i need to ease myself. but how?

i miss my arry. u noe?

today was a bore at werk. seriously i tell u.
management shud have just let us stay at home and spent our own time doin our own stuffs.
it defeat the purpose of coming to werk today also. we were slacking. physically.
and so a senior teacher have to show good exmaple, i did admin stuffs.

i really need to master in all these admin matters ya noe. whenever im handling the receipt
book, my hand starts to tremble. on its own.

niways, im supposed to do calling of parents. but at the same time i have to ammend the handouts for the nursery trials. very tedious u noe.

and i seriously dunnoe wats up wit the KCS. its on this sat, and ive yet to receive any news bout it. heard that they have yet to conferm the speakers. i really hope that im not one of the speakers.

its a no no fun.

anyhoos, chatted on fone wit khairi ytd till 3.15. am. in the wee hours. u noe u can never go bored when it comes to toking wit him. theres always sth to tok or discuss or laugh about. he commented that i have ultra sweet smiling. how sweet can he be?

sweet kencing manis can?

n im suppose to meet min today. he said hes fetching me from werk. but this sayang fren of mine, painted his room and forget all about me. how saddening is tt..? i had to go home alone just now. was super dooper sleepy and i slept in the bus while im on my way home. and i actually rested my head on this abang's shoulder. very the malu u noe.

such a maluation.

terserlah sungguh kepenatan gue.

tmr is christmas! enjoy ppl.

merry christmas! selamat hari natal!

i shud be sleeping. i noe. but i just cant.

i tink i miss khairi. hes away. at JB. since ytd.
will onie be home tmr. cant wait for him to be home.

2 days ago, my aunt msged me n asked for my email addy.
i din ask alot. i tot some another forwarded email she wants to share wit me.

she called me just now instead.

*hp rings..

along: kak, ngah buat aper..?

me: ngah check mail. knp?

along: ader dapat email baru tak..?

me: ader la. dari keje. knp?

along: ohh belom lagi lah tu.

me: knp ni? sape anta email kat orang?

along: ala, kakak mesti suka kalau kakak dapat tau sape anta. ader orang mintak email add kakak.

me: sape mintak?

along: ader la. nnt kakak tau jugak. tk bleh bilang la. rahsiamu rahsiaku antara along ngan dia.

(background voice suara my makcik whom i call cik.."dia tanya da berpunya ke belum..?")

along: (she repeat..) haa, dia tanya da berpunya ke belom.

me: mesti la belom. aper je. saper ni asyik tanya ni..? lelaki ke pompan?

along: kalau da tanya da berpunya ke blom, mesti la lelaki. kakak tunggu je nnt die email.

me: ahh ye la. bye.

along: kakak mesti suka punya la. bye..

saper eh? *wonders*

have i told u dat i miss khairi? cit cit cit! anak saper la nie tk habis2 rindu anak orang lain.

found someone.
met in an unorthodox way. and its going pretty well now.
for a virgo guy, it seems sagittarian like me have no problem in clicking.
its the fast forward thing.

i almost forgot bout min when hes ard.
hes khairi btw. specialty in our frenships?
god noes wat it is.
total cuteness. so sweet kencing manis.

he made me sing " my heart." never tot i wanna sing tt song.
i never like tt song.
so in return, i made him learn to sing " kau auraku."
he may not sound as good as syafiq, well spotted cz hes khairi.

many sleepless nites wit him. dunnoe wats there to tok about.
but still, hanging up will be the last option.
hes mr nice guy. mr intelligent.
n i heart a very smart conversation. it is never mundane i wud say.
its all about under the sun.

i love the movie "love actually"
he too.
*smiles*


knock! knock!

password?

ur pus. password?

ur arry.

* utter sweetness *

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all. I was happie today the whole day. Onie god noes wats my feelings for today.

xoxo Miffy Izzy

Darin Zanyar

http://youtube.com/watch?v=4WW9hoMkA04

watch this. tell me that hes hot.

thanks for the gift ppl. im still in my bday mood. this is half of it k. im still receiving it up till now. i received lots from adidas, body shop and GUESS. thanks la ppl. i really love it ya noe.

thanks lesbos for the adidas gift set. really keep stock to my parfumes k. thanks to nazirul's mummy for the Guess wallet. and to my makcik, thanks for the Guess handbag and wallet. i m so in love wit it now.

thanks to besfren osman for the parker pen and the 2008 diary. really need it. for some ppl like me.

many to mention tau. thanks to those yang kasi adidas gift set. from body shops. chocolates. special thanks to abg apul for the bouquet and the winnie the pooh bear. i love all my gift.

more to come ppl.

till the 21st white rose.

Black and White Birthday Party 2007