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mata hati ku ini.

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akhir.
kau kekasih batin dan zahir.
setelah ku sedari,
cintamu yang abadi...

kerana kau lebih mengerti...

n ohh my goodness. ive started my jiwang'ness'!
damn~

hehe so many pics to share wit u guys. erm. from hari raya to the siblings outing. tts it la i tink.. weeee~!

start blogging : 1:08 am

yeah, im still not asleep yet. cant blame tho. i jz finish finish doin a bday card for my dad.
its hand made okie. go on dutch wit my ibu for his prezzie.
bought for him this tag heuer watch. which cost not really a bomb la as its on sale.

n so ya its his bday today!
HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY AYAH~!

juz now at school we had mini celebrations for hari raya haji. yeah. n theres potluck. n u cant imagine the food tt came pouring on the table.
finger food to crackers. to tidbits. muffins n cakes. jellies to even ice cream.

nasi sambal goreng pun tak laku.

n so i took a few pics. of me. n them. n more of them.
the PGs are still crying. but a lil noise la. not really bad like the first day.

n i realise sth.
i love him so much.
deep down in my heart.
fee, i bet u noe hu im referring to rite..
onie she noes wat im goin thru rite now n im seriously on cloud nine.

teehee.
my ex called me jz now.
aiyah the cina guy la. we had a short conversation. i was on my way home from skool.
he asked a bonus question : Eh Nuyol, ure attached ya?

so i tink its for me to noe n for u to find out.
and erm...anyone??!

eh i got a few pics tt im gonna upload. took jz now. n the day b4. went out wit my siblings la..the crazy love ones....

toodles~

i need printer. seriously need printer. n i need it now~!

teehee. salam alaiki.

a very interesting conversation btwn me n my student. a 2 yr old kid.
playgroup.

the rest of the kids busy crying n wailing n shouting their hearts out. this muhd a'rash came up to me n wanna strike a conversation wit me. i was consoling syahmin. syahmin kept on crying, u noe the forcing type of crying n say "nak kak ika...nak kak ika.." n i have to "ar yes. u want kak ika make sure u stop crying.." n he continue.. "nak kak ika..ane kak ika.." until when it reaches the time when he hug me n rub my cheek.."nak kak ika. ane kak ika. lambat la kak ika.." it was cute but all tt i can ans.." traffic jam la. its raining. cant u see its raining outside. she will reach soon. n she will not come to u if she saw u crying like this." he stopped crying. next 5 minutes,he continue n on n on n on.

back to a'rash..

a'rash : cheecher. asal dowang nangish?
me : they wan their mummy. but they have to promise me to keep quiet first then i bring them to their mummy.
a'rash : nape dowang mesti nangish nak mummy dowang?
me : y dun u ask tt to ur fren urself? i also dunnoe y they cry alot. must be like u rite? din cry. for sure i can bring u to ur mommy.
a'rash : ngok azhad da tk nangish eh cheecher.
me : yes. azhad is a good boy. he din cry anymore. he behave very well. now i also want u to behave ok. do not throw my toys ard. n dun smash my keyboard ok.
a'rash : a'rash nanak duduk diam2 la. a'rash nak cakap2 nak main2 nak bising2.
me : no a'rash. i had enuff wit ur frens crying already. u must help me to tell ur frens to stop crying so i can bring them to their mummy later.
a'rash : a'rash nanak. lau a'rash diam2,a'rash kena balik. a'rash nak bising2. nak dudok kat skool ame-ame. ngok cheecher.

*alahai*

bertuah betol ini anak~

im back.

apologies for not updating it frequently.

skool started. yale n kingston was a blast~!
kids screaming. teachers whining. parents complaining.
n its onie the first day.

hehe. funny ya. my yale started to came in onie today.
it was fine. my yale 1 total strength is onie 13 n turn up onie 9. heaven i tell ya.
yale two total strength n total turn up 23. theres a bit of crying n wailing here n there but still we can control n theres class management btwn me n partner.
kingston 1. since yesterday, was bleargh! lots of wailing. crying. screaming. shrieking! kicking. slapping.
i was slapped. n kicked. by one of them. amran. amzar's lil bro. hes onie 2 yrs n dunnoe how many mths. first he was slapping continuously. then seeing me ignoring his slapping. he kicked me! he kicked my chest~! it hurt ya. altho its onie a 3 yr old kick. but i jz recover from my asthma ya. then hana took him away from me n brought him to oxford. then a'rash came to me. i have to attend to the crying ones. i told a'rash to play at the computer corner. he did. azhad suddenly came to me n asked.."cheecher! botol? botol ane botol? ane botol? botol? botol? ane botol..?" continuously i tell u. n later i got to find out it was his milk bottle tt he was referring to.

cute aye.

really looking forward for tmr. by right theres story telling tt we shud prepare. but i guess we should forget bout it. coz i dun tink the kids have totally settle down. it was onie heaven for me when its yale 1. super dooper heaven-la-vida-loca.

then on my way home. i met him. the conversation goes..

nizam : yul. eh yul..wait up..!
me : (blur n looked for the voice..)
nizam : belakang u la gerl..
me : (turn ard) eh u. hie. erm. heloo.
nizam : u dari maner nie? muka mcm penat je..
me : (still blur) erm ya. baru balik dari skola. eh keje. eh tak. skola kat keje. eh no. i jz finish work, from skool.
nizam : i tunggu u kat luar gate. sampai pukul 6:15, tak nampak u pon. sekolah senyap je. ingat kan u da balik..
me : (wit blur voice) luar skola? kat gate? mayflower? eh i mean..iman? buat aper?
nizam : i nak fetch u la. wanna ask u out for dinner.. care to have dinner wit me?
me : (step jual mahal) its raining la. n im dead.
nizam : i dun care if ure cold n buried. plz. anyway,im driving. no excuse.

n i agreed. coz im hungry actually. i ate my lunch kinda late. n i guess its too late. i vomitted all out. n im hungry once again. theres lots of catching up needed. we went to sakura compass.

goodness.

he is nizam. Syaiful Nizham Asrar Bin Jalil. hes 22 this yr. currently serving his ns navy. graduated from Singapore Poly. live at hougang. how i met him? back then when im in sec 4. hes is poly if im not mistaken. we have things in common. singing. love for hiphop. into the culture. me the rapper hes the b-boy. hes also the confuse skimmer guy.

aiyah, i dun find it necessary to tell u peeps bout him. im sure u guys noe wat he wants rite..
ex-lover. dinner. fetch from work. send me home. askin if im available. wat more? need me to list down... heh.

'yang dikejar tak dapat. ni lah akibat nye,ku yang dikendong keciciran'

ape..

'tak ade rotan, akar pun jadi la.."

heh.

lelaki.

mulut manis.

habis manis sepah dibuang.

tak dapat Nadiyanah Balqis Puteri. baru nak carik Nurulhuda Hamidi.

sudah la.

simpan la hasrat murni mu itu.

overdue pics. running out of words.

its 2006!- for crying out loud~~!

salam alaiki.
im stucked at home. the DVDs n Musics n Computer keep me company.
my family members? they went fora holiday at Desaru.
n in case if u guys were wondering y im not wit them,well stop it.
im gonna tell u real soon.

IT'S BECAUSE IM DOWN WIT FEVER! FLU! AND ASTHMA!

there u go....

of all the days. holidays due in 2 days time. skool gonna re-open soon.
n ppl are trying to enjoy their every single bits left of holidays. im supposed to follow.
but then. luck was jz not by my side. my temperature is high when its middle of the nite.
i cough like nobody business. the flu jz kept on flowing. n the tissue level is decreasing.
urgh! this is bad~
seriously.

my head is spinning ard............................................................................................