now thats Princess Aurora from the Sleeping Beauty. this is how the story shall goes..


i was marking the CAs for session 2. i sat in between shima n suz. the rest of the collegue were at their respective places. when it reached to Wk 10, the children are required to create a sentence about thier teachers. i came across one of my student's book. this was wat she wrote..


"My teacher is Teacher Nurul. she is pretty like Princess Aurora." and i think theres more but unfortunately i cant recall the whole stanza. but thats not the point. so im not an avid princess lover. and i asked the ppl that sat around me. they were busy helping to mark the books too. i was wondering who is Princess Aurora? from which fairy tale? how does she looked like? so the ppl that sat near me was telling me, the princess from beauty and the beast la. the mermaid la. daman or who said, from the Fairytopia la. but still, we were unsure. i was excited la when my own children said that, coz i believe that children are very honest. they dun write it down because they have to.


then came in an unexpected voice from the other table...


"Ala, Princess Aurora yang tak cantik tu la. Yang muka dia macam bapok tu.."


i was gob-smacked. n it hurts me alot. like a lot la kan. coz i never knew theres a princess that looks like bapok. so i replied..


"eh thanks uh ****." and i gave her a very super dooper jeling uh. nasib baik tak kero mata aku.


dalam hati, eh siak uh. tak agak2 la seh nak jawab. ada ke dia kata princess aurora yang macam bapok. ape budak2 ni suka ngan princess yang muka macam bapok? so shims tried to reassure me and said..


"watever the matter is, u dun look like bapok k. da dun bother.." and she continued marking.
i looked down and onie god noes how soreful it is. hati aku macam disiat2 la. tak sensitive langsung.


tapi its all good la kan. kecantikan takkan kekal. skg muka kau lawa, esok lusa, mana la tau muka aku ni lagi lawa daripada kau.


















ye tak ye yana?!

a quick one. as tek gonna call me in 10 minutes time.

niways, the dance for this sat's dinner has complete. super dooper gerek. and my thigh are aching like wat and i can barely walk. but walking beside tek made me forget the pain and the tightened muscles.

i love u tekdee.
ohh and if onie the pay is already in..

*cloud 9*

i can be mentally disabled if i were to keep on thinking about the someone who is intruding of my pvt life. this is very disturbing. and if this goes on with him wanting to go thru my archive, i mite need to lodge a report.

aku rimas la. kalau bleh nak aje aku letak 24 hrs notice.
takdenya aku nak berenti cara baik kalau kisah hidup aku luar dalam pun dia nak jaga.
nak sangat jaga nama company konon.

kalau nak diikutkan, i never blog much abt it.
chet!
masih meluap2 ni kemarahan aku.
membara-bara la sangat!
and lagi menyirap when admin told me, we won last yr's idol due to "kesian".
one word.



MUSIBATON!

ok. now i have to invite readers. back to square one, i have to ask for log-ins now.
very the leceh but wat to do.
we have nosey parkers and ears have wall.

look, if i dun have the liberty to blog anything and till the extend that i have to be careful wit wat i blog abt, its damn irritating. its disturbing but then, my blog my say. if u dun like it, just move away. u dun have to show to the rest of the world and BITCH about wat i wrote. cant take it confront me face to face la.

report kat bapak buat ape!
skg aku peh suka nak cakap ape, sbb kau tak di-invite langsung untuk baca!!
geramnya aku!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NP = NoseyParker.

enuff said.

Friendship is like a flower,

Glowing in its glory,

Each and every seed,

Telling its own story.

As each flower blooms,

And then continues to grow,

More of its strength and knowledge,

Continues to show.

And like a garden,

It blooms much more fair,

When carefully tended,

By those who care.

Once in a while,

You come acress a friend,

Who is as beautiful as a flower,

With a good heart to lend.

So I picked this flower,

And pulled it apart,

And soon all its pieces,

Grew into my heart.

But when I realized,

Is that this flower that grew,

Was not leaves and petals,

But pieces of you.

Your love and kindness,

Your strength and power,

Have helped me grow,

Into my own little flower.

And now with our friendship,

I'll never let go,

And we can help others,

To flower and grow.

************************************************

on a serious note, im at the verge of breaking down. i dunnoe how much longer i can stand and overcome everything that is coming through me. i just hope that i can endure all the obstacles and get it done and over with.

Oh Tuhan, please give me the strength and the ability to move and carry on. Ameen ameen ya rabbal a'lamin.

It doesn’t take a reason to love someone, but it does to like someone. You don’t love someone because you want to, you love someone because you are destined too. It’s because you fall in Love with them, that you then try to find a reason, but you always come up with the answer, No reason!

It has been a happy 8 months with you Tek...

I love you sayang...

this picture here is soooo cantik or wat? i am in love wit this picture. credit goes to lesbo Aidah as this moment was captured using her Canon EOS something something and Tekdee too for editting it. that was the 1st beautiful sunset that the both of us managed to catch at Sentosa Island @ Tanjung Beach.

my sayang here kan, has this very unique way of expressing his rinduness towards me. there are a few msgs that never fail to make me smile and sometimes chuckled to myself. and when he texts me while im werking, rite after im done wit the last session's dismissal, his msgs would always make me smile. this guy here surely noes how to do it. noeing that hes an english speaking man most of the time, reading his msgs in malay always make me feel awkward.

this one here is my most favourite malay msg from him..

"Nur kekasihku, ingin sangat abang hendak bersua muka dgn Nur, walaupun sesaat pun dalam perjalanan pulang. Tetapi, ada bisikan mungkin datangnya dari yang Ilahi mengatakan jangan. Biarlah abang merindui Nur, dan Nur rindui abg, dgn lebih lagi. Tahuilah, tiada siapa lagi pun yang mengisi hati abg yg tidak sempurna selain Nur, dan tahuilah, abg sgt sayangkan Nur.."

hehe cute kan my sayang ni. not to u maybe, but it is to me. sayang, u noe la im not tt expressive like u kan, and i never feel the rimas with wat u do for me. i like it and will always like it. in fact, dun stop doing it. keep on surprising me. this is the recent msg tt he gave to me. and this is so my tekdee.

"My love and desire for you is beating its pulse strong and alive rite now."

*heart melts*

my head is so heavy. everynite, before i go to bed, i actually had to swallow either, paracetamol, anarex or even worse, that yellow or purple migrain pill.

i dunnoe wats wrong wit me. i cant hear well too since ive been swallowing these tablets. im worried if things are getting worse. enuff wit the thyroid. and now, whenever i wanna turn my head, i had to move the whole body. i cant even tilt my head. and it hurts soooo bad.

u watch the movie "shutter" before?
saw the scene when the ghost sat on the actor's shoulder..?
tts the exact feeling im experiencing.

hmm now hungry ghost rite..?
skali....

ish. tk tk. aku tak buat pape pe.
tapi sakit sangat dooooooooooooooooooooong!

those are the overdue pics. i dun have the time to load it from the camera.
and since today im a lil bit free, i loaded all the long time pics in the camera and sort them out
accordingly.


now the pictures up there consist of the national day wit Iman @ school. those pictures are the France 1 and 2. i din get the France 3 as i was already bz when it comes to session 3. and i also inserted the pics of me and tek watching the fireworks at Nurul's office. (tek sec sch mate) and it was nice seeing the fireworks rite above the parliament house. thats the most memorable moment that i had wit tek. it was a romantic nite for us eventho the ambience is not so romantic. *smiles*


theres also the pcitures of me and family hiking the gunung ledang.im not in the picture mostly as i was busy wit the camera. but that besides the point. and theres also lesbo aidah's pic. a group pic taken by syawal. thats the most decent pic that i can find. hmm wat else. ya.


wait till im not sleepy anymore, i'll update it properly the nx time.
im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sleepy already. if onie i can make this thing load all the pictures faster to slide.com, it will be heaven. i'll be in lala land already.

i have so many things to update abt. from national day to the hiking of gunung ledang.
this yr national day was a memorable one. i managed to catch the fireworks wit my love.
and the most tiring part was, went hiking at gunung ledang and enjoyed the breeze.
i cant get to enjoy splishing splashing in the water due to unforeseen circumstances.

niways, proper update wit pics on national day celebration @ skool and wit love and not forgetting the trip to Tangkak, hiking gunung ledang; soon.

in the mean time, lets fly off to lala land.
toodles.

im almost done editting the songs. for the staff fiesta. i hope the rest like it tho.
if they dun, i mite get them to choreograph on their own. and at least i can concentrate on
other matter.

i was offered to choreograph 2 songs for 2 different occasions. and im not sure if im capable to
do it or just maybe i shud let it burn. let the time decide. sooner or later, i mite just post on youtube the outcome. so far there are 2 of the dance that i choreographed already on youtube. go figure. im not gonna tell. *evil-laugh*

this time, still wit my own all time favourite, malay contemp. i hope its gonna werk. and this is the first time im werking on sth that i editted the song on my own wit the least technical tutorial that i can get. watever it is, just wait for the end of the mth. we have less than 4 weeks to practice! dammit. when i can only teach on tue and thurs despite the fact that mon, wed and fri im having my nite class.

*may Allah bless me..*

today we had fun in school. apparently, i overheard a conversation btween child A and child B. they were -bi***ing- about me la sey.

Child A: see tr nurul today. she wear all blue. she must be very sad.
Child B: eh u noe rite she gt bf? mayb fight wit the bf.
Child A: or maybe she never get to sleep.
Child B: haha. but she wear make up today.
Child A: i like her when she wear make up. very pretty.
Child B: ya. if not she look like ghost.

and both girls giggled. cute la tu. then the Child A come to and ask..

Child A: tr nurul, how to spell "great"?
me: G-H-O-S-T
Child B: G..H..O.. eh this one ghost!

then she look at me and gave me that wide-eye look and laughed away. and she went to her friend and said this to her friend..

Child A: i tink tr nurul hear wat we tok about. *giggles*
Child B: *gasp* ohh my gosh!

and they both giggled. pfft.
tmr im gonna sit near them and eavesdropped on their conversation again.
interesting as ever these makcik convo @ france.

Niways, its my favourite twin uncle's birthday, Muhd Asraf and Muhd Asri.

the one on my right is my all time favourite uncle. i called him busu. and on my left, tts his twin, i called cik ari and hes over at Washington doing his Masters. some art related stuffs hes doin.

so, Happie 31st! busu, ure gonna be a daddy soon! cik ari, go kahwin cepat!

hehe!

its monday today. and im at home slacking my ass off.
y? iman is giving us the time off. y time off? ytd was one of our special yet tiring event.
the Imanites Sports Day at Yishun Stadium.

im the I/c for the mass aerobic. the stupic mike died on me.
and i had to raise my voice at the top of my lungs. most of the time, i shrieked.
and my voice went out of tune. but 3 parents gave me compliments! and its all good bebey!
im glad the 3 of us did well. eventhough that very morning we synchronise everything once and for all.
and u noe wat? till now i cant help to feel sooo regretful?
I DIN GET TO DRINK THE MILO FROM THE MILO VAAAAAAN!
ive always looked forward to drink the milo from the van.
the taste is ohh-soo-sedap tau! n the coldness from tt drink itself is cold enuff to bring down my body temperature. im on the tracks and god noes how sweaty-smelly-tiring-aching feet i was facing with while the kids were happily racing on tracks. its all good now. no complaining tho.

the next thing tt ive oways looking forward wasb the cheering competition. OMG. we worked so hard for it. and ya i shud be proud of it also. the kids and my teachers did well. eventho we practice so hard wit our stylo-milo clapping wit feet, ended up we only clapped like the children did. niways, the roar was impressive and ya. we did well. its just that we lose to Jurong or CCK. i cant rmb. but for sure its one of those small centres from the west side. ironic eh. small centre yet win the best cheer.

mascot. we thought we came up with the most brilliant idea. we were so wrong. Env got the best mascot and i dun have the idea how the mascot looks like. i dun even noe which animal representing their centre. i noe my centre is the T-Rex. Tamp is the chakar cheetah. and there were some koala and fox. but mascot from ENV, i totally never spotted it. and yet they won. ohh well. its all good. and we lose big time when it comes to banner competition. the description of the winner by Mr adi was very vague. "the biggest and pioneer centre.." and we tot just maybe, we won the banner competition. we put in our very best effort in doing the banner, just so u noe, we paint it with brushes and pure bare hands, and not some computer generated fonts. yet, tamp win. well. its all good. the "computer-generated-printed" fonts are their taste now.

nx yr, i mite as well, get my teachers to print all pictures and font and see if we can make it. dun bother choosing colours and paint it and mixing of colours just to get the right colour tone. pfft.

anyhoo, at the end of the day, we enjoyed. well i hope so. we brought home tonnes of food. since parents not at home, and i lost all my energy on the track plus im freaking hungry, me n zura decided to pack lots of food home. and since my sayang tekdee tot that the carnival starts at 2 when actually it ends at 2, i decided to bring for him some. he bought the coupons niways. nur cuma kesian je tgk ika,da siap2 nak g carnival, abg nye plak tak tau yang carnival tutup kul 2.

pfft.

and so now im done wit the laundry and cooking,here i am right now. surfing the net for my next assignment. i hate positive guidance so much. if onie, Scott wasnt my lecturer, my positive guidance module will be a bliss. tsk. now its the assignment tt im struggling wit. anyhoo,ive handed in my practicum 1 folder, im gonna start my practicum 2 anytime sooner. so..
busy busy as ever.

Sayang, hayatilah mada puisiku
Lakaran kerna hati tentang kesutera cinta
Kasih dengarkan lah madaku dendang
Alunan irama mendayu nada suara hatiku

Susunan kekata membawa seribu makna
Andainya ditafsir terselah keindahannya
Usah kau ragui keteguhan hati
Selagi nadi tak terhenti ku berpegang janji

Hari berganti, masa pun berlalu
Semakin teguh kasih dan sayang ku
Bersama berjanji sesama berkasih
Kini detik waktu menjadi penentu

Hari berganti ...

Merdu semerdu nada buluh perindu
Tiada terperi menyedu sanubari
Telah seiringan irama dan kekata
Biarlah ini menjadi lagu cinta kita

Andai nya takdir tuhan
Terjalin satu ikatan
Akan ku mahkotakan
Segala impian
Tiadaku persiakan

Sayang, akan ku terus sabar menanti
Hingga tiba masanya ku berinai dijari

{Sesungguhnya, Nur tak sampai hati nak marah lama-lama pada abang.}