salamz.

am so shag.
went out wit the bunchies jz now.
comel. skip. gong. bell. aisyah. boyfie. adek. n fir.
its chaotic. esp in the train. we made a fool of ourself.
we sang wit full of total "unmaluation". we sang lots raya song.
its funny tho. well. been quite sum time we did stupid n crazy stuffs.
then we took loads of pic.

mine was the first. then skip. at yew tee. boyfie joined from yew tee.
and also left from there. mama needs him. me too. bt i gave in.
then bedok. comel's. crazy dumb-lop-illo. we reach much faster then him.
wen actually hes travellin wit his vespa. stucked halfway in the middle of expressway.
tank kering la beb!! mendaq!
we waited for him. anxiously.
then to gong's. at potong pasir. another one craziee dude.
kept on asking wen we wanna get married.
then to bell's. the last one.
bump into her mom.
ouh. i muz mention this.

i still got zakat from them ok.
altho they noe im already werking.
but they say,they wont make any diff if they dun give.
nice eh. and all the houses serves food. bloated. full tank.
so. clock struck 11.30. we went seperate ways. gong have to go hm alone then.
me went home wit fir.

eh. i saw this one cute guy. got goatee.
i fall for goatee guy. easily. apparently.
n i forgot to mention. bell's cousin. a guy. he's cute.
jz becoz he got goatee.

aiyah. stop it.

oh n then. fahmi viewed my profile at frenster.
he miss me. i tink.
well. i miss him too.
lot lot lot.

alot ok.

k la. gtg.
takin care.

salam alaik.

felt like sharing an info which i found in amazingly interesting.
facts on the different types of phobias.
it is sth that is much related to anxiety. and the mental health experts says that
there are three types of phobias.
simple phobia. social phobia. and agoraphobia.

here are the list of names, the diff types of phobia. its rather interesting.
some are weird. go on n explore...:

atelophobia - fear of imperfection

atychiphobia - fear of failure

aurophobia - fear of gold

automysophobia - fear of being dirty

autophobia - fear of being alone

bibliophobia - fear of books

caligynephobia - fear of beautiful women

catotrophobia - fear of mirrors

chrometophobia - fear of money

didaskaleinophobia - fear of going to school

ephebiphobia - fear of teenagers

erotophobia - fear of sexual love or sexual questions

gnosophobia - fear of knowledge

graphphobia - fear of writing or handwriting

see. n the list goes on. coz i seriousy shag. but i never get tired to read all the names.
well if u bother to find out more, u can simply find it on the net. its all the matter
panic disorder and post traumatic stress disorder.

i dunnoe y suddenly i have the tendency to know more on all the different types of
phobias..

salam alaik.

selamat hari raya aidilfirtri to all my loyal readers.
maaf zahir n batin.

ive been blog hoppin since im logged in to the internet.
i went to 4 blogs. the 2 of them ive oways check on them regularly.
one particular blog which i rarely bother to check it out.
once in a while went to her blogger, theres oways sth new bout her
which never fails to shocked me. kudos to u gerl in ur new relationship wit him.

another blogger which ive never dropped by. i dunnoe why suddenly i have the
urge to dropped by his. masya-allah. i was gob-smacked.
his words are beautiful. meaningful. ive bookmarked his blog. n will check it
out as often as it is. the other 2 bloggers..

ive oways check out their blog. u will have this feeling whereby u have to come back
to their blog the next time when ure online.
theirs are the best blog ive ever hopped. n read. n wonders.
they are the best bloggers that i have in my list.
one of them is a polytechinic student. masya-allah.
her english is super dooper perfect. flawless. subhanallah.
its like reading a literarute teacher's blog. a lecturer.
a PhD holder. someone with lots of words. words of wisdom.
respect her for her perfect point of view.
n it seems tt both of us have the same passion.
but she able to make it into reality. cos she is full of confident.
unlike me. i still have the low soft spot in me.

the other one. i love her blog skin.
soo cooling. very inviting.
the tendency to repent n get back to the rite path is strong.
upon seeing the pictures layout. i adore her. her ability to create such scenery.
such beautiful manificent skin.
i ever mention to her to create mine. but she jz kept quiet bout it.
well,i really hope she took my werds into consideration.

i envy. i adore all these bloggers.
can i blog like them too?

salamz.

tonite we will bid goodbye to ramadhan n
salamz to syawal. im so gonna miss ramadhan.
the holy mth. the mth full of barakah.

i have bad news:

i am so not lookin forward for syawal.
unlike last yr,this yr,altho the preparations was da bomb,
im still not in the mood.
the close ones know wat i meant.
in fact the close ones knew wat happened.

well tt news isnt soo bad to the news tt im gonna say it out now:

im in love wit two.
yeah. indesicive me.
but then im seriously caught in between.
boyfie turns out miraculously loving when i decided to.
this is wat im scared to go thru.
asked my lesbos n mar for opinion,
they said go for it.
the feelings for boyfie is still there.
same goes to him oso.
haiz.

hamzah.
yadali.

i dun wan to be like this saying tt goes..

yg dikejar tak dapat,yg dikendong berciciran.

eh no no. this saying so the not kena. i dun chase him. hes the one
posessively over me. im not leading him or niting, in fact he is leading me on.

haiyah.

enuff said.

salam all.

ramadhan will be gone soon.
n very soon syawal will appear.
im gonna miss ramadhan so much.

i dunnoe y i dun really looking forward for this yr raya.
maybe my close ones noe to wat im saying.
the close one in fact knew wat happen.
sumtimes im wonderin wat ever happen to me rite now,
is there anything tt lied beneath it?
im curious to noe.
the curiosity in me is killing me so bad.

niways,
im very indesicive rite. ya. majority noes this.
n rite now.
im stuck wit two.
im so in love wit two.
wen i decided to go wit it,boyfie turned out out unexpectedly loving.
he nvr reacted tt way tho for how long ive been wit him.
this is really testing my patience so bad.

yadali.
hamzah.

urgh~!

salam all.
back from all time favourite hibernation.
tehhee.
well cant blame me totally aite.
i have other commitments.
mind u.

niways,ytd went out wit the lesbos.
after so long of planning,ytd was the happenin day.
the slackers came along too. yeah.
their sidekicks.
mine have to be at home.
not allowed to leave the home.
so. okie lor. it doesnt make a big different tho.
but i do miss him aite.
oopsie~! tts a bit too loud!!
teehhee..

tmr me n mar are suppose to report to tamp.
hell we we gonna go on a rampage to their wardrobe.
so we were assigned by mdm to report back to the center by noon.
aidah gonna come also tmr. to help out wit the props.
tmr is the due. i have lots more. i pester my bro to come.
yeah coz hes gd in art also. so can help bit by bit maa.

ouh n err to add more spicy-ness to the entry.
i hv a new fren.
name yadali. very unique huh.
hes nice. n erm. wats tt werd.
rare? erm ya. rare it is.

k enuff said. gtg.
salamz..

start off wit salamz..

assalammualaikum.

k first. bad news.
hmm. im losing my voice.
in fact. i lost it oready.
n i sounded really bapokz.
when i shout,it went all the way to the high notes.
yeah. the sporanos.
well. wat goes ard comes ard i guess.
coz i shouted at boyfie.
asking for break-up.
well ya noe. he dun wan to.
he let out all the reasons y he jz cant accept the fact
that we shud be goin on seperate ways.

well. shag to discuss bout tt.
i have better news to share in fact.
hehehe. im flattered.
i still do have butterflies in my tummy~!
hehe *flutters**flutters*!!

on sun nite. b4 i had a huge quarrel wit boyfie on mon,
guess who called me?????

after sooooooo long...
he went on hibernating.
hu kept on MIA.

MUHD FAHMI!! he called me!!!!!!!
yeah. tt one. the one tt i called ma abg putra syg!!!!
yessa. he called.
haiz. the conversation went perfectly normal.
its weird tho tt i dun feel angry at him wen he reason everything
why he actually MIA.
he is so...

ermm...

so schweet la. i miss him.

niways,wt he said tt nite was a memorable one.
shud be reminisce.

k la gtg.
tmr LO.
by tcr noni.

taking care..