[Puspawangi]

Assalammualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

salam to all my mates. im back. but things aint getting any better though. im at woodlands library here. waiting for my adek angkat to come. well many things happen recently..follow the sequence aite..

1) my computer was hacked by some stupid hacker. it din only hack but also corrupt my online profile. most of my online frens already have the negative thoughts bout me. all these is because of tt hacker. now its CID-TCIB case. my cpu is wif my IO Veron. the TCIB officers need to do some checkin to find a proof n tangkap tt hacker. well its someone i knew anyway..so stupid of him to hack my comp n corrupt my online profile.

2) my boyfren, Bob Junior Dylan. he already pass away. da genap dua minggu die kembali ke rahmatullah. i miss him dearly. die menghembus kan nafas nya yg terakhir di australia. south wales. the things tt i got to always remember n pray for him is his yellow scruffy teddy,our engagement ring (now he gave it as b'day ring) his beanie n bj n his skate jeans. tts all. no pic of him. bile die menghembus kan nafasnyz yg terakhir,my pic is on his dada. n now the pic,yan told me is on his grave. i was so sad coz i din get to see him for the last time. i miss him so dearly..

3) remember zul. my teaching mate. yeah he left singapore already. he was being admitted to the oxford university. as soon as he graduated from SP. very proud of him. but wat really make me shocked is tt he called me at 4am,a few days before he left s'pore n tell me tt he want us to engage. when actually i have no feelings for him. absolutely no feelings towards him. i dunnoe y he have feelings for me. da nampak sah i have to reject. my mpm was so terperanjat. my dad too. my dad wanted to have to slow talk wif him but he have to leave for KL. my dad lambat setapak. then my mum said.."kite jus tunggu n lihat. kima tahun akan datang macam maner..kalau die tul tul sayang kau,die takkan berubah hati. jus wait n see dalam jangka masa lima tahun."
5 yrs lama tau...insya allah..
haiz..zul zul...Mohd Zulkarnain..

4) met ilmy jus now. tok tok n pass him some cds tt he want to borrow. haiz. went to jurong swimmin wif the jbs peeps ytd. it was a belated nora's birthday celebration. tml m goin again. but this time wif my siblings! hehehe

aite aite i got to go liao. update more when i have the time. salam alaik..