truly yours, him.

if onie i have all the powers in my hand to cure his sea sickness, i will do it rite away without the second tot. i just cant bear to see him crying (literally..) for help, complaining his unsteadiness and wailing (also literally..) his heart out that he prefers land division better.

with me who knew nth much about the sea and the job that hes doing, in which im dumb (this is obviously literally..!) enuff to understand the whole situation and put myself in his shoes. all i cud say is to be patience and endure. endure and patience. tu je.

sowie ya pwince for unable to like help u alot in this. try doing like wat my uncle suggested alrite. in the mean time, endure.

endure lagi?!!

stop it huda! k. tmr im back to skul. n we're goin to sungei buloh! how fun is tat? the k2 said its bleeding boring. to me nth is boring about nature k. i tink i can get what they meant la kan. for 3 sessions to go to the same freaking place, im sure its bleeding boring to the max.

wakaka!

im in love with him..

this men n his junior are gonna be the most glamourous people in the family. imagine they gt for themselves a suit of coat style kurung worth 170 buckeroos! each ya noe.

and we go for white this yr. i really like this chiffon silk at sr collection, n its worth 198 buckeroos. too expensive for me. intention to get the heroes theirs first this mth, and i shall settle mine nx mth. sis bought for mom a very chic and elegant blouse. at nora apparel. i really adore the one at this one particular boutique and the price is bleeding expensive lor.

n then sis bought for herself this weaved heels. freaking gorgeous lor. they dun have my size coz sis's feet is 2 size bigger than mine. so she got for herself n left me there eyeing at others. i have to put a reserve to the one that i like. apparently they have brown but i wanted blackie pointed. so i have to reserve. they call me once the new stock arrive. well this yr not so high. dad said i looked groggy.

urgh. so not helping.

i went online shopping again rite after i reach home.. bought accessories. mom said i shud stop all this nonsence online shopping. she din really understand the most easiest way to shop and less hassle. i ignored her nagging and continue shopping for it. its heaven i tell u. the beaded bracelet is freaking jambu. and i saw this cute card and it is sooooo sweet kencing manis u noe.

the last time i received the most jambus of all the jambu card was from pwince. i was in cloud nine for weeks i tell u. the happiness was undescribable la. kental kan? i noe.

k now i shall stop thinking bout pwince.

tt's wat brought us together. how i wish anything that i indulge myself in will have a happy ending but sadly it wont. so i shud tell myself to stop dreaming an wake up for goodness sake. bang, can u plz ignore farzana for once and shove ur attention to me, ur sis?

this is really sucky. things gonna be fine for short period of time only i tell u. and this will go on n on n on. sucks rite? i noe.

ppl, im stress. so dun come to me and ask y do i have to pull a long face almost everyday. too bad thats my nature. i smile when i want to and i shrug as and when i like. so pls excuse me. ok rite now the fingers is numb due to very cold weather. pwince texted in the middle of the nite saying that he put on a cardigen n need to put on his puma jacket. n when he told me that, i was fast asleep.

how cool is that?

that casio watch up there, thats the watch that i bought for his 23rd bday. alyph asked "how long things gonna take, even harry porter dun have this kinda story plot u noe."

mind ur own business can?

hes making me feeling very insecure. rite at this very moment also. thats the whole point la kan of me being very down and all emotional. airee tried to lend his ear. thanks. apprecite it alot but it seems that u go n have enuff rest. u just had ur operation summore. so when u feel lot better then i story to u the whole thing k.

niways airee is the cousin. not someone special u gundus! abg airee. lmao!

im in love with him.

i am certainly not at ease. its very well spotted that i wasnt in my normal self mode. i keep this thing inside me for so long already n i cant afford to tell anyone.

i screwed up everything. i din attended just recently a lesbo's get together. indeed shes sad wit me. shes upset fuming with anger i supposed.. and now look wat happened. when im not ready, it comes like a waterfall, when im all for it, it hit me like a rainbow. like a mushroom grew after the rain and dies after.

to gf lesbo, im sowie i din come. i owe u big one. im sowie. u have such a lousy indesicive gf. i deserved to b forgotten in ur recent entry.

for now i shall dissappear from everyone's presence.

im in love wit him.

i havent been blogging for the longest period of time. y u ask? coz i dun have the time in the world to do so.

and just to share a happie story, im proud to own a compaq presario 3000 lappie. thankies many many to my great n wonderful parents.

niways, it is freaking irritating upon typing onto a rubberedkeyboard.

the spacebar sux. n ihave to type one by one. thisis so not gonna work for me.

sister bought it anway, enuffsaid.

my comp is down with the trojan virus. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! its irritating ok. i am so gonna need bro hairil's help. its getting from bad to worse.

n because of this stupid virus that i have, i cant upload all the pics that i took from the digi cam and my cybershot. bloody hell. ohh just to tell u, me n lesbo fee went to a gig ytd. unexpectedly bump into gong. miss him so. was invited by that sharif and alyph but wasnt welcome well. we arrived late. and we arrived, gong was just about to do his thing.

ahh ye la mat, enjit enjit semut la korang.

niways, he got into the final for platform 7 this yr. it will be held on speakeasy anniversary mid july. if im not mistaken la. and i dun tink i cud come down for the finals. skool reopen and meaning its gonna be a hectic schedule. tell me sth new plz.

urbanise was the best. it hype up the whole thing. ashri walked pass beside me and my knees went completely jello. his "excuse-me" masih terngiang2 kat telinga gue. haiz.

and congrats to 'swift' and 'ctp- close to perfection' for being able to make it to the finals.

i heart that guy from 'ctp'.

wakakaka! pics will be uploaded once i remove the virus alrite.

daaaaaaa!