today,my brain totally drained of ideas. i went home just now wit zura, literally dragging my feet.
i was super dehydrated and my head was spinning like merry go round. with that condition i actually accompanied zura to get some buka stuffs and her vintage bag. shes a freak i tell u.

those eeny-tiny-weenie bag are her thing and will always be her thing.
for me, jgn harap la. billabong or volcom please.

niways, in school just now, we did project booklet on Primary one. and as for today, we did one of the many activities, 'draw your dream school.' it is not exactly a dream school la as all of the kids already know which school they are going to and have seen it before. and so i sat wit aiman and daiyan again.

he was busy drawing his school, and so i asked,

me: aiman, tu skola wak-tanjong aiman?
he: ar ar la. biasa biasa je colour dia.
me: hmm. putih je eh. atas tu mmg flat eh?
he: ar ar la. takde roof. tak percaya tanya ust haada.

then after awhile, i decided to ask aiman again..

me: aiman, aiman yang decide nak pergi skola madrasah ke, atau mama yang suruh?
he: aiman yang decide.
me: kenapa aiman nak sekolah madrasah?
he: aiman nak belajar sampai Al-Azhar then jadi Doktor.

in my heart, i said, 'sejuk perut mama dia..'
6 years old and oready think about how far he wants to go.
impressive sungguh.

then this morning, i received a very shocking and sad news.
i did assembly wit kiah. she came to me,

her: cher nurul, nanti jgn lupa recite surah al-fateha for Irham's father. u ingat irham?
me: oh ya ingat. knp? sakit ke?

and wat kiah told me made me teared instantly..

her: parents dia accident motor. ayah die meninggal and ibu dia kat ICU skg.

and my eye sockets was filled wit tears.

me: innalillahi wa innalillahi rojiun. kiah... (and i fan myself, trying to control the tears from falling..)
her: eh cher nurul, u ok tak?
me: im not kiah. i sedih sgt. kesian irham. i fikir dia masih kecik kiah, n ni nak raya kiah..(and i cried rite at the assembly hall.)

and i cant help it. while reciting surah al-fateha, i actually cried again.
maybe im too sensitive but i totally can feel about this whole thing. and i kept on asking myself,
wat happen if this thing happen to me? how will i react?

and i chose not to think about it.

on the prayer mat, on my knees, i lifted my hands up high, asking for forgiveness from Him, begging for Mercy, and asked for "sirotul mustaqim". i ended it wit tears rolling down my cheek and doa kebaikan dunia & akhirat.

on a sidenote,
im missing tek alot. god noes how much im longing for him.
jumpa lagi bila nak raya ke tek?
Nur rindu abg sgt.

attentions to tekdee, lesbos, shims, adik ku farah, didi, rusydi and diana...

rmb i told u lovelies that im shortlisted for Muslimah Anggun 2008 organised by invoke.sg?
yes. apparently, the poll is up! and i need your very kind attention and a lil bit of ur time, to go to,

http://invoke.sg/ and Click on the icon Muslimah Anggun 2008. and don't forget to vote for yours truly, Anggun 3.

thank u for ur kind attentions. now you can go back to your seats and continue with your work.

salamz.

i learned a new word from daiyan today.
so me and aiman decided to use it on daiyan since he came up with this brilliant word.

so kawan2..
instead of tortoise,
my darling kid from france 3 said,

"teacher nurul, haris nangis sebab ustazah haada suruh die pegang totej.."

haha. totej k. bukan tortoise.
aiman n me cant stop laughing and were repeating the words.

"haha. tor-tis la. bukan totej. totej ape seh. hahahaha.."
and aiman dengan confident nya corrected daiyan. luckily daiyan is not the sensitive one.
he joined in the laughter.
cute kan?
so mas plak gave me a note,

"teacher nurul, if you are going to scold me and my friends, my umi is going to scold you."
and she jeling at me. wit that super thick cermin mata of hers.

"fine. i won't talk to u girls then. do watever u want."

and true enuff, i din tok to them. and the boys pun ambil kesempatan to menjeng wit me la kan.
haiz.
kids nowadays.

so, tulis this word in ur Kosa Kata book, Totej = Tor-tis.

Never know how much I love you, never know how much I care
When you put your arms around me, I get a fever that's so hard to bear
You give me fever - when you kiss me, fever when you hold me tight
Fever - in the the morning, fever all through the night.


Sun lights up the daytime, moon lights up the night
I light up when you call my name, and you know I'm gonna treat you right
You give me fever - when you kiss me, fever when you hold me tight
Fever - in the the morning, fever all through the night.


Everybody's got the fever, that is something you all know
Fever isn't such a new thing, fever started long ago.
Romeo loved Juliet, Juliet she felt the same
When he put his arms around her, he said "Julie baby you're my flame"
Thou givest fever, when we kisseth, fever with thy flaming youth
Fever - I'm afire, fever yea I burn forsooth.


Captain Smith and Pocahontas had a very mad affair
When her Daddy tried to kill him, she said "Daddy-O don't you dare"
Give me fever - with his kisses, fever when he holds me tight
Fever - I'm his Missus, Oh daddy won't you treat him right.


Now you've listened to my story, here's the point I have made:
Chicks were born to give you fever, be it Fahrenheit or Centigrade
They give you fever - when you kiss them, fever if you live and learn
Fever - till you sizzle, what a lovely way to burn.
What a lovely way to burn.
What a lovely way to burn.

***************************

What a lovely way to burn.

i did asked my love ones to write for me a testimonial rite? in regards to the Muslimah Anggun 2008. yes beb. u got it rite. ur fren here, the big-bone-chubby-plus+size fren here is shortlisted for the Muslimah Anggun 2008 competition organised by invoke.sg.

so i made lesbos and tek to write for me a testimonial. impressive one that was done by the lesbos i must say. thank u so much lesbos. appreciate it so much and i din noe that u guys are able to see the things and qualities that u both mentioned in the testimonial. thank u alot.

well. thats not wat i wanna make as an entry tonite. i was waiting impatiently for the testimonial from tek. and wen i received it just before im about to doze off, it really left me in awe. read and tell me about it alright. am i bless or wat to have a bf who appreaciate me like alot alot alot!

Assalamualaikum wr wb,

May the reader of this document be in the best of Health and Iman, Insyallah,

RE : Testimonial of Nurulhuda Binte Hamidi

“Why she deserve to be the Muslimah Anggun”

Nurulhuda, as a whole, strikes me as a shy and modest person, and it is through these two traits of hers that I became attracted to her.

The 1st time I was on the phone with her, I was blown away by her softness in her words, her politeness, and her silent yet evasive sincere demeanour. She speaks with confidence that has that unique hue of shyness. Later conversations with her were very much enjoyable, as she was able to keep it up with both seriousity and humour at random intersections, which of course left me mused.

The 1st time I met her face to face at her home, in the presence of her parents.(Yes. She requested that I meet her parents first before I was ever to go out with her. To me, this only shows how her parents and family is very much important to her, as she made sure that her parents know with whom that she goes out with, and not to keep her friendships away from her parents.) Not only did she sound shy on the phone, but even in face to face, it was hard for me to land a proper eye to eye gaze on her. Though that was the case, it didn’t stop me from also falling in love with her smile, which is much better than the ones you see in her pictures. She has an impeccable sense of style in the way she dresses, always the discerning one when it comes to matching colours and accessories. However, she is also careful to make sure that what she wears do not cross Islamic boundaries, and is always mindful of preserving modesty.

After getting to know her longer, she strikes me as someone who is very patient and dedicated in her passion; and that is early childhood education. Even though her work is no mean feat, at the current moment, she manages to pull it off excellently while balancing it with her studies. She even won the best teacher award in her company. Even when the odds are against her, she would pull herself through it with the most lasting of patience.

Last but not least, she is the lady that I think would help guide myself to be a better person in His Eyes, and also someone whose company I would very much cherish for the rest of my life, and that is why I love her.

Muhammad Khairi Bin Md Nor

u read every single line of it? read in between the lines. (if u ever study literature, u'll noe wat i mean)

thank u sayang tekdee. i hope that if i dun win the Muslimah Anggun, i will always be the Muslimah Anggun in ur heart. always.

and in u lesbos's too. pray for me ppl. wish me luck.

kisah malam kelmarin yang da lama sangat tu rupa-rupanya masih belum selesai lagi.

i actually went bloghopping. and i came across someone, who was once an aquaintance to me, a close fren to tekdee. and i read her recent entries dated 5th September. as i continue reading the entry, i noe this entry gonna be about tekdee and that fateful nite. demi allah, ku fikirkan kisah malam penuh rintangan tu da lama berkubur. buried and sealed.

coz i clearly rmb tt, wat happened that nite really made my sayang sedih to the maha maksima. i shall not recap wat happened on that nite, coz me recalling it itself, is sangat painful. my heart was aching like hell too. and kalau nak difikirkan secara logic, smp hati dorang buat kat sayang macam tu. i mean of dorang tak suka my existence, fine by all mean, u can have tekdee for tt one nite, i dun mind, tp knp smp nak kena ketepikan dia kan. orang tu adalah susah payah fikirkan pasal besfren dia. n me? wat did i do? i told him to msg his besfren and ask him along. and made him asked the rest of e gang. bt the onie thing that the besfren can ans was, "not free"

padahal. padahal.

niways, taknak cite pasal tu lagi.

basirah, my kid from France 1 called me just now. i was cleaning up. and i answered my cell.

her: hello..
me: hello..
her: hello..erm.. mama talk to her la..
me: hello.. (da agak da ni mesti dia..)
her: emm..teacher nurul..this is basirah..
me: eh hi basirah. wats up?
her: mama tell her la mama..cit..mama..pls..emm..teacher nurul..emm.. (background: tell her la that the camp rock is on TV..) ohh. u noe the movie camp rock rite?
me: yes. y..?
her: its on TV now u noe. at disney channel.
me: (excited) really?! wat time it starts?
her: now. go change channel now ok.
me: ok basirah. thank u. i love u.
her: hehe. i love u too. bye.
me: bye baby.

and apa tak nya. dgn segera tukar channel and watch it la. and u noe wat ibu said?

"anak murid kakak tgk cite2 macam gini..? yang terkinja2 macam qirdun..?"

ceh. fikir balik. ibu aku da terer la plak kan pakai qirdun instead of monyet. haha

"ala bu, ni macam high school musical jugak la kan. orang blaja tgk cite ni pun sbb budak2 ni yang ajar la. dorang tak habis2 nyanyi lagu cite ni dalam class. macam tak puasa. menyanyi tak habis2..."

haa begitu la suasana dalam class France beta. dengan tak ber-air con. dengan sume yang macam makcik2. berdandan tak habis2. nak glamour aje. sampai kan blom balik, dekat pintu, salam2 kawan bleh buat chic style slappin' hand and dengan most menjeng nyer, they will say..

"glamour always girls..!"

dari mana blaja pun beta tak tau la!

hi ho ppl. amazingly, today, i kept on thinking about tekdee. u see, ytd, rite after iftar at Kallang, fini and bf and other kakis, picked us up at Kallang MRT and went slacking at big splash;East Coast. i came down straight after we were dimissed wit lesbo Fee. aparently Biq were not there yet, i had to leave first. and Sayang Tekdee told me that Fini wants to meet. its a pleasant surprise la i must say coz the last time we met was a few mths back.


and so. imagine. 6 ppl (4 major plus size peeps) squeezed or rather chucked! into one subaru family size car. at first i was quite reluctant to join them. but since sayang tekdee was looking forward to it and Fini was very keen till she said, " bleh la. can go in. try.." and it ended up Gideon had to sit on Weya's lap. Gideon is very small 18 yr old boy, so theres no problem for Weya i guess. Mr Rain is at the front seat, while Fini is the driver. and me, tek was at the center, and i had to sit half of my butt on the seat and the other half of my butt had to lean against the door.


very cramp i tell u. but somehow, the idea of very crampy never existed. in fact, i felt so close to tek. and its been quite sometime already that we were that close. i can feel tek's warm breath. and his sweet scent makes me wanna cuddle up even more and not wanting the journey to end. he whispered many things. and i love it when he does that.


ever heard Secondhand Serenade; Fall For You? that song is really suitable for that moment.

"because tonite will be the nite that i will fall for u, over again..

dun make me change my mind.."

and these are the kakis. the one in stripes is Mr Rain. and gf, Fini. opp Mr Rain is Gideon, the tiny boy. and beside Gideon is my sayang tekdee and yours truly. Weya is not in this picture as shes the one who snapped the pic. well i cant wait patiently for blogger to load the pics, so i shall onie blog wit these two pics.

and Weya snapped this shot. i like. very impromptu.

I love ytd's event. and i love my Tekdee alot.

apologies for the very long of hibernating. i was away for some important stuffs and here i am back once again. to update to u ppl abt the dinner that i had for this yr teachers day dinner. *eyes rolled up* see up there? tts me. and tts how i looked like for this year theme; Sahara Nite. at first i tot, WG gonna stands out again like last yr since no one bothered to dress up and we emerged as the best center theme, and thus, the word "kesian" derived.


so i tot just maybe we wear sth mellow and dun really stands out from the rest. but somehow or rather, all the kaku but prety kakis said to go all out tt nite and they came up wit brilliant costumes wit brilliant accessories. and on tt nite, *cough**cough* somehow or rather, lesbo fee's center *cough**cough* appeared astonishingly jambu and they won the best centre theme.


baik ar beb. good job. aku suka selendand korang. very shimmery-shimmery sleeq-a-like.
nevertheless, wat im gonna tell now is way important that the costumes. WG, won big this year. and i teared when i hugged lesbo just to tell her how excited i was. she's the best lesbo ever. thanks fee. yes. this time kite menang bukan sebab "kesian". we deserved it.


*sob**sob*

anyhoo, enuff wit the sentimental issues, this picture here shows me (the white one incase u dun recognise me) doin make up on dil's face. she was my 8th face that i had to work on and mind u, i was doin for a total of 11 faces, excluding myself! so u can imagine how much energy was left when it comes to my face. when it comes to applying the eye shadows, my hands arent steady anymore. and i dun look as gorgeous as the rest if u noe wat i mean.

i guess, the next time, when it comes to the make up and stuff, i'll get jalil or the PA peeps to help me out. bleh terkehel beb tangan beta.

we left the centre by 4.30. picked up the neighbouring centers and proceed to the venue. ohh have i mentioned? this yr dinner is not as some posh hotel like we used to have, but its onie at Lagunsari. its all good btw. wats impt is that the ppl that turned up tt nite looked dashing!

so this is me and my other kakis. suz n daman. we had to wait at the lift lobby for god noes how long till my feet ache. luckily i put on croc. imagine if i were to put on heels like the rest? by the time it reaches to the point that we have to perform, adek terpaksa angkat bendera putih.

ROTFLMAO!!

we sat on table no. 12. by the end of the nite, out tables are full of trophies. huge one i must say. like i mentioned earlier on, we won big this time. we won

• Best Center 2008
• Champion for Iman Idol
• 1st Runner Up for Learning Studio
• 1st Runner Up for Theme Board
• Tr Yana - 2nd Runner Up for Miss Sahara Nite
• Tr Shimah - Champion for Miss Sahara Nite
  

introducing the miss sahara nite. Tr Shima. Congratulations bebeh! macam nak kena pinang dgn raja arab in any minute je la seh!




and see there? i told u our table are covered wit trophies and rose petals! n tts WG kakis and the RM-Madam Nor. the one who always shouted at me if theres anything that goes wrong in the center. im glad that we won the best center despite the fact that our center looked like a rubbish chute when Mdm Hani came for the audit.


and i was on leave.


We came with nothing but went home wit everything. thanks to all the teachers and ustazah @ iman WG. thanks for all ur cooperation and hardwork. and since da menang best ctr, jgn plak lepas ni satu satu buat perangai eh. nak kena jitak ngan aku!


ohh. and have i mentioned? I won the Best Teacher again this year. *tunduk malu*
yes. again. *giggles*


good nite everyone!

on a serious note, i miss my tekdee alot. just now the short meet up, really made my day. tt was the most happiest thing that happened tdy. getting to meet u and fell asleep on ur shoulder when we're on our way home.

sayang, nur tak pernah sedikit pun rasa benci terhadap abg. percayakan la dgn apa yang nur luahkan ni. semenjak 2 hari ni,kita tak habis2 bertekak, anggap ni semua dugaan and cubaan bulan ramadhan k sayang. pls. we can overcome this together.

for the betterment of our relationship.