salamz.

kinda sleepy now. my blog is like so dead now. so so dead. bz preparing for the teachers day performance held tmr. i dunnoe but heard tt we're goin on a cruise. its kinda tiring ya noe as this is how the thing is goin. we're gonna have half day tmr. no pay yet but they said tmr its the pay day. ITS LATE U GUYS~! see wats the date now u freakazoids! so IF, theres pay, we gonna rush after werk to get the gift. if not then forget it. no gift then. nx thing is tt. no pay meaning i wont go for the dinner. then we have to report to tamp by 4.30pm. theres gonna be photo taking. again.

then after that,not so sure by wat time we're gonna make a move,we have to go through custom. yeah. its gonna b at johor. of all the places. confirm packo as tmr is their national day. haiz. then the pick up point will be at danga bay. tts where our cruise will wait for us. so yeah.

i will onie look forward for tmr if ive got my pay.

serious toking.

salamz.

to do this or to do that.
felt so bad coz i din go to aidah's feast. problems popped out suddenly like mushroom. then summore money for transport oso bo liao. ive promised to sent her off at the airport. insya allah if things are a back to norm.
then i myself,now stuck wit two task. the essay for teachers day n oso my assignment. lucky me,my lecturer extended the dateline to 13th sept. phew. wat a relief~

cookie tot im pissed off wit him coz he cant go out wit me today. i was actually dumbfounded. y wud i feel angry? he cancel it oso bcoz he wanna spent time wit his mom. so? im being reasonable n understanding here. i noe how a werking mom feels. when theres time for them to mingle n play ard wit their kids,they will cherished it. haiz.

am i being so unreasonable?

n niways,i was hurt. i dun like ppl tink differently bout me. so ya..

*frown*

salamz.

haiyah. so shag but then wat happened made me wanna get this thing done n over wit.
one question? hus blog is this?
mine rite?
have i put any limitations n restrictions when come to i post my entry? i dun tink so.
so nonsense. wats ur prob anyway?

first thing first,let me tell u aite. i understand n noe tt this blog is public. anyone can read. n ure free to read if u stumble upon my blog. but let me tell u this. watever i wrote in here,its my problem not urs. even if it hurts till it bleeds n sore,tts ur prob. coz i din invite u in here to read it. ok fine,u tag coz u juz wanna tell how u feel when u read my blog. then wat u expect me to do? go to my archive n delete my post izzit? wat for? for ur sake? if i were to do tt,its worthless n useless ya noe. as its oready been said. no point. some bloggers mite have juz read it. n if it happen tt u were so concern bout wat i wrote in here,y dun u juz admit urself. y muz disguise urself as nonsense?

schizo izzit? haiyah..

n im juz wondering,watever did i said tt can hurt sum ppl's feeling? which part of it? care to elaborate? my past few entries,as wat i can recalled,most of it were bout me n a few bout cookie dearie. i dun seems to understand wats ur motive anyway. coz if ure not invited,be like one.

uve juz blog crash the wrong one aite.

salamz.

listening to : i'm back (baby bash feat akon)

salamz. juz came back from bugis. laughed alot juz now. nadiah n ayun once again re-birth after 2 weeks of hibernation. they came back wit polka doties. yeah, chicken pox lor.

my parents fetched me from fltc n head straight to al-ameen. had my dinner. coz since 12.00 noon i din eat anyting. den wen break,i ate curry puff. wit cokd mineral water. then along came this blur colline or sth la the name cant really rmb. shes utterly makin a fool of herself la. n we have great time of laughing at her. wit ayun's presence,the pantry became so chaotic. hahakz. yeah yeah we know its bad of us but then shes funny to the max la. cant help it. did presentations oso funny. the accent is soooo cute.

imagine when "cekodok" turned to "cikotok"

she said it sounded vulgar. so we teach her another term. it turned out worse.

from "jemput-jemput" to " jembut..."

shall not elaborate more..

niways,tmr is my LO. hmm kinda kenfeused rite now as dunnoe wat i wanna do. kids meeting or phonics lesson. im so indecisive. help me....

im stuck wit lesson plan.

screw me.

listening to: Mungkin by Anuar Zain

salamz.
im having a headache now. the doc said tt my blood pressure is kinda low. n he said im too stress.

let me list down wat are the possibilities that lead me to stress..:

1) teacher workload
2) un-cooperative n irresponsible mates
3) FLTC - First Learning Training Centre. this is where im attending my course.
4) KidzFiesta 2005 - the costumes. the routine. the props. the scripts. the meeting.
5) assignments - date due! 8th September. Child Profiler.
6) Islamic College. Dip in Quranic Themes.
7) An-Nur Anniversary dance performance.
8) the above event costume n practices. must be in tip top condition.
9) pressurising n the depression stage which i simply HAVE to go thru.
10) to love cookie dearie wit all my heart. ive broke his heart. boo me~!

n the list go on...

niways,i realised sth. a bugger start to appear once again in here. uninvited tagger. guess wat? do watever u wanna do? dun bother me at all. 3 words. get a life.
will have course tmr. wit this kind of feeling. not sure im goin or not. but cant afford to skip one lesson. ive missed one n im lost n lagging.

haiyah. tok long long oso no use.
chowz.
salamz.

salamz all.

aite. im so hungry now. well. the whole day im at home. read n read n read. coz i dun wanna tink bout the assingments and also bout the teachers day essay thingy. not in the mood yet. im sure im gonna get a basket of u-noe-wat-i-mean from mdm. juz hope n pray tt im not the onie one hu forget n couldnt be bothered to do this.

and the assignments also. the date due is on the 8th of September. hmm

chatted wit radin juz now at MSN. hes crazy i tell u. worry bout some small nonsensical stuffs. the cat got pregnant. he saw his cat did it wit another stray cat. guess wat he did? he went to the police station n make a report. hes crazy i tell u. when i said to him tt hes weird, he said..

"binatang pun ade perasaan seh u.."

cookie dearie n the adik also another one thing. weirdo siblings. im lucky tt im much closer to my younger bro. n happen tt hes a guy n tt im a gerl. so theres lots of limitations n boundaries. we arent really intimate like how cookie and adik got along. watched hindustan juz now. koi mil gaya. preity zinta n hrithik roshan. haha got influenced by cookie tts y..

cant blame la huh. its a mighty strong influence..

salamz.
after reading clinic. n im so bored to death now. pissed off. wit them. gave last minute job. lucky we've got such a caring n understanding principal,shes the one hu is doin part of our job. which is to do the proposal for nx week reading clinic tea session wit the parents. k this part is done.

the next part was this. all the teachers have to write essay n present it in a creative way. an essay about what is your point of view towards the early childhood educator in a professional point of view. what is tt supposed to mean anyway? it sounded so 'chimi'nology. supposingly we have to hand in this shit here by today,but almost everyone forget totally bout it. now im like squeezing n oozing my juice brain for this shit.

no idea dammit..

now where is my cookie dearie? he is supposed to return my call. was watching this hindustani movie when he called me. then he have to hang up coz he wants to eat. im bored to the max now. goin home straight after this. later in the evening goin out wit ma family to the beach. release stress n tension. its been quite sum time since the last time i went to the beach. seriously no time nowadays. ytd nite,i dreamt of bro fik from nur irsyad. maybe bcos b4 logging off,i was blog hopping n it happen tt his was the last one so it brought forward to sleep.

i told sis shidah bout it. n she told me she dreamt bout mummy. hmm i mizz mummy too. work laa tt actually made us have less time to do the usual things tt we oways do. i want to watch de marque. but mafi fulus..

haiyah. sleepy man. but cant sleep. waiting for time to struck 2 then i can sign out. everybody is leaving. i cant leave yet as teachers hu are involve in the reading clinic can onie sign out at 2. it supposed to apply to everyone but then..

eh i better stop it laa. if not it will be goin on n on n on...
salamz.