salamz loyalties..time to grab your attentions!

well not really.

i have many things to update stuffs and all but i jz couldnt find the right time to do it. im wondering to myself is it already the right timing? n apparently i constantly remind myself that i need not worry bout anything as onie the loyalties have the passwords to read the entries. in which i doubt the loyalties will read my entry regularly as its rather leceh u noe wat i mean? each time they have to drop by or wants to return to my page, they have to type the password. but i better play safe rather than gettin on my nerve each time i have intruders..

okie so beat on tt. aint touching on tt nimore. hmmm. now im actually kinda happy when things starting to settling down n all. its all good ya noe. but i cant really wanna comment more on it. coz some of the very concern ppl advised me to wait till the time is here. so we shall wait till the time is here n i'll burst out the ooogey juiceeey stowie. u noe wat im saying? teeeheee.

chatted wit oldskool mate, diana. tt one craziee gerl. non-stop laughing. updating each other wit stuffs. u noe BGR, work. skool. study. fashion. future. past. frens. all sorts. anything under the sun i must say. it's nice u noe once in a blue moon u call one of the oldskool to have a chit chat wit them. its like reminising the good ol' days. ya tts wat im trying to say.

niways tmr sucks. i have to work on sun shift. if u happen to browse thru one of those days berita harian, im sure uve looked thru the advertisement on iMAN's open house. yeah we're having open house for the 2007 intake. n luck is totally not on my side, i was shoved to sun shift. well supposedly to be today but, rozita decided to do hers today, so i was pushed once again to the sun shift. this is so ugly.

can i like make a confession? im so damn broke! n its onie the 10th? DAAAMMN! u see theres so many unfinished stuffs tt im settling wit. nah mostly its the upcoming event. aiyah hari raya kinda thing la. fret not, when the time comes, i dun really have to worry bout it anymore. but ya la the thing is im like scraping for money seh now. now ive yet to think bout wat i wanna get for those little lovelies on their children's day. unfortunately, this yr childrens day falls on the 4th or 5th day of ramadhan. so ya la. nth big tho. but still, i have to get them sth.

wat eh?

sue looked extremely gorgeous aint she. after the wedding went to town with the gerls. hehe pictures play a thousand words..

we r the camwhorers!

these are the pics taken on the teachers day dinner. its the glits n glam nite held at carlton hotel located at bras basah. so ya. i wore my mom's dress n tt tailored vest. brought along my white beaded clutch bag n wore tt white heels.

me n my team members won the best learning studio for intra-branch competition. cool aye? of coz! look who's the teacher i/c for tt week. someone said hello plz!? im proud of my abilities and also of my team members. without them, i dun tink i cud deliver it proudly..

so kudos to WG. altho we din win the best performance n the best center, but in mdm nor's eyes n in every WG staff's heart, we noe tt we're the best. in fact, we're clearly very good in productivity. winning on performances are jz a bonus if we did it.

i noe wat im sayin here. so dun try to act OUCH! with me. u have to be for real. n the iman idol thing. its so sad seeing that it was jus faking it nth is original. well, its all good tho. kudos to u la. too bad, we noe who is the real u.

these are the pics for the bbq planned by EC for his paranormal fm listeners. wondering who is this EC guy? the the sleeveless guy. the first pic. cute aint he?

shoooootz! *faints*

tak habis habis aku ngan confuse aku. sudah masanya ke untuk menjalinkan hubungan dengan seseorang? itu la soalan yang sedang bermain di dalam kotak fikiran ku. ternyata aku masih tidak ada jawapan untuk soalan itu tadi. macam maner eh? kalau aku pilih yg ini, yang aku nantikan kembali muncul. kalau aku tunggu yg aku nantikan untuk muncul, saper tau aku telah kehilangan yang da lama ada di depan mata ku.

macam pepatah melayu, yang dikejar tak dapat, yg dikendong berciciran. aku tknk terjadi mcm pepatah tu berbunyi. cit! knp la mesti adanya perasaan sedemikian. susah benar la..

niways, i really enjoyed myself ytd nite. altho it was jz a short one, but still, theres alot of things tt happened tt left me smilling wit glee..

geeeez. i was in the cloud nine for like a few moments. the base of that styrofoam cup im holding onto went baseless whenever i ended a conversation wit him. i peel it off to remain calm n not sounded chirpy. fee noes the feeling tt i was having while talking to him..

ouh. i need to slap myself hard to wake up.

i need to be for real la. Who the hell is Miftahul Iznillah to like EvilClown?

*faints*

i m sooooo looking forward for tmr. gt to mit up tt cute guy. hehe i noe i sounded soooo cheeky. but i cant help it ya noe. seeing EC, is sooooo cute. super doooper drop dead gorgeous. k enuff bout him.

niways, im still confused n indesicive on wat to bring tmr. still deciding if i wanna cook n bring spaghetti or just a simple finger food. damn. im such an indesicive freak! things tt never change bout me is this.. always like this. nemind, i still got to tmr to think bout it. i jz have to bear in mind to call fee after skool. hooda and mars are tagging along. i asked them randomly n din expect them to agree but everything was cool tho. they're dropping by my house after work. so im kinda have a lil of spring cleaning tt need to be done. very soon rite after all these.

ouh n i jz rmb, i have to decide on wat to bring tmr..

urgh. many things to do ya noe. i have to mark the CAs. the theme board n learning studio thingy. then erm, study for literature and IRK. wat else? ouh i have wat eh this weekend? i tink tts jz it la. tt is excluding the family n syabab stuffs (if theres any la..) i was sitting down jz now while waiting for the food to be heated, i suddenly recalled the incident tt happened in class jz now. i was cleaning up my coloured pencils. decided to give away my faber castel colour pencils to my darlings since i bought for myself a new one. so i sharpened all those coloured pencils n put them in the basket for easy usage. i was about to throw away the box when i saw this particular handwriting. i almost shrieked when i saw it coz i vividly rmb whose handwriting tt belongs to. its cursive and slanting. in instance i decided not to throw it n safely keep it in my bag. later when i reached home, i took out the emptied colour pencil box n put it in a box full of his letters n pictures. letters tt he wrote to me. from birthday wishes to love letters, to his letters of hatred. theres plenty. but i jz couldnt find the time to read one by one. it really sores my heart altho theres a few tt really a sweet ones.

im still slowly moving on..

n guess wat. we've decided on bringing finger food. ouh this gonna be so much fun. time to get messy!!