Soul, heart, and body, we thus singly name,

Are not in love divisible and distinct,

But each with each inseparably linked.

One is not honour, and the other shame,

But burn as closely fused as fuel, heat, and flame.

They do not love who give the body and keep

The heart ungiven; nor they who yield the soul,

And guard the body. Love doth give the whole;

Its range being high as heaven, as ocean deep,

Wide as the realms of air or planet's curving sweep.

xoxo Pus

i threw something precious away yesterday. at the boat quay when i was wit my tekdee. it was with me for more than 4 years. never was once i remove it. it was something that is soooo precious to me but not worth keeping it.

what was it u ask?

the ring that my ex boyfriend azmy gave.

i was a bit emotional after i threw it away. i just cant believe what i just did. and i am proud of myself for doing it. finally i pluck up the courage to do something in which i never dare to do before this.

why i do it u ask me?

like i said earlier. y bother keeping something which is no more worth of having it. the person who gave it to me might have chucked it somewhere, n me the fool here still have it on my finger. ridiculous rite. so i decided to throw it away, with all the memories and start a new fresh one wit tek.

if u were to look closely at my finger, it still have the bekas n it looked awful. ape taknya, for almost 4 yrs plus, i din remove it. ive been wearing it since. now my fingers look plain. *look at tek*

wo ai ni. *smiles*

i love you.

i love ur presence.

thanks for being there for me when im in need.

i love you and only u.

ure the onie one in my heart.

and no one can replace u.

i love ur "so-sweet-kencing-manis" gestures. dun ever stop doing it and being one.

muax!

this honeymoon period wont end. if u get sick n tired reading my bloggie, then shoo! be gone freakz!

love u tekdee.

A student asked his teacher: What is love?

The teacher answered: In order to answer your question, go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is, you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.

The student went to the field and went through the first row. He saw one big paddy, but he wondered, maybe there is a bigger one later. He saw a bigger one, but maybe there is an even bigger one waiting for him. Later, after he went through more than half of the paddy field, he started to realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous ones he saw. He knew he had missed the biggest one, and he regretted it. He ended up going back to the teacher with empty hands.

The teacher told him: This is love. You keep looking for a better one, but when you realize you have already missed the one for you, it is too late.

The student asked: What is marriage then?

The teacher said: In order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is, you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.

The student went to the corn field, this time he was careful not to repeat the previous mistake. When he reached the middle of the field, he picked one medium corn he felt satisfied with, and came back to the teacher.

The teacher told him: This time you brought back a corn. You looked for one that is just nice, which you have faith in, and stick with it with the belief that this is the best one for you. That is marriage.

Hmm... so many talks about love. Okay people, get back to your work now! Please take note that this post is not meant to encourage you to fall in love or whatsoever. Simply a reminder for us to accept readily what has been bestowed upon us. (:

*loves my family and friends*
*love u tek*

this is for u tek. i will.

The Whole Prankrama

tts the video of the whole thing. so its a success la kan. the prank was a succesful (tek, wit one L or double? confuse bebeh.) one. ROTFLMO

next is lesbo fee!

ola. loyalties. n tek. *smiles*

im in school wen im blogging rite now. n daman accompanied me.
i cant wait for tmr. its that bday boy bday bash. n the fun ting is dat, he dun even noe
a single thing that we've planned for him. i chatted wit him on msn jz now.
n i tried my very best not to spoil the whole plan.
*winks*

i cant wait to see his reaction when he finds out that hes bike is stolen.

utter coolness.
another coolnesss thing is tt, surya noes tek's bestfren.
they knew each other so so well. how excited can i get? i was super dooper excited la kan!
heh. but then they are no more friends rite now. dunnoe y also. i din actually ask her la.
i bet it is sth private lor. maybe its too personal to be shared.

niways, i dunnoe that i can attract guy's attention so well u noe. haha. count on the cheers guy. ex boyfie who is still longing for my love and also that mc dee guy. macam lagu hafiz as'ari. my butterfly.

"ure my butterfly. u the one that caught my eye.."

haha. but too bad la kan to all those guys. i have my tek liao. n i love him like crazyyyyyyyzie!
*smiles*

who love my new skin?

*wave hands like siao cabo* ME!ME!ME!

credits to Lesbo Aidah. love ya.
love u more tek.

*throws confetti* Peace Loyalties!
*roll eyes*

ok n so mdm said i need to be very firm. towards them.

early morning i did briefing and had fun "sindiring" someone. u noe how it felt to be stabbed from behind. its not fun tau. yes i noe everyone have the right to save their own skin, but provided u noe wats the thing that came out from ur mouth.

mulut takde insurance btol.

this was wat i said to my teachers in the morning briefing.. "teachers, i need ur co-operation when it comes to this. this is very important. this is about DP. i seek your kindness. rmb wat teacher noni said to u ppl last time, that u are responsible for ur own DP. check wg_teachers for the DP. no sign of DP, inform the HT or myself, ur ST. when mdm ask about DP, answer it using ur commone sense uh. dun point fingers at others. saying like, ohh ive inform tr nurul and she din do anything. u tink its fun issit to say like that? wat makes u think i din do anything? wat makes u think that u said the right thing? u must have the initiative to check the email daily.."

and while i was goin on n on n on, the one yang makan chilli tu terasa la pedasnya kan.

doin of teaching aide pun sama. i asked," cher, i gave u the PG DP oready rite, dun forget to do the necessary teaching aide ok."

die bleh jawab uh.."nak buat macam mana? kasi gamba macam gini. ni bukan teaching aide. gamba tak teratur. simpang siur je."

i was like apa sia. what is she trying to implement here? and so i said with my shocking tone of voice, "cher, if thats the case, do on ur own then. have the initiative to make ur own teaching aide. mmg la kalau nak harapkan appendix for PG, macam mengharapkan bulan jatuh ke riba, but then we teachers have to think fast and act fast. we cannot be spoonfeeding u teachers 24/7. do on ur own la. bukan nyer susah sgt.."

and i walked away k. my SU was like smilling and showing me thumbs up. mim alif lam sin btol uh dia. tk bleh angkat.

jz now checked teaching aide. i checked hers. hers was done like "lu suka wa suka" kinda teaching aide tau. the type that was photocopied directly on a coloured paper and cut. n call that a teaching aide. no mounting n stuffs. i asked.."cher, teaching aide ni macam kenal jek..hehe"

she answered, kinda panic uh.."tk uh. ni yang dorang forward la. i print."

ahh ye la. tipu ngan si penipu. been there done that la. nak buat tu professional la sikit kan. like as if i dunnoe u took the ready made one from another class and photocopied it. sooo geram! i just smiled n nodded.

so i guess the entry for tdy is to vent my anger je la kan. gendeng.

i love my FRANCE 2! walaupun dorang menyetan n menyirapkan darah! kite nyanyi hokey pokey lagi eh? ORITE SUME SUKE!!!

i still cant breathe properly. not because of asthma. choy! but because of the nose block.

and he, really made my day.

he returned my smile after the long day of sulking because of the nose block.

tek, saya sayang awak tau.

yg lain, jgn jeles k.

orite sume suka!

i fell in love with the song by ST 12. an indon band. the song "rasa yang tertinggal" is stuck in my head now.


*winkz*


i love my tek. he came to skool today and helped me n team members to finish up
the theme board and learning studio. rite after, we head home. feeling so hungry but too
tired to go anywhere. it really made my day u noe.


he who was there for me when im in need.
he who was there to assist me in stuffs.
he who was there for me when i needed a shoulder to cry on.


i din actually cry la kan. but i was a bit down when i din get to do my teaching aide noeing
that i can print all the stuffs in the world. tt k2 teacher of mine din left the cd behind, and now
she have to do for me the teaching aide. in which, i dun really quite agree of her doing it for me.
i have my own preference, and i dun mind doing my own teaching aide eventhough it can be very tedious.


niways, we left skool at 5. on our way home, tek actually caught someone's attention. she kept on looking at tek. *winkz* whenever the bus stops at a particular stop, she will turned n looked at tek. whenever we laughed out loud, she'll turned around and looked at tek. at tek onie tau. and guess wat, we alighted at the same stop. i can't help it but to tell tek this..





"tek, meenachi tu nak number u tu agaknya. kasi la. dia malu nak mintak.."


and tek gave me dat sexy-look-a-like-look and i laughed all the way. cute la he. see wat i mean. even a meenachi also terpikat at him. how can i not love him?


ohh and have i told u loyalties that i love him?
ya i love him.


love you. (points to tek.)


lesbos, amacam? triple date kepe? bring it on beb. niways, looking forward to biq's bday bash tau fee. update ppl. update. cant wait to play prank on him.


next ni lesbo fee plak. aidah, pe cite? kitorang plan siang2 uh. jgn blg die k. fee, jgn baca tau.
kitorang ader surprise uh aku rasa.


ROTFLMAO!

its official now bebeh. *smiles*

i love you. (points to tek)

friends asked, "aper sia tek..?"

very difficult to explain k. wat impt is that, me n him noes wat it means.

niways, it just happened. n i din expect it to happen.

*smiles*

im head over heels u noe. i tot im not getting myself into any relationship anytime sooner.

but then, see wat happened now.

like my student said..

her: nazirul, how come there are so many ants here?

him: ala, we are the most sweetest boy and girl over here rite..?

six yr old kid said it tau. cit cit cit! niways. he is the sweet n me the sour one. when combine,

u'll get the sweet n sour specialties. upon request onie. ROTFLMAO.

(points to shima) i miss u tau gf. where were u all this while?

how come so senyap? din miss me issit..?

i overjoyed la. dunnoe y. my mak angkat tersayang said this..

" berseri2 ajer tau tr nurul ni. mesti ader pape tau nie. kan manis jek kalau kau senyum jek."

kembang can? ish takpe2. malu la saya. haha y i senyum u asked..?

i cant help it but to oways think about tek. sometimes, the thing that he said that made me sayang him more n more n more. n he never fail to melt my heart like cheese. i love him u noe?

first date went well. he met my parents. and now everything is good tho.

*smiles*

school was fun. i was referring to iman. not my skool at nanyang.

i love my France. love them to bits. a partner from iman Yishun said that the kids from
Al-Azhar 07 tt was transferred to Yishun was super smart. i was proud u noe. those kids was once taught by me. she said..

"budak woodgrove al-azhar yang transfer ke yishun sume pandai2 belaka. aku mintak 3 sentences die kasi aku 6 terus! senang hidup aku!"

im so proud of u kiddos. berbaloi rite all my hardship in making u to be a better and clever person. im sure u ppl have no problem in ur K2 life. and im sure ure prepared for primary 1 k.

*pause n think*

aper budak2 ni baca ke blog aku? macam paham jek aku tulis blog kali ni untuk dorang. masalah mental btol.

*smack forehead!* terserlah kegendengan aku.

niways, back to serious business. that Raden Fahmy Farouqy tu kan always send chill down my spine. i had enuff wit the complained tt the mom made about me to mr adi. and then now, she lodge another stupid complain in which to me is merepek.

she said we teachers berbual sesuka hati kita. she happened to eavesdropped our conversation. MAMPOZ i said. she said she heard everything about us talking bad stuffs and commenting on the directors. i was freaking mad to the maha maksima. for all i noe, in the presence of a parent, we teachers dun interact with each other. count on the years ive been teaching la.

and im a senior teacher for woodgrove for many reasons tau. bukan nak riak or bangga uh but then pakai otak uh. im not in the mood also she complained. how the hell she noe that im not in the mood. aper die ader psychic powers kepe? gendeng. masalah otak uh.

n so i said to myself. when theres no other thing she can complain about, my attire later she will complain. silap hari bulan baju aku jadikan die sakit hati..

" ur teachers pakai baju, ringkas2. tak dress up. tak gosok. ronyok.."

itu time, aku kasi smack pada muka dia. siaonene!

niways, did i tell u i miss my tekdee? no? i din? well..

I MISS YOU TEKDEE!

im back from malacca. anybody miss me?
i noe u guys did tp tknk mengaku ryte..?
heh.

im meeting them today! (points to lesbos..)
wonder if the old kakis are tagging along. planned nak karaoke la.
bowling la. chill la. macam2 plan.

tmr da start skul beb. back to serious business. tknk balik lambat2 beb.

niways, i have a new name for my sayang. oops! i mean my arry. ish.
khairi la.

*shy*

smlm ryte, we were toking about kawin-kawin. *giggles* cute kan? n let me tell u sth,
he sounded soooooooooooooo similar to reza from GG. can pengsan kan?

my heart melt each time he called me sayang. cit cit cit! anak saper la ni kan. i
must have sounded so gendeng over the fone the moment he said "sayang". and have i told u dat he is soooo sweet kencing manis. he dun like when i said tat coz he said it sounds soo diabetic. ok kan?

daripada papa jahat. euw!

i planned to sing for him seribu tahun by imran ajmain but then ryte, i cant rmb the lyric.
(points to moon..) sowie eh moon, tk hafal uh. i sux when it comes to the jiwang senti-mentel kinda lagu.

maybe tonite la but then i already told my tek that i cant tok to him til in the wee hrs. tmr first day of skool, so first impression very impt ryte. :) i m sooo looking forward for tmrw. cant wait to meet nazirul. my one n onie cupcake.

cupcake.

i shud call my tek cupcake.

i love u. (points to tek..)