how can i not love him? my super hensem kesayangan never fail to make me smile tahu?

niways, i rindu u.

u noe my bantal peluk busyuk?

i noe u noe.

Batam and My Presentation

i have no patience in uploading the pictures one by one and followed by the captions. i will use my smilebox or the slides.com to share with u the pictures that i took for the past one week. i have a valid reasons as to why i was MIA the whole week. let's start from Sunday!

Sunday:
woke up early. left s'pore for Batam. its a 2 days 1 nite trip. i had no choice but to tag as all the WG teachers went. and if i decide not to go, i mite just get a free lecture from u-noe-hu. we visited a few malls, and had lunch at some pathetic restaurant. altho the ambience was good, but the food was hilarious. just look at the pictures below. at nite, it was free and easy. aft we went for the jacuzzi and sauna, we had our dinner at the padang restaurant. rite aft tt, me,shims, hada and shahidah had pillow fight, and ice-cream war.

Monday:
woke up early. again. had breakfast. ohh have i mentioned. the hotel tt we stayed was super high class. from the outside, our hotel looked like a gigantic cruise. the name of the hotel was Palace Plaza Hotel if im not wrong la. its the most expensive and exclusice hotel in town. and this hotel here has the most popular and biggest Discotheque on tt island. so aft breakfast, we went ard the hotel and took pictures. we decided to change into our t-shirts and shorts and went to ease our mind again before we go home. we went jacuzzi,sauna and steam bath for the last time before we pack and go home.

reached s'pore at 5.30 and ayah ajak go Vivo. he wanted to buy for Ibu a new hp. and we reached hom at 11 plus.

Tuesday:
report to work. at Kallang. and. its my sixth mthversarry wit tekdee. i bought a special order cake for him from emicakes. he gave me sth tt really made me smile and almost cry. a pink hard piece of paper, printed on it was "our-fav-song" and our fav pics of each other. it was so sweet of him to do that fr me. we had dinner. rite aft, we sat on the steps at boat quay and we sang the song together. theres supposed to be the pictures for this but my sayang tekdee, accidentally deleted all the photos.

we ended the nite wit a kiss on my forehead. thank u sayang. i love u so much. forever and ever till the end of time. infinty and watever other words to describe forever.

Wednesday:
another training. at kallang. i left early for my course. phew! at nite, aft nite class, ayah fetched me. and i slept thru out the whole journey. i was very very tired.

Thurday:
another training. at kallang. was told that i need to do presentations. and most prolly on fri or sat. how fun is tt. but i dun give a damn about it. me n nana was always told at the very last minute. and so we did wat we're suppose to do.

Friday:
training. kallang. tiring. god noes how tired. stayed up and had meeting bout the teachers training on sat. was told tt we will onie be goin home by 5. on sat. how fun can it be. we came up wit many games and ideas for the training. get it done and me n lesbo fee left the ctr at 7.30. reached home almost 9.30. by tt time, freaking exhausted already. worked on the slides. i dun want to but still i have to.

Saturday:
teachers team building. at kallang. half of the day, in the morning, teachers had their amazing race. then later in the afternoon, was the presentation. i was the 2nd speaker. and eventho this is the 3rd time im doing it, still i have butterflies in my stomach. when its done, i let out a loud SIGH. got home. and i miss my sayang so much.

he left for mersing early in the morning. and eventho its goona be ONLY 2 days and 1 nite, u noe we're unseperables rite. and i actually cried to sleep as i missed him so much. i was so bz for the pass nites tt i actually din get the chance to tell him how much i miss him. i really hope tt he noes i always miss and love him.

Sunday:
and so today sun, i spent most of the time slacking. like babi. coz i was tooo tired. i had wit the whole week event. and today, i just wanna laze ard and not doing anything. onie after maghrib i decided to transfer the pic to my lappie.

when i recieved a call from mya syg saying tt he already reached s'pore, i was overjoyed. god noes how much i actually miss him. and i cant wait to tok to him on the fone.

im tired. tts all for now. check out the photos.

i left home early ytd. tek was going to meet his friend named Tabby aka Kak Norsiah. she wanted to treat tek over a lunch-early-dinner for the semesters that tek went thru. we had lunch at Amirah's Grill. the last time i went there was when me and hanah made a surprise celebration for his 23rd bday. i wonder how is he doing rite now. i rarely see him online nowadays.
tts kak norsiah and my sayang tekdee. i actually love the meet up ytd. we had a very interesting conversation about life and work. i told kak norsiah abt my werk life and she gave me a very useful advice. her words of encouragement really encouraging and i'll rmb it forever.

fuzz and rush.
later at nite, rite after i handed in my assignment and received my newest class schedule, i tagged my sayang to chill wit his friends. had dinner at BK and we chill for the rest of the night at Al-Munawarrah beside the Cuppage Plaza.
it was all good aye.
for this whole week, ive met all of tek's friends. at least now i noe with who he mix around with. and i dun tink i have any problem with his friends.
eventho rite before we ended the nite wit a lil bit of tears and plead, tek always managed to make things end the day with a positive note.


{{ Im all yours tek. That is the most important thing that i want you to know. }}

*warning* text in malay

kadang kadang, bila kita terlalu sayang sangat pada seseorang tu, kita tak perasan yang kita ni lebih sayang kan dia dari diri kita sendiri. kita terlalu cinta kan dia sangat sehingga hati sendiri remuk hancur pun tak diambil peduli. yang penting dia happy.

kalau kemana-mana, bila sedang dilamun cinta, dalam benak fikiran ni, teringat kan si dia sahaja. makan tak kenyang, tidur tak lena, mandi tak basah. tapi tu zaman dulu la kan bila bercinta. tapi, kadang kadang, cinta boleh melalaikan sehingga benda yang wajib dilaksanakan tu, kita tak tunaikan. dan ada betulnya, dari kelalaian kita tu, boleh membawa musibah.

bila sedang asyik sangat bercinta, setiap perkataan yang keluar dari mulut kita semuanya manis manis belaka. susun dan tapis selagi selagan perkataan yang keluar dari mulut. sebabnya, nak jaga hati sang kekasih, jadi kot kot tak tersinggung. kalau nak berkasar tu pun ada limit nya. agak2 da terover sikit, pandai pandai la gostan. pandai pandai la minta maaf la kan.

bila sedang sibuk dilamun cinta, datangnya orang ketiga. masalah besar jadinya! kalau perlu perang dunia ketiga, sila kan! bila terjadinya benda ni,dia tuduh dia, dia tuduh dia, sibuk menunding jari antara satu sama lain. yang satu menaruh harapan yang teramat la tinggi. yang lagi sorang tu pulak, da tau mmg conferm2 ngan kesayangan dia la dia akan hidup semati, lagak seakan-akan takde pape yang akan terjadi walaupun adanya orang ketiga. silapnya pulak yang dua dua ni tak tau ialah, "communicate". tu paling penting la kan. kalau asyik ingat "ahh, dia tau la aku syg die je srg.." haa..jgn terkejut kalau satu hari nanti, salah satu tu cakap pada lagi sorang tu, "i tak tau pun yang u sayangkan smp mcm ni skali.." and masa tu, mesti ader feeling nak sepak terajang kat dia kan?

cinta ni indah. cinta ni amat mendalam kalau kita tak tafsirkan, nak dianalisasikan. jgn mengharapkan cinta yang tak mungkin akan dibalas. yang paling penting, kita cintakan pada yang Esa, sudah sememangnya, kita tau, cinta kita akan dibalas. and takde ruginya kalau kita cinta Dia. dapat pahala lagi ada. Dia..

- maha pengasih (pada orang yang sangat dikasihi)
- maha penyayang (pada orang yang suka disayangi)
- maha kaya (pada orang yang rasa kaya tu adalah segalanya)
- maha pegampun (pada orang yang sering melakukan kesilapan)

dari itu, fikiralah dengan sewajarnya. sayangi diri kita dahulu dan kemudian sayangi orang sekeliling kita. untuk mengakhiri entry merepek kali ini, renungkanlah..


Tak perlu mencari teman secantik Balqis jika diri tak seindah Sulaiman,Mengapa mengharap teman setampan Yusuf jika kasih tak setulus Zulaikha, Tak perlu diri menjadi seteguh Ibrahim jika diri tidak sekuat Hajar dan Sarah. Mengapa didamba teman hidup seistimewa Khadijah jika diri tak sesempurna Rasulullah.

{ I love you tek,always and forever. Till death do us part.}

introducing a new bunch of ppl i met ytd. they are tek's friends. well, the lady in the center there, is tek's friend. and on the right hand side, they are fini's friends, in which now, considered as our friends too.

from left: my sayang tekdee, yours truly, our lady fini, new found friend lin and parner hakim.
tts us. together with fini and her partner, Mr Rain.

meet the 3 musketeers: my sayang tekdee, our fun-fun mr rain and mister smiley hakim.

we had our dinner at the Rex restaurant. supposedly planned to have dinner and watch a movie but then we decided to join them for dinner onie as the movie that they chose to watch would start very late, and to avoid any arguments with my parents from goin home late, tek decided not to join them, and we can watch with them some other time. luckily my sayang tekdee here was very understanding.

and so we ate and chitchatted. from job scopes, to table manners, favourite types of dogs, which imam we're following, and the bonus qn of the day,
"y there cant be a male preschool teacher?"
and from my own experience and recalling they way my lecturer told me the reason, i told them y. and its obvious u will have different feedbacks esp from Mr Rain. he said sth bout the career being sexist. well at least fini agreed wit me.

we went separate ways when weya and "kakak ipar" came. they din join us for the dinner but they joined later for the movie. and on our way home, we were caught in the rain and were all drenched when we reach the mrt station. we ran all the way from the traffic light at cathay all the way to the mrt. phew!

reached home 15 mins before midnite. and had karaoke session wit tek. we sang lots of songs and i simply love ytd's conversation.



and today i cooked spaghetti. since im not werking for this whole week, and ibu, almost everyday she's bugging me to cook, cook, cook. and so i chose today to cook. the weather was perfect and i had a great time in the kitchen. and so above are the ingredients to make the spaghetti sauce. i cooked spaghetti bolognaise.

tts how it looks like after u added in the puree and diced tomatoes. while cooking these, i rmbered i used to cook these for lesbo fee. whenever she wants to eat the pasta, she will buy the things and i will cook them for her.

*sigh* miss those times u noe.

and voila! the product. its finger lickin' good aye. one day, im gonna cook one of my favourite pasta dish (tek's fav too) for tek.

and i guess my sayang have been waiting patiently for me since 11.30, and i shall stop here now. toodles.

currently the camera is with tek now. tt is y i cant upload the pics and update my blog with the pictures that we took during our recent activities. well, if u cant wait, then u mite wanna click on "My Purple Hustle" at the link navigator to see them at tek's blog. he has uploaded plenty of pictures.

im on leave for this whole week and im so freaking happy. im not gonna complain im bored at home as my mom will be at home for 3 days. at least i would have someone to tok to. then i wont be so lonely and be dying of boredom. one of these days im cooking spaghetti. ive been longing to cook and eat spaghetti. the last time i ate it was like on luthfi's bday last yr august. i cooked servings for 100 ppl.

i read shim's blog. she blogged abt how she met ab. her kesayangan. reading her entry made me smile. and i recalled how actually i met my tekdee. well, every monthversary, we did our own reflections, and so far, we had 5 reflections on our relationship, and we're going strong. how i met him, was rather in an unorthodox way.

we met in a malay portal: www.anakmelayu.com
i was blogging abt my 21st bday bash and how i went all crayzie for the cousin, Shafiq, who had the most beautiful voice ever. i was blabbering abt the song tt he dedicated to me and got stuck in my head. and FYI, in AM, readers are allowed to leave any comment that they want to the blogger and the nick PURPLEHUSTLE commented on my blog.

PH cakap on 11.12.07: hmm. im thinkin, there will be a love story up next? ;P btw, happy being 21 ya. heheh. *org pun 21* :P

after i received this, i decided to leave him a sticky note, not noeing tat he did not subscribe to AM at tt point of time. a few days later, i received a sticky note from him, leaving behind his email addy. in tt note, he mentioned tt he is no longer subscribing to AM. i actually din realise tt this thing happen coincidentally, only after a mth we've been together that i got to noe, during one of those reflections sessions that we had, that each of us actually took our own initiative to msg each other first and not him just replying to my msg.

and then we added each other in MSN, and voila! tts how the first chapter of Pustek was invented.

dear tuhan,

i love him for who he is. pls grant me the ultimate patience so that i can be with him forever and pls but only u r the only one responsible to make things happen. if we're meant to be together forever, pls dekat kan hati kita berdua. if not, i will redha n accept on how things are going to be.

pls jauh kan the both of us from the "monstars2 and alien2" yang dengki and iri towards us.

from ur humble hamba,
Nurulhuda Hamidi a.k.a Pus
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