ola loyalties. im down wit sore eyes. AGAIN!. how fun can it be u tell me? when the job in class is pilling up and here i have to stuck at home coz of the sore eyes thingy. luckily i got it today, then later of the week, say FRIDAY??! im so gonna freak out.

dinner gonna be on this friday, its the teachers day dinner i mean. and well, everyone is looking forward to it. the costume we will onie collect it on wednesday. this gonna be uber fun and coolness. lets just hope n pray silently that the pay will be in by tmr, insya allah. coz im really in need of cash. i need new lenses. my compact powder is fisishing soon. my mascara is running dry. same goes to the eyeliner and my foundation. not forgetting my shower gel, its all from body shop.

BODY SHOP! HERE I COME!!!

niways, i miss pwince. who can help me to tell him that i miss him so much. if onie i have telepathy, u understand what i mean. theres so much of less interactions between me n him. we're not like how we used to be, like theres oways sth to chat or share about. like for now, its like plain dry and pointless. i dun wan this to be dragging till forever.

can someone tell pwince that i miss him so?

its been a long time kan since the last time i update my blog. sowie ar loyalties. was super dooper bz seh. been coming home late almost everyday seh. now lately, we have been werking hard on the trs day dinner performance. we're werking on asmaradana and guess who la kan the choreographer.

we're now waiting patiently the confirmation from the costume provider, if can we wanted so bad to have the exclusive lace but its all good la for now. just waiting patiently for the call each and everyday.

niways, i miss pwince ya noe. this few days, we have so much of less interactions btwn us. i dunnoe how come this thing can happen la but then its weird. altho theres muqmin and ash'ari, but still the presence of pwince will always brightens up my day no matter wat. they did la but not as well as pwince did like how he used to. i admit i miss him now. but the thing is i dun have the gut to tell him dat i miss him. haiyah.

"ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apa pun. ku menyintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku."

olaz. happy holidays. indeed i had a great time spending at home. this is heaven i tell u. woke up late and have all the time in the world to watch all the movies which ive been longing to. it was pure and surreal pleasure.

on the eve of national day, family went picnicking at nite. we left ECP at 4.00 am. n i noe that i have to wake up early, coz ibu claimed tt the comp man is coming to fix it. BUT! he did not k. so instead of watching the repeat telecast wit the rest of the members, i fell asleep the whole of the programme rite at the sofa. i dun gv a damn to those who disturb me. for all i noe, i totally ignored those who tried to disturb me.

then later in the evening, we went tanjong pagar. watched abg played soccer. gt friendly match with some local football group which i was fail to identify. huhu! rite after the game, we went to raffles to catch the firewerkz. it was freaking gorgeous and brilliant i tell u. it was sth memorable la kan. i was hoping to go wit someone special la kan but its all good tho.

teehee! niways, im meeting pwince tmr. huhu!

olaz loyalties. rmb bout the entry that i mentioned goin to the P7 semi finals wit lesbo fee and im so stuck with CTP. they are the one la. the guy in specs is freaking hot rite? his voice like ohhhhhhhhh-myyyyyyy-goooooood!

niways, the finalsis just round the corner. beats society will update soon n i mite consider goin to the finals.

amacam lesbos? nak gi?

truly yours, him.

if onie i have all the powers in my hand to cure his sea sickness, i will do it rite away without the second tot. i just cant bear to see him crying (literally..) for help, complaining his unsteadiness and wailing (also literally..) his heart out that he prefers land division better.

with me who knew nth much about the sea and the job that hes doing, in which im dumb (this is obviously literally..!) enuff to understand the whole situation and put myself in his shoes. all i cud say is to be patience and endure. endure and patience. tu je.

sowie ya pwince for unable to like help u alot in this. try doing like wat my uncle suggested alrite. in the mean time, endure.

endure lagi?!!

stop it huda! k. tmr im back to skul. n we're goin to sungei buloh! how fun is tat? the k2 said its bleeding boring. to me nth is boring about nature k. i tink i can get what they meant la kan. for 3 sessions to go to the same freaking place, im sure its bleeding boring to the max.

wakaka!

im in love with him..

this men n his junior are gonna be the most glamourous people in the family. imagine they gt for themselves a suit of coat style kurung worth 170 buckeroos! each ya noe.

and we go for white this yr. i really like this chiffon silk at sr collection, n its worth 198 buckeroos. too expensive for me. intention to get the heroes theirs first this mth, and i shall settle mine nx mth. sis bought for mom a very chic and elegant blouse. at nora apparel. i really adore the one at this one particular boutique and the price is bleeding expensive lor.

n then sis bought for herself this weaved heels. freaking gorgeous lor. they dun have my size coz sis's feet is 2 size bigger than mine. so she got for herself n left me there eyeing at others. i have to put a reserve to the one that i like. apparently they have brown but i wanted blackie pointed. so i have to reserve. they call me once the new stock arrive. well this yr not so high. dad said i looked groggy.

urgh. so not helping.

i went online shopping again rite after i reach home.. bought accessories. mom said i shud stop all this nonsence online shopping. she din really understand the most easiest way to shop and less hassle. i ignored her nagging and continue shopping for it. its heaven i tell u. the beaded bracelet is freaking jambu. and i saw this cute card and it is sooooo sweet kencing manis u noe.

the last time i received the most jambus of all the jambu card was from pwince. i was in cloud nine for weeks i tell u. the happiness was undescribable la. kental kan? i noe.

k now i shall stop thinking bout pwince.

tt's wat brought us together. how i wish anything that i indulge myself in will have a happy ending but sadly it wont. so i shud tell myself to stop dreaming an wake up for goodness sake. bang, can u plz ignore farzana for once and shove ur attention to me, ur sis?

this is really sucky. things gonna be fine for short period of time only i tell u. and this will go on n on n on. sucks rite? i noe.

ppl, im stress. so dun come to me and ask y do i have to pull a long face almost everyday. too bad thats my nature. i smile when i want to and i shrug as and when i like. so pls excuse me. ok rite now the fingers is numb due to very cold weather. pwince texted in the middle of the nite saying that he put on a cardigen n need to put on his puma jacket. n when he told me that, i was fast asleep.

how cool is that?