like most about school?
the colourful walls. n the hanging mobiles n art crafts.

What is my favourite colour?
u guys shud add plural to colour. well let me do it. COLOURS! hmm i have alot. altho u said its fav. blue black. white. brown. khaki colours. beige. dark brown. green. orange. purple.

What do I wear most often jeans or shorts?
Jeans. ya

What was the last movie I watched?
the omen. 666. dumb movie!

When did I start school?
1992. ya straight away to K2. brilliant me.

When did I last go to the Mall?
jz now. compass pt is a mall rite..?


When did I last burn something?
err none.

3 bloggers to do this:
ahh ive beent thinking bout this eversince i started reading lesbo aidah's tag. i cant be asking lesbo fee to do it coz shes been tagged by aidah. so im gonna tag ADEK FARAH, DIANA EUSOP and NADIYAH SUHAIMI!

im gonna make sure they do this taggy. i wanna asked hyrul anuar, tp takot buang karen la kan. n ive realised tt i have LOADS of frens, n onie a few do have blog. peeps like the cres n bunchies eh, they dun blog. so ya la, fee n aidah, tenggelam la hasrat krg nak marque la, fik la kena tag eh.

aitez. i tink i have enuff rest already. its time for me to continue wit task cards n family fun kit. daaaa!

one big family here..

another bunch of eager ppl..



will continue wit more pics. i have to call hakim now. daaa!

yesssssaaa im backkk!

uh-huh. im back im back. from bangkok. sowie for not udating for quite some time already. been really bz n extremly exhausted wit the reading clinic camp. after im done wit tt camp, i have to prepare for the trip. tts y theres a long silence.

bangkok was super dooper fun. it was true la as to those who called bangkok was a shopping heaven. u cant resist it. u sill tend to shop almost everything. n plus, u have to be really good when it comes to bargain. they can screw u down wit the price if u dunnoe how to bargain actually. well i was one of them tt got screwed. it was the first day n we went to pakpong for the first shopping, (its a red light district if u noe wat i mean) so i decided to get my bro n dad's stuffs. so tot of butying them a belt. the one tt has levis or armani buckle. me being very stupid when it comes to bargain. the price was 700 baht. n i onie bargain for 500 baht. 1 belt for 20 singapore dollars. bloody hell! i din realise it at first. it was when a fren of mine who asked how much i bought it. i told her i paid 1000 baht for 2 belts. n she shrieked! she said i cud get 300 baht for 2 belts. i was down the whole nite. i felt like as thought my stomach had juz risen up to my throat.

eversince tt incident, i have no mercy towards them when it comes to bargaining. die die i start my bargain as low as 200 baht. no doubt la some threw their calculators when i pinned 200 when i was asked how much i wan it. but some really had patience wit me. hehe. im being very reasonable ya. tts not original n ure selling me at a very high price. mite as well i buy the original one. puas hati ryt!

n summore im not the type tt wear all those bedek stuffs. so i din buy much of my stuffs. i do shop but most of the things are the one tt kirim. i did bought handbag but its more of the tribal ones. not all those brengset ones. so i bought leather slippers, brown tribal handbag, another handbag, a shirt n the list shall goes on. majority are my relative's stuffs. coz the brand tt im looking for wasnt there. like adidas la. guess la. they are more of the kakak kakak n makcik makcik brand. those chloe la. fendi la. plenty la.

i will upload the pics soon. coz im goin out soon. to have lunchie. daaaa!

im gooooooonnnnna cooooooook todaaaaayy! yesssaaaa!!!

ya like after so long already. today im gonna cook ar. simple yet the most favourite. its the favourite chicken soup wit carrot n potato. aites.

bought for myself harry potter n the order of phoenix. ya ya i noe im kinda late. but well, its better be late then never rite. altho ive read the da vinci code, but still i need to get tt book. i need to read for the....4th time. ya. coz its interesting tts y.. before tt met along n abah. out for lunch. planned to eat at sakura downtown east. but when we reached there, it was close n will onie open for dinner. so we were all like broken hearted. almost dead for both me n sis as we din have anything for breakfast. so im like dragging my feet. we ended up at some indian restaurant. me being not favour for indian food, i got for myself a cheese naan n fish takki. a grilled fish. so ya. after tt, dropped by causeway pt, bought some stuffs then head home.

now im gonna start cooking!!!

ahh brilliant idea. but it so not gonna work.

i literally do not know wat is the brilliant idea n y its not gonna work. heez. i overheard my neighbour's conversation la. so ya la y not i put it as my heading.

just now after work, met up wit my adek farah. its been a long time we din meet up wit each other, so we decided to meet up today. she brought along her cute boy next door friend, aidil. at last i got to meet him face to face coz usually i onie read his name in farah's blog n look at the pictures. ahh now i roughly noe how on earth they got to noe each other. coz before i asked which school he is from, i tot tt they are from the same school. but on the second tot, my adek farah is from an all gerls skool. so tt is not possible. got to find out tt hes from changkat changi. ahh sweetness the both of them.

receives sms from lesbo saying tt the netball practice resume this coming wednesday at bedok if im not mistaken. hmm when come to think bout it, on tt day, practically i have tt reading clinic camp, n it ends merely at 1.30 pm the latest. so to go or not to go. by then i bet i have to get everything ready for the trip. u noe wat trip im referring to aye. so ya. still thinkin bout it tho. n ouh ya i guess i wont be complainin boredom if i have boyfriend ya. coz i was lonely at home jz now. very very very lonely. no books to read. no fav music to listen to. no one to tok to. as its saturday, everyone seems to be like everywhere n not at home. so there i was goin online. surf different kind of websites. those restricited ones to. well its not tt i did on purpose tho. i was being extra curious to noe wats the content, so i took a peep. its less than a minute. nth to stare at also.

reached iman kinda early this morning. the keys wit my sis so we're the one who unlocked the gate n switch on everythin n anything. had out breakfast n i check my mail. after checking my mails i went to NAFA webby to check out the fees for Dip in Art (Teaching). damn the fees are freakingly expensive eh? but it cannot be compared to Dip in Multimedia la, my previous course, tts for sure a hole in everything seh. so i noted down a few info on a piece of rough paper. now im wondering to whom i shud discuss this matter wit. im not sure if my parents agree to this brilliant idea of mine. well. the art madness in me is overflowing tremendously. n occasionally ive been helping khai wit his projects n assignments, tt actually lead me of wanting to settle down at NAFA. but i aint sure yet. i need to discuss this matter respectively. so wait for the outcome ya. but not soooo soon la i guess.

hmm im feeling all hungry but jz not in the mood to cook. she jz got home n onie bought for herself sth from the old chang kee. leaving me all hungry here. well i wanna save up for tmr, coz im thinking of cooking tmr n on monday. more likely i wanna cook extra sth on monday. tmr wud be juz a light one. but we shall see la how. now wat am i suppose to do?

im drop dead bored la. pls help me.

okie okie. lets penned down my thoughts now..

salam alaiki to all loyalties. erm. today. specifically the 2nd of June is my bestie bell's birthday. shes twenty today. n i wished her ard seven plus jz now. no no. not because i forgot or sth like dat. but the real reason was i wanna make it as quiet as it is so i can have a very decent conversation wit her n wish her from the bottom of my heart. but too bad, when i called, the small baby picked up the fone. n said shes not home. n was told later tt she went out to meet yani. so there goes my sweet quiet wishes. i jz sms her instead.

okie i have this tot of turning myself into someone who is very sporty. jz recently i get myself involve wit cycling. went cycling wit Al. but eversince he had so many outstations, i have to go cycling alone then. but doin sports alone is not fun. i wanted to go to the gym, but im shy. i need someone to tag along so i dun feel awkward. then i have this brilliant idea. y not i play futsal. well not because jz now was the gol n gincu teledrama showed on teevee. but the tot of playing futsal has been roaming in my head for quite some time already. but jz the will to voice it out was not there yet. ya i did said i wanna play netball but its the holidays n lesbo aidah din update me anything yet bout the training. cant really depend on syabab tho, coz its like biscuit. now u see it, now u dun.

back to the futsal thingy, i started to have the rough idea bout playing it since my bro told me a few days ago tt he had futsal tournament. over at hougang sth sth. it was on news tho. so i tot its interesting tho. no sun. so no worries bout getting dark. u play ball in a court. very much alike wit street soccer. but wats the difference was tt the ball tt we're using for futsal is heavy n cannot bounce. so ya. tts the latest updates tt i received from my bro. am really interested to play futsal as for now. but one thing is i do miss playing basketball. really miss it like alot la. coz basketball is full of energy. compared to netball, more of the girly side, u cant run wit the ball, no hitting. tt sort of stuffs (thru my own knowledge bout tt sport la. pardon me if its not true aite!)

u noe im very the all-i-want kinda gerl ya noe. i want to do theatre stuffs. i wanna continue wit tarian n signing wit PA. i wanna get myself involve wit sports. i wanna lose weight. Ahhhh! tts it. let me tell u guys one thing. the main reason y i wanna get myself involve wit sports is because i need to lose like a lot of kilos. i cant depend on onie wit my lecithin-E tablets ya. i need to have physical activities too. lecithin-E is more of the emotionally n mentally prepared kinda thing. so ya. haiyah.

sometime. jz sometime. single is fun. n most of the time. majority, single is a boring. ya ya its true u get to do this n that without any restrictions (apart from parents ya.) but sometime u jus miss of having someone put restricitions to u on doin this n doin tt. well gerls will oways be girls but tts jz unavoidable lor. not say typical la but its predictable. most of them hold onto egoism. but still, u noe wat i mean. im not saying all. partly majority. mostly minority. get it? hmm ya.

enuff said. i actually am now controlling my tears. awwww. me being very sensitive. family leaving me n sis for holiday. trip to KL. me n sis have to stay at home coz well, apparently both of us are working the next day. n i have to attend to the reading clinic camp. so ya la. this is so unpleasent. its been quite some time already i went holiday wit them. n jz the other day my mom told me tt my dad wants to plan another holiday trip somehow or rather to tioman or some other relaxation spot (sbb anak die ni suka g holiday tmpt2 yg merelaxkan) n make sure every single one of us can come along. so i told them, its obvious they noe my working schedule already, so ya plan by looking at it. hehe.

jz now, meet up wit old bestie diana. miss her so much so tot of meeting her then since i cant get to meet bell n mimi n fren went all quiet. brought along aleesha coz i cant be leaving her at home n doin nth. altho my dad was at home. so i bought for her a very cute ear studs n a very cute hair band. we slacked at boat quay coffee bean. talked n share some stuffs. life's changing i shud say. shes settling down wit taufik. n i suddenly starts to wonder, when will it be my turn?

shall not discuss bout tt now. i have to end my entry for today coz its kinda lenghty now. i scared it might bore the loyalties.

nites loyalties. miss u slackers. happie bday bestie. miss u nadiyah suhaimi. missing all of my bunchies. miss u guys too lesbos. so.. till then. daaaaa!