thanks for the company just now Min. thanks for making my day.

we have our great time laughing session again very soon k darl.
huhu!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada
seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu,
agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintaiMu.

Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh
hati seseorang yang hatinya bertaut padaMu, agar tidak terjatuh
dalam jurang cinta nafsu.

Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh cinta, jagalah hatiku padanya
agar tidak berpaling daripada hatiMu.

Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu, rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang
merindui syahid di jalanMu.

Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu, janganlah
kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat
di sepertiga malam akhirMu.

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu, jangan biarkan aku tertatih
dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia padaMu.

ok im piss now.

im doin KCS agn for the end of the yr seminar. and of all the ppl in there, i was pair up with halimah. the SENIOR teacher from env i tink. of all the ppl eh. and ive been asking her for dunnoe how many times wat are the things that need to be done for the slides and i was told..

""later i get back to u k nurul..."" and straightened her forever senget tudung.

when i checked my mail, today is the dateline la. and ive yet to start on anything. how cool is that? gerek eh ader partner ini macam? then onie just now, 10 minutes ago she called me and ask..

""nurul, how eh the slides? hari ni kan dateline kan..??""

makanya yang pegi meeting sape? i kept on asking u rite wat are the things that i need to do and u kept on saying u will get back to me BUT U DIN! and now u ask me how now?

BOO! dun ask me. nampak sah tonite no need to sleep and work on it kan? bodoh.

im suppose to have a date with Asyraf tau tonite. see now what happened? double bodoh!

pretty kan? i noe rite! and its Levi's. its sleeq and it doesnt look very the perempuan oso. and the most important thing is, its flat!

i am so in love wit flats now. i can tour the whole of singapore the whole day i tell u if i were to put on flats.

niways, this belongs to daman.

and i want to own one too. ive been counting the days tho. so *wink*wink*. its a hint. haha!

p.s i have big feet. u noe wat to do. *love*

Biar ghaib mu suatu misteri

Tiada ku mencari sebarang pembayang lagi

Biar ia bertanda tanya saja

Hati ku dah lama bertitik noktah

Biar, biar lah berlalu

Biar, biar lah begitu

Biar waktu mengubat rindu

Tiada ku mencari sebarang penawar pilu

Biar lah mereka tertanya-tanya

Hati ku dah lama berganti arah

Mana pergi janji

Setia di sisi

Hanya aku yang tertunggu-tunggu

Waktu pun berjalan

Tak berkesempatan

Kau hilang tanpa pesanan

Biar ghaib mu suatu misteri

Tiada ku mencari sebarang pembayang lagi

i invited moon. but he cant make it. hes out of town. *sob**sob*

on my 21st summore.

i spent my sunday today wit him. he made me laugh non stop hits and theres so many things that we both can share. from cats, to his mom, to his frens. all.

absolutely all.

and i understands him better now. he never n i dun mind repeating it again and again that he never fails to make me smile and laugh till it hurts. the most best thing about him? hes a joker. the bad thing bout him, hes not romantic. he dunnoe how to react if tings dun go well.

but its all good now. when is our next miting eh Min?

aiseyman..

da nak mula lagi ke cite cite mepek zaman gilang gemilang nie? bosan seh. da takde keje tu, gi la buat keje yang berfaedah sikit. kalau niat nak menyibuk dalam hidupku n nak amek tahu perihal hidupku, baca sudah la entry ku.

yang kau kuasa nak tag, tanya aku sape nama ex aku yang bastard aku, (padahal sape bastard sape ntah) or suruh update blog aku tu knp? kau bayar gaji aku ke untuk aku update blog aku. aku peh suka la kan. kau ada masalah kepe ngan perihal hidup kau sendiri? hidup kau ku tak kuasa eh nak amek kesah..

tak guna eh nak blog speaking ngan kau, sbb orang yang mempunyai daya pemikiran yang negatif and sempit sikit kat ruang otak tu jek takkan faham apa yang aku ingin menyatakan kat sini. aku tak suka, hidup ku kau nak meyibuk.

ku tak jemput kau suruh baca blog aku, jd tahu malu sikit eh bila nak tag. susah2 mak bapak kasi nama, pinjam nama orang. masalah sosial betol.

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niways. loyalties. im really having bad ache now. everywhere. the whole body. last wkend, i spent time wit Min. ytd, deepavali holz, i met Kamarul. i m suppose to meet Jay tmr, but hes werking on morning shift and finish kinda late. tak kuasa nak jumpa malam, i decided to mail the stuff onie.

lesbos, we shud meet one day. plz. this is a must. heck care wit the tite schedule.
dee and diana, in case ure reading this, me too need to meet u gerls.
didi and riana, i hope ure reading this, meet me one day. pls. need to gv u sth.
dayak, if ure reading this, pls ss emm sss me.
osman, haiz, i dunoe if we have the time for each other to meet or not. call oso can rite?

the rest, ive made an arrangement, we're meeting anytime sooner, so wait fr my call aite.

toodles.