Things are just getting on my nerve. One mistake and everyone starts to talk about it. Don't tell me that's life. I know what life is, and it sucks. Like, seriously, you don't have to add on anything simply just to hype it up. Let bygones be bygones.

Is that too difficult to adhere? FML.

Good Morning Earthlings.

My weekend is simply awesome. "Seasons" from YTSS was a good one. Though there are some glitches and girls who never stopped talking, it is all good. I love the Concert Band and the last dance routine from the Chinese dance. Very inspiring and mystical. I love it. You deserved your Gold for Singapore Youth Festival.

And it was only yesterday that I realised, Cinnamon Melts tasted uber delicious. And McD actually do serve them? Goodness me. I am totally obsessed with their Mc Spicy Double that I don't even realised that there's this amazing Cinnamon Melts which really melt in your mouth. Super sedap and I want more. But, I have flabby arms that I need to work on. And my belly is really huge! I can't even hid it behind my dress. I look terrible in dresses nowadays. My arms are just simply saddening. I have to do something.

So much for Cinnamon Melts.

Good Afternoon.

Love is wonderful isn't it? I am enjoying this feeling as much as I can. And I simply can't stop falling in love. To Him and him. (points to Tek.) Not forgetting my family.

Yesterday, I was away from blogging. I had a really hard time. I felt like I'm a huge sore loser. And I just can't help it but to feel so demoralised, disheartened and felt totally down. It was the first time I felt that way and I just couldnt bring myself up. I was crying my heart out and my head was spinning around so bad. She was trying to coax me and convinced me to accept things or criticism positively. But, I also realised my mistakes and only today, I am accepting all the comments and feedback positively. I am just telling myself and will forever remind myself, never to trust anyone. No matter how nice or sweet that someone can be, never ever try to trust her, not even a pinch of trust. So I shall make it be that way. I truly didn't expect that those hurtful remarks come from her. I am glad that, I got to know this early, and I still have enough time for myself to amend things. I shall work hard and prove her wrong that I can do it. And that I am well-trained to run a centre.

Anyway, let us look on the bright side of my life. After that much crying and sobbing, I met Sayang after work to catch Clash of the Titans at Causeway Cineleisure. Somehow, I managed to guess correctly as to how Perseus managed to survive and kill the Kraken. If you caught Percy Jackson and the Lightning thief, then I guess you know what I mean as it is predictable. But still, I do love the movie. There's a little bit of humour added to it. I give 3 1/2 out of 5 popcorns.

I love you, Sayang. Thank you for last night. You want my roti john, still? (-_-)"

Good Afternoon, lovelies.

So far, my day is good. I had my breakfast in my office just now with a cup of Lipton tea. Accompanied me with the tea are some lemon creamed biscuits which I brought from home. I never had those for breakfast. Usually, I had a glass of carrot juice with 3 pieces of plain biscuits. But I decided to give a change to that breakfast style. This week is really happening. We went singing our hearts out twice! Friday night was at Ming's Garden Cash Studio. And they saw us again on Sunday, right after I went to Cik Mai's wedding reception. I was in Baju Kurung songket when I joined the rest of them. And so, we sang to our heart's content. In which right after the singing session that we had for 4 hours flat, our mighty friend, Sabiq, decided to grab a meal. The 4 of us headed down to The Forum MacD.

And that was when I bumped into Wan Kukuhead. Lesbo asked what's with the name, and only realised that I totally forgot his real name. But it's all good. I left a message on his wall at FB and he actually do recognised me. We exchange smiles by the way. After much talking and eating, we went on seperate ways. We took the cab home since it was past 11 when we left MacD. And we are very lucky for getting a Malay Uncle. Yesterday was the most cheapest ride ever from Orchard. And only yesterday that I realised, there are actually a shorter route from Orchard to Woodlands. Though Sayang is actually aware of this.

Anyway, Thank you Sabiq and Fee for that lovely evening spending times together. Thank you to both Asyikin and Hidayah for wanting to join us. And Thank you to you, Sayang, for always making my day with you very special. I love you.

Good Afternoon.

Yesterday was Good Friday. It was indeed a Good Friday for me too. I did house chores before I left to meet Sayang and Asyikin for a Kara-oke session. At first, Sayang can't make it, but after everything was settled, he asked me out. We sang our heart out. There was no such thing as "i-can't-sing-today" kinda thing. It was nice to meet Asyikin. Avery nice lady. If only Jay can tag along. But he chose to go to Cuppage instead at Hard Rock. Initially we wanted to join Fee and Sabiq, but due to unforeseen circumstances, Sayang had to cancel it. We went out very late after that.

Let me say this, I would like to say Congratulation to my one and only uncle, Busu and Cik Liza. They have a new baby girl. Reza is a big brother now. Raeesha was born on the 1st of April. I've yet to meet her, but her parents can expect doa from me. May Raeesha be a healthy baby girl and may she have speedy recovery from Jaundice. I am looking forward to my newest baby cousin. Another new 1 added to Haji Omar's Family.

And so, anyone can tell me, is it worth watching Clash of the Titans. I heard hat it is not worth the money watching it. Is it true? Coz I am all about the Greek Mythology you see, and nothing about them that can bore me to death. I need opinion people.

In the mean time, I am going to clock out soon. I am heading to Woodlands for tuition and in which after that, I am not sure what to do. The sky is very dark and I bet the Cullens are playing baseball right now.

Ohh, please don't rain on me.

Good Morning loyalties.

This morning, I received the most shocking news ever from someone. I was so shocked that I went speechless for the next few seconds. I just do no know how to react. She was someone whom I look upon to when I need an assistance. Receiving this kind of news in the morning doesn't make my day any sweeter. Knowing that tomorrow is public holiday, is pure sweetness for me. But, after receiving this heart broken news, it ain't sweet anymore. I actually cried when she told me. Yes. I cried just now. I was praying very hard that none of my teachers pass by my office. Simply because I do not want them to see me cry. I can't show them that I am a softie. A sensitive freak. An emotional lady. I have to always show to them that I am a strong independent woman.

So, what is the plan for the whole day today? Nothing much I guess. Anis, my Nursery teacher, left for Nanyang Poly. She is taking Diploma at NYP studying Health and Science. She said she wants to be a Nutritionist. I wish her all the best. May she succeed in life and be happy with what she choose to do. Yesterday was the last day for all the trainees. So basically, more people leave and little people coming in. I am starting to have bond with my team players, but I always have to remind myself that, I should have or at least create a limit or borderline when I am with them. I do not want history to repeat itself. I do not want had happen to me at the previous center to happen to me again at my own center. I should do this if I want to act and do things professionally. Talking about my previous center, I have a piece of story to share..

I do not know why I have this hatred feelings towards here, but for sure I know that I will never like her. First, she wasn't very nice to me at all. And I simply don't understand how she can simply be so blunt. I doubt that she's dumb. Second, you're from a Madrasah stream school. You should know the "Adab" when talking to people. And what are the consequences when you make someone feel bad. And third, you don't live in this world alone. It is not like you are the most beautiful woman on this earth. You don't have to be arrogant if you think you are beautiful. It is cool to be beautiful with pure and clean heart. But it is saddening to have a beautiful face but an ugly heart. It is very sad.

There was this one particular time, I was marking my book. Note that when this happen, I was still at my previous center. Like I said, I was marking Creative Writing written by the children about their favourite teacher. A child wrote about how much she likes me and how beautiful I was (I am still, right now!). I qouted what the child wrote,

"Teacher Nurul is very pretty. She is as pretty as Princess Aurora."

That was what exactly the child wrote. I mean, what do you expect from a 5 years old child right. They do fantasize and so Princesses are mainly their idol. I don't really know much about Aurora. I don't even know from which fairy tale she was in. And so I asked a fellow partner of mine about it. She was clueless too. But out of no where, she appeared and bluntly said this,

"Ala, Princess Aurora yang tak cantik tu la. Muka dia macam bapok."

READ: Princess Aurora is not the pretty one. She looks like a transvetite. Now, tell me, my children actually do love children that looks like transvetite is it? I was awed at her remarks. When I got home, I googled, just to justify myself on how exactly this Princess Aurora looks like. that was a long time ago. So no need to ponder about it anymore. For all I know, Princess Aurora is a very beautiful princess. Thank you to my student, Emylia. Now, this is the newest story, about the same person. Imagine you just ended your tuition and was reasting on the couch when your tutee's mother sit next to you and said,

"Nurul, I want to ask you something. Is it true, kids meeting is now talking about healthy and unhealthy food?"

And i nodded my head. Too tired actually to open my mouth.

"Well, last week, Nasrul came back home from school, crying. He said, in his class today, they had kids meeting. And this teacher, her name is teacher ****, said like this during the kids meeting. Children, can you eat alot? Haa. Cannot right? If you eat alot, later you become fat. Haa, remember or not teacher nurul? later you become like her.."

I looked at her face. A lil bit of 'maluation' hit my face ok. I only smiled. The parent continued saying that, Nasrul was actually sad as he thinks highly of me. Nasrul actually came up to me and said,

"Betul Teacher Nurul. Adik tak bohong."

READ: It is true, Teacher Nurul. I am not lying. *sigh* This kind of people do exist eh. I mean,
why do you have to say mean things? Does that really makes you feel good? I simply don't understand this woman here. She has the look, but she is ain't perfect also. She has that bunny teeth. Unlike me, I have a prefect sets of teeth. Sometimes, this kind of people that actually made me feel so demoralise. I hate you, Yana.

I am back loyalties. Yes. This is for real.

I had my own long break from blogging. I do miss blogging but somehow, time don't permit me from committing to blogger. So here's a lil update about me since i i depart from blogging. I have been with Iman for almost 6 years. I was from Woodgrove and taught many children at Woodgrove. I grew maturely at Woodgrove. Early this year, I was transfered to Choa Chu Kang. Before that, I was promoted. After the promotion, I was posted to Choa Chu Kang and run the centre with lots of guidance from the experts. I was very fortunate. I was given this oppurtunity and seriously, it is a huge challenge for me. I never thought I can go this far. But here I am, running my own center with 142 children and 5 teachers.I can say that I am proud of myself but, I will always remind myself that I do still have a lot to learn. With a great team of players, I am sure, I can give my very best. Insya Allah. Wish me all the best, lovelies.

I am also in the Curriculum Unit, under Nursery Department. Now, I get to actually experienced what Fee has been experiencing all this while. I know I can't be like her, but I am very sure that I can be someone whom all the rest of the teachers can rely on me. I am always looking forward for teachers training during the school holidays as this will be the only time whereby I get to know whether I am giving and providing knowledge and materials efficiently. With this, I am always looking forward to do everything the best. I have my own idol when it comes to curriculum. I looked highly upon her, and she is the reason as to why I am still in the Curriculum unit. To some of you who might be wondering what is a Curriculum Unit, well it is similar to Head of Department (HOD) in the Ministry, when you are a head of a certain department and as for my case, I am the head for Nursery Level Department.

there. Well said.

Relationship likewise, I am still with him. (points to Tek.) yes. happily. We are nice to each other. We are mean to each other too, at times. We love each other very much. And we know that there will be no one that can intervene us from moving forward. We have our very own small business in which both of us started from scratch. Both are into Arts. And so, both set up Twopeeps.sg. I am the shoemaker, and he is the photographer. Recently, we have The Bridal Project. Whereby we got a make up artist, 3 cameramen, a model and an assistant. We took pictures at Botanical Garden and we can safely say, there are more to come. The Bridal Project is on the way. In any case, you have an assignment for us, or you need our service, you can always drop by our official website. http://www.twopeeps.sg - Twopeeps Creative Partnership. Make an appointment with us for further clarification and discussion.

Life's good I must say. And I just love my life very much. Thank you Sayang Tekdee, for being there for me when at times I need you.

*akan ku terus sabar menanti, hingga tiba masanya, ku berinai di jari.*