wat the hell?

salamz all. received a call from yan just now while im having my art. he was on his way to skool. his bike broke down. i mean i dun really care bout him anymore. jus couldnt be bothered wit him after wat had happened. anyway i was kinda shocked la when receive the call from him. he sounded so sad. he said he is bein hard up to his ex gf. at tt point of time i was like thinking wat the hell?! y u tell me all these shit sia? its true la we kinda have a plutonic relationship but then u only find me when ure having problem. when ure at harvard, wat happened when u found tt mexican malay girl? everyone tot tt u n me happy happy but actually hu is happy n hu is suffering? now when tt mexican malay girl isnt wit u n all u have is me..u come to me. wat the hell?

i had enuff of u iryan shah. lelaki semua sama ajer.

after art went to tamp wit bell. bell meeting zad later. im meeting my mom after this. later in the evening have a dinner wit azmie. he said he wanna tell me sth. i hope its better be good n no more nonsensical stuff. im jus not in a mood to be in a relationship or committed to tt particular someone. really wanna enjoy my life to the fullest. ohh hmm received a bouquet of flowers from nizam ytd when we meet up. went to had dinner ar 888. i tink i saw pai (dee's ex) but not sure bout it. then faizal called me. talked for awhile. then shidah msged me. asking me whether i fancy ruffedge or not? hell yeah man. n she gonna try to get the tix for me. syukran aite sis.

n this morning when i reach the skool,azhar approached me n asked me if im into debating. he offered me two tix to bahas 4pm singapore n brunei. of coz i wan it! now im thinking wit hu i wanna go.. maybe gonna ask syiffa to come along. azmie said he wanna come but not sure of his schedule. alah cik abang oi,kalau kena keje tu keje je la...

then ytd puan som said called me and asked me bout my condition. haiz she pleaded me to come back. im still thinking bout it..

wassalam..

cybercafe@tampiness

salamz all. its been a long time since i update my profile. gees im kinda relief now when i can update my blog again. my ohter mates was like asking if my blog is still alive or wat. its really irritating as my computer is still wit the tcib. i did called IO Veron. but she said it will not be so soon. till when i have to wait seh. i guess "sabar separuh dari iman" is wat i must say.

hmm din go to skool today as i have my own self study wit bell at tamp. then decided to chill at the cybercafe.i admit i miss doin all these computer stuffs. updating profile. singafriends. friendster. CHATTING! yeah dammit. rite now i dunnoe hu is hu. so many umfamiliar emails in my accounts.

anyway,last sunday i went to the hiphop fest. gereks to the max. located jus beside the woodlands mrt. hmm everyone was there. da force,da breakforce crew,z-style n many more la. theres street dancing n battle n freestyle rapping. met my ex nizam. din noe he got himself into hiphop scene. a skimmer n a b-boy at the same time. he look so hot. every eyes was on him seh (the girls i mean!) he look so hot when he perspiring like a piq! wahahaa!! exchange numbers n chatted wif him for a while ytd. met joe,malik,elfi n moon. they din go to the KL gig due to skool n stuff. elfi n moon is like forever n ever n ever. made frens wit rauzan'z mc mate (yeah the kid centrel kiddo);shahrul n da flow a.k.a muhd riyan. both pretty boy.

hmm wat else eh. it seems tt i have so many things to say but i dunnoe wat is it. ohh bout the sri warisan thing. immature reactions n behaviour of some bitchy gerls tt stop me from continuing doin performance at brunei. dammit. i got to hold the main character of puspawangi kesemuadewi. then this seri maya zawanah girl jealous of me,she pushes me off the stair case n there goes my dancing career. i sprained my ankle n a minor injuries on my elbow. takpe.. takpe.. perbuatan jahat akan dibalas dengan jahat. for the time being im not dancing. anymore i guess..

@wafi's crib

salamz all..
m at waif's crib now. using her comp to send my cerpen.
hmm at last im done wif it. lega sikit la..
bell left fro melaka already. miss ya gerl.
aizad had an operation. dunnoe wat kind of operation.
bila ditanya operate aper,die jawab buah ketiga keluar dan harus dioperate.
notty eh aizad..

ohh have i mention tt yan left for harvard already?
miss him liao. but still can to contact him anyway.
kinda lonely when hes no more by side. no more motor riding.
no jaguar car riding. haiz..ohh i lost my dylan scruffy yellow teddy...!
im drop dead meat if nad find out i lost it.
geezz...

i miss yan.
i miss my comp..
haiyah..i cannot tahan to go to the toilet but then..isy!
ohh yeah,saying isy! i watched Devdas jus now. hehehe
hmm gonna prepare some notes for my tutee.
haiyah...

comot signing out!

wassalam..

salamz all...
 
hey hey hey.
m at the library now wit bell.
hungry. shag. headache.
plan to meet fir but all change last minute.
print a few of the lyrics.
baby boy. kau pergi jua. happy ending.
osman msg-ed me. saying he download for me kau pergi jua already.
yessaaa!!!
 
art was fun jus now.
skool mengarut. have to prepare for the teachers day concert.
each class have to put up one item.
BLEARGH!
read dee's blog. hahaha shes having lots of fun in her new environment.
wot her new frens.
dun forget me ya..
 
damn hungry la...
food. i need food...
 
wassalam..

salamz all.
prac was just fine jus now.almost everyone turned up for the prac except for comel.
did the shopping list wif bell.
gosh its over budget.dammit.
i must really start saving man.
now at the library. din get to meet yan as hes working the whole day.
studied bout light travel at the prac.jus great.
 
im hungry.
so hungry. made fren wit another yan. hes gorgeous.
drop dead gorgeous. gosh mdrooling now..hahahha
ohh..my sis is getting frombad to worse.
towards us.towards ibu especially.
she really need on tite slap from me.
seriously...so damn rude.......................................
 
i need cash.
im hungry..
ya allah..........
 
wassalam..

salamz to all..

sorry for the long long long time of not updating my profile. i was damn damn busy wif skool stuffs. n summore this damn computer of mine is still wif my IO Veron. its irritating when i called n asked her when i can get back my cpu n all she said is.."not so soon dear.." OHH!
hmm skool fine. in two weeks time im gonna have my CA2. tts y ive been bz. went to mayflower a few days ago to help the dancers wif their preparations for thier comp at Deyi sec. well during practice was okie okie but when on stage they were marvallous.(macam ni eh spell?) but they still can compete wif the best la..like teck whye n siglap. wonder how the raffles girls can dance so much well when actually last time they were so kayu. (hmm..practice makes perfect..)
went to this thing wif dee,comel n gong. hmm dee got interested wif comel. i really wonder if comel is really comel n HOT?! hmm wat else..
ive got my new email add already. got help from fir too. rite now im at the tamp library. wif fir. waiting for bell. shes having her malay oral. im very confident wif her as this is not her first time taking o level malay.wat i noe she did well for last year o level. she got an A2. i have faith in u bell..im goin home to sengakang after this. perut lapar la. meeting iryan later at nite. on the way to skool jus now met an accident. lucky i wasnt hurt. yan scratched his elbow.
take care dearie. u will be fine soon. insya allah. see u later tonite aite b..

ohh im hungry..shag..my ass hurt..

wassalam...

Assalammualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

salam to all my mates. im back. but things aint getting any better though. im at woodlands library here. waiting for my adek angkat to come. well many things happen recently..follow the sequence aite..

1) my computer was hacked by some stupid hacker. it din only hack but also corrupt my online profile. most of my online frens already have the negative thoughts bout me. all these is because of tt hacker. now its CID-TCIB case. my cpu is wif my IO Veron. the TCIB officers need to do some checkin to find a proof n tangkap tt hacker. well its someone i knew anyway..so stupid of him to hack my comp n corrupt my online profile.

2) my boyfren, Bob Junior Dylan. he already pass away. da genap dua minggu die kembali ke rahmatullah. i miss him dearly. die menghembus kan nafas nya yg terakhir di australia. south wales. the things tt i got to always remember n pray for him is his yellow scruffy teddy,our engagement ring (now he gave it as b'day ring) his beanie n bj n his skate jeans. tts all. no pic of him. bile die menghembus kan nafasnyz yg terakhir,my pic is on his dada. n now the pic,yan told me is on his grave. i was so sad coz i din get to see him for the last time. i miss him so dearly..

3) remember zul. my teaching mate. yeah he left singapore already. he was being admitted to the oxford university. as soon as he graduated from SP. very proud of him. but wat really make me shocked is tt he called me at 4am,a few days before he left s'pore n tell me tt he want us to engage. when actually i have no feelings for him. absolutely no feelings towards him. i dunnoe y he have feelings for me. da nampak sah i have to reject. my mpm was so terperanjat. my dad too. my dad wanted to have to slow talk wif him but he have to leave for KL. my dad lambat setapak. then my mum said.."kite jus tunggu n lihat. kima tahun akan datang macam maner..kalau die tul tul sayang kau,die takkan berubah hati. jus wait n see dalam jangka masa lima tahun."
5 yrs lama tau...insya allah..
haiz..zul zul...Mohd Zulkarnain..

4) met ilmy jus now. tok tok n pass him some cds tt he want to borrow. haiz. went to jurong swimmin wif the jbs peeps ytd. it was a belated nora's birthday celebration. tml m goin again. but this time wif my siblings! hehehe

aite aite i got to go liao. update more when i have the time. salam alaik..