congrats sayang~

salamz. phew. was so shocked when i received a msg from sayang. i read it almost 3 times to make sure my eyes wasnt playing tricks on me. this is wat he msg-ed me..

"Yeah yeah..kita menang. yeah yeah! ayg im so hapi.. with all the hardwork we won 3rd! won all the giants group.. hehe but now all the groups are not hapi bcoz we won.. my kids semuer innocent.. they juz did their best tts all.. haiz nape mesti org iri hati.. kaelah yang i da sampai rumah.. ayg mezti penatz"

seriously im so shocked deh upon readin his msg. but i kept cool. n the nx msg was..

"sori to have left u alone.. i was spending time wif my kids..n worrying bout them.."

i understand tt hes bein very caring n protective wit his kenca tirana but then,who am i to him seh? he said " abg sayang my boys.. i love them soo much.." he said LOVE tau. n i actually cant accept the reason he gave for ignoring me for 2 weeks,so i said " yeah u love the boys more than u love me.." then he said he give n shower his love fair n square..

n he called,the rest its none of ya business..
go n hit the bed now~

salamz..

iMAN Student-Led-Conference..

salamz. the iman slc juz now went amazingly smooth. well although we have to actually promt the kids to led their parents, i dun really mind anyway. they really did their very best. kudos to al-azhar.

tmr is another a tiring day. its the open house for 2 whole straight days. n i confirm it will be like a hell of a storm. serious talking.

im not in the mood to update anything at the moment.

outz. salamz..

demi cinta suci

pernah hati ku luka pedih kerana dicalari
cinta penuh duri
lemas aku dalam dilema
kata janji manis sungguh tak bermakna

mencarimu kasih bagai mencari mutiara putih
walau ke dasar lautan sanggup ku selami.
namun tak percaya apa yang telah aku terjumpa
kau sebutir pasir tak berharga

demi cinta yang suci
ku rela korban kan kepentingan diri
ohh demi sinar bahagia ku hamba kan diri padanya yang esa

baru kini kurasai nikmatnya cinta yang suci
tiada terbanding dengan cinta yang kau beri.
ranjau yang berduri akan aku tabah menempuhnya
menyubur iman di dalam jiwa..

demi cinta hakiki
ku sanggup redhai apa yang terjadi
apalah erti cinta suci
andai janji2 sering dimungkiri
apalah erti cinta murni
andai kata2 sering didustai..

Muhd Fahmi B Abd Aziz & Nurulhuda Hamidi
sedang mengharungi bahtera tragika..

salamz salamz..

salamz. been a very chaotic day. went to noni's engagement feast. together wit all the iman teachers. from amk mrt took taxi as we're very late so as to avoid clashing wit the guys side,we decided to take the cab. share cab wit mars,fee n shidah. the fares onie 4 dollars..

so when we reached there,guess wat? noni looked extremely goegeous. she wore this orangey peach kebaya pendek. with the selendang n all. she looks superb to the max. we ate. took lots of pics. dun worry yeah. will upload the pic soon.

work finishin soon. left wit kosakata n worbank. apart from tt,no more tt nd to be completed. the rest of the jobs n still pending are wit fee n mars.

goin off soon. been very pissed off wit sayang.
yeah tt guy.
Muhd Fahmi B Abdul Aziz.
no call.
no sms.
for straight 5 days..

watsup wit tt??

salamz..

haiz.. heart pain ya noe?

salamz.
heart pain.
no call.
no sms-es.
from him.
Muhd Fahmi Bin Abd Aziz.
yeah. 5 days in a row.

trying to avoid me huh?
wat for? bored then ask for it.
dun ignore me.

i miss u.

listening to: Ghurabaa ; Madrasah Aljunied Al-Islamiah

wats up wit sayang?

salamz. ouh today seriously so shag. did a major clean up for al-azhar. jus for the SLC (student led conference) cum MPS (meet the parent session) cum Open House. so a major makeover for it. brought along my bro for help. it wud be a murder suicide for me to do it all alone. so all the corner set up n the project work all put up. been done n over wit it. so left wit guess book, front cover page for the idea web and writing the remarks for AL-AZHAR 2.

n one more thing tt have been bugging me eversince last few days was tt my abag sayang. hes like behaving totally ignoring me. for 3 nites in a row no msg n no call from him. kinda piss off too. supposingly we meet today. but haiz..

sayang was on Berita Harian ytd. he n his DK mates. the moment i look at the pictures,i can spot him as his smile was really captivating. *ahakz* gosh i miz him. so much.

salamz..

the ups and down of life..

salamz all. felt relief after ive installed the microsoft office. it at least lessen my burden when it comes to do lesson plan or things tt associated wit my werk. installed my printer once again but i guess the ink have dry out after so long of not werking.

i miz my abang. congrats to him n his mate. he got 2nd for his dk comp tt was held last sunday. he nearly looses his voice. sounded so squeky. and i was told on tt nite itself, tt was his last performance. he wanna get out from the dk scene. and concentrate on sth else. i have no comments as tt is up to him to decide what he wants for himself in future. he knows best. first was Andika followed by abang sayang's group Dendang Mutiara or Dentiara and the third place was the Kelana Purba. unbelievable? well believe it..

and guess wat, typical malay midset,kelana cant accept the fact tt they lose to dentiara n andika. *kekekz*

enuff of the arts scene. i was kinda have a miz understanding wit abang. well i guess he still doesnt noe tt if i were to miz someone so much,i tend to keep quiet. n be very quiet. tts wat exactly happen ytd nite conversation. n when he ask y i reacted so differently,i kept on sayin nothing. tts when he got furious n upset he juz hung up the fone on me. i did apologise to him this morning. n now we're cool.
insya allah meeting him this sat. but not so sure as im werking n maybe, juz maybe i mite have meetings. wit the heads. regarding bout the kidzfiesta 2005.

ma lesbo was MIA today. n shes in deep trouble. tts wat Mdm nor said. chill babe. where were u anyway? if u din reject the calls,ur life now wont b at stake. geez,i sound like as though her life is at the tip of the sword. nah kiddin babe. mdm was jus curious. u suddenly MIA w/o tellin her tt ure not cuming. miz ya yid..

got to go. tmr is the lesson observation n i got so many things to prepare. outz mamas..

salamz..